by jellybutter » Thu Mar 08, 2018 5:34 pm
i'm sorry marble, but you're an idiot. what makes you think you can trust a person you only met 4 months ago over me, a person you've known for 7 years? yes, i know the email was terrible but i made you a card, i apologized with another email twice the size of that one too. i say this for the 100th time, but i 101% support your decision to be vegitarian, and i really don't give a crap about what you eat and it doesn't matter to me. how can you say i don't approve of your choice then? i personally don't believe in veganism/vegitarianism, and when my blood was really boiling about you, when you were acting like you didn't know what bacon looked like anymore (even though you had been vegitarian for literally 3 months) i told poison how i felt about it during p.e. i had asked her thoughts on it earlier in the year and she said she didn't support vegitarism either, but for the record marble, that doesn't mean i don't support you. and i told poison about it, and she agreed, showing more examples about it than i did. for the past few days, marble had seemed a little short with me, and i wondered if i had done something wrong. in our small break we get between classes, i asked her and she said, "poison told me that you were talking about me behind my back." oh, so now expressing my opinions is considered talking behind someone's back? i never mentioned marble in the conversation. geez, things just keep getting worse and worse. in december, 2016, i sent marble the email filled with things i didn't like about her. and i regret that to this day- but you wanna know when she forgave me? september of 2017. i finally mended our bond and poison swoops in and steals it again. you know, i have a bank of trust- and i only have so much to deposit into a person. when they break it, its like a robbery. i know the criminal but there's nothing you can do to get the stolen items back after it's done. i give out my trust like candy at this point. this is what happens when i blindly decide i can trust somebody, literally all of those people have broken it.
marble and poison are both nicknames btw, kind of like a disclaimer