grr. wrote:i realized today that ive been trying to loose weight for four years now. its failed everytime. every damn time.
its so hard looking into the mirror and feeling trapped.
its so hard being afraid and angry when others take pictures of you.
its so hard spending every second of the day hypnotized about what other people think of you.
its so easy to say it instead of doing it.
Never let these things get to you, you can accomplish losing weight, you can. You just have to believe in yourself. It's good that you try to do something about your weight, the thing that matters the most is you. Another thing that matters is that you try. You can try and fail, but at least you try. And you are worth way more than the scale, stop beating yourself down because of your weight, because your weight doesn't define you unless you let it define you. Other people may not realize you are a person, but you have to face it. People never think about others. You just have to ignore what others think.
I believe every person on this planet is amazing, and I believe every person has the strength to accomplish their wants. It isn't about losing weight, it's about building up the strength inside you to lose weight and to find happiness within yourself. The thing that counts the most is that you find happiness, and if you can't lose weight then find happiness you'll win either way.
I wish the best for you in your life, and I hope I helped a bit!