[BTR lover]

Canine included this story-
Canine:I regret running away from home, but if i would've stayed i'd danger my family and my pack. I lost everyone once, i don't want to loose them again, i'm just trying to do what's best for everyone not best for me. It hurts me that i cant do anything to beat the wierd reactions, i aciddently put family's responsabbillity on my brother's shoulders.
I can't go back until its safe to return, if something happens to them i'll never forgive my self, i feel like a criminal... I'm thinking of going back and helping the whole pack find the last thing we need and recreate our planet, and then go to the temple and ask the spirit to take my soul and powers. Our parents couldn't have survived the attack, i'm gonna try to help as much as possible before going to the temple, incase our parents survived they can have the pack, if not then my mission isn't complete untill Claw becomes real leader for the pack. I know they;ve searched for me all over the world and exsistence, but right now i'm hiding in the most coldest area woods that have view to the city and everthing else, but it's getting windy and snowy here might as well just not move untill i freeze, i think it's what i deserve, i remember yelling at my siblings about one situation i was talking about i yelled out ''SO GIVE ME REASON TO PROVE ME WONG TO WASH THIS MEMORY CLEAN'' they still forgave me, but i cant forget it if dyinging our way is the only way to get somewhere then so be it for me, i thought im ready to have a girlfriend and try being a couple with a girl i hada crush on, then i realized '' no'' Something chaged me and made me lone wolf, i don't feel regret so it's ok... *slowly starts blink and close eyes more* I've been running... Hiding... For years and missed out our birthday/days) I know Claw wont/ didn't celabrate cuz of me and Jenn... Our sister decited to destory her name and tries to find one she lieks, but secretly she's still Jenn to me... *slowly closes eyes and rests in snow and cold as heart slows down callmly and gently*