- cooking. i love the process of cooking and i love trying new recipes and figuring out how to prepare and season them just right, and i really love cooking for my friends to get their opinions and see them enjoy eating my cooking, but i absolutely loathe cleaning up afterwards. it's so draining and leads to my kitchen just being dirty and cluttered for days at times until i can motivate myself to clean up the mess
^ honestly sounds like you might need to take a little break from it? when i start feeling super frustrated with hobbies i enjoy, it's usually a sign that my brain needs to go a couple of days doing something else instead before i can go back to having fun with the other thing. idk if the same's the case for you though
> i'm so thirsty but i don't want to take my feet out of the ice bath to get something,,, it's 9 PM why is my apartment still slow cooking me at 30°C i wanna lay down and decompose please give me back the colder weather
v yo, do you have a favourite youtuber?














