by sugarbird » Tue Jan 26, 2021 10:12 am
I'm pretty terrible at actually showing caring towards other people. Even those I love or are closest to. It gets pretty awkward when people think that I'm annoyed by them or just appear to be miserable all the time. I've even been asked by my own mom if I loved her, because she apparently couldn't tell. That was really hurtful to hear, but it went to show just how cold I seemed to other people. I'm guessing that I show caring by just talking to those I care about. And worrying about them, asking if they're okay. I genuinely care, but I should really do a lot more to let people know I do. Over the phone when people can't see me though, I like to think that my joking around and enjoying myself around them is enough to show that I care.
^ That's how I've been for a little bit now too
> Oof, why am I doing this to myself? I need to stop eating so much when I'm bored or sad
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