by Winstalgia » Tue Feb 04, 2020 4:40 pm
my best friend. I know it's simple but idk, I kinda just want some comfort rn. Theres a lot of other people I could go with, but I'm not sure about.
^ I was never 100% sure what don McLean was referring to in his song, now I understand it better. I just had never looked into it. <3
> I'm scared to be in a room by myself rn. I used to hallucinate stuff pretty often when I was younger, and as I am getting older they're gradually growing less often - thankfully. However, the worst part about me being sick are the fact I can - and usually do- hallucinate. I'm terrified to go to bed, too. The other night I tried sleeping I kept waking up and it didn't feel like I was truly asleep. Like I was having a moment of derelaization which terrifies me. I'm probably fine but still. It's my auditory hallucinations that I dont want. Things echo around, get louder, people seem like they're yelling at me but they're not. My visual ones are usually fragments of my imagination, like dragons and mythical creatures - which is pretty cool to "watch" and more satisfying. I'm never scared to sleep. I always look forward to the dreams I could have. I'm probably gonna end up staying up super late, which I also dont wanna do when I'm sick. This is long, I know. Just complaining and trying to talk some sense into myself. I dont wanna go to bed, but I also dont wanna stay up... fun.
v what's the craziest thing you've ever hallucinated?
"𝕹𝖔𝖙 𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖙𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖘𝖚𝖗𝖊"
adult Hi! Call me Rain or Wins! hope all is well.
I love philosophy, paradoxes, and thought
experiments. Fermi paradox is my favorite.
Really avid blink-182 fan! I love their music.
I also really like DnD and fantasy stuff.
Currently working on a visual novel!
"𝖎𝖘 𝖘𝖎𝖑𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖌𝖔𝖑𝖉."