5/10 Ohmygosh I’m so sorry! D’: It’s always awful when you like an animal and it doesn’t like you back, but I can’t imagine it being like that with EVERY dog! I hope that when you get older you can get one as a puppy and raise it and then it’ll never-ever dislike you (because you’ll be the one who has always fed it).
I like pacing around at night, but I imagine “jumpscares” all the time — even more then, when it’s quiet. At the windows, I feel like the horrible face of something aggressive could slam up against it at any minute — I can picture it, like a... a daymare, I guess — daydreaming gone wrong, because my imagination is so vivid, over and over again in the space of a few seconds. I often feel like there’s someone (or something) behind me, even though I
know nothing’s there,
I know I know I know it so much, but my emotional thoughts won’t obey the academic knowledge that
there is nothing there.
And yet I still pace... so I guess it really must not scare me THAT much, or else I wouldn’t go near the windows.
