★ Star Wars vs. Star Trek || V. 14 ★

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79.
Welcome back.

I have pondered all of those questions and more at some point or another.
I often feel as if I am dreaming and/or do not exist, though that is because I have a mild form of depersonalization.
I also often wonder if we are not alive, but are actually all part of an author's story or an artist's painting on a canvas.
I think that would be rather cool.
I also think it would be a grand idea for you to go to sleep.

[Lulu Bean]

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i think it'd be really cool if we were all just in one long movie
for god
or maybe we're one of his dreams

you think i should go to bed
i'm not sure i can
i drank a big bottle of coffee for dinner
i will to stay up
all night
waiting
waiting
just waiting
just
waiting

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79.
Well, I suppose we already are, seeing as He is always watching over us.
It is like He is a security camera or something.
Life is strange.

A bottle of coffee.
A bottle
A BOTTLE.
BEFORE BED.
You are going to go into a caffeine-induced coma.

[Lulu Bean]

80

what the heck
i just laughed
insanely
like i had a chainsaw revving
and i wanted to kill somebody with it
for no reason
i couldn't stop myself
i am going insane
insane
crazy
what the heck is wrong with me
is it the caffeine

at camp
i was comatose in a zombie game we were playing
and i just stood there
with my head cocked
and i was singing
"la la
la la la
la la
la la la"
over and over again
slowly
very
very
slowly
it made people pee their pants
my eyes were dilated
and i was smiling
like jeff
would that scare you
do you think i am insane
i think i am insane
what do you do when you think you're insane

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79.
I think we are all just a little bit insane.
When I am feeling like I am insane, I punch a few walls or perhaps scream if there is no one near to hear it.
Giving myself a swift smack/punch to the head tends to clear things up as well.

In this case, though, I believe laying off the caffeine might help, friend.
It messes with you. Causes hallucinations and whatnot.

[Lulu Bean]

80

maybe so
i will lay off the caffeine for a while
woah
it's late
i should be asleep already
but what the heck
it's summer
do you know a pg 13 horror movie
i want to watch one
my parents don't even know one

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79.
I have not had any caffeine in ages because of what it used to do to me, so yes.
It might be in your best interest to stay away from it for a while.

All of the horror films I know are R or unrated.
I can try to look one up though.

[Lulu Bean]

80

the internet said mama is pg 13
and i was like
heck no am i watching that
i'd have nightmares for weeks
and the only thing i have is nightmares
no dreams

woah
lol
i accidentally made a typo
and instead of the "i" in thing
i put an "o"
but don't worry
i fixed it

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79.
Pft. Thong.
I have heard that Mama is a bit too scary to be PG-13. So yeah.

I found a few that I have seen that are PG-13.

The Possession [my favorite horror film]
Insidious [second-favorite]
House at the End of the Street [great plot]
The Woman in Black [not a favorite, but good nonetheless]

[Lulu Bean]

80

are any of them too scary for midnight
alone in a closet
on a computer screen
with two windows nearby
and a bathroom nextdoor
with a small blanket
and a hat on