by pisto pesto pasta » Wed Mar 13, 2024 1:41 am
long rant warning, so for all the «i aint readin allat» people, you can skip it
Welp, it’s actually a very recent discovery but apparently I’m like. Not very. Verbal? In real life. I don’t know. I thought it was normal until I watched a vid on youtube that was brutally making fun of the exact behaviour I have. I don’t really talk with strangers, just nod or shrug because I’ve tried before and it was just awkward for me, and I always have an indifferent face even though I’m trying very hard to mimic the emotions of others, and moreover I tend to go on my phone as soon as I get a tad nervous, however I try to ask questions if i’m interested... But that video made fun of that as well, because it appeared as if the questions I’m asking are creepy and off topic... It’s just... It’s bearable when I’m in a company of people who know me? My coworkers never demanded me to talk because we can just watch YouTube shorts together and be like «yeah dayum that's crazy lmao» and move on. But... It’s really not like that with strangers... So apparently that’s how I’m perceived
Yeah, I really thought that was normal. That’s really funny. You can say that this video gave me... A wake up call? I’m an insufferable person to talk to, huh. I don’t really know what to do with this information. I’m trying to be better at talking.
My online sona is rather different. I mean, I could never say any of that ^ out loud tbh. Something like that.
Speaking of normal, what’s something you thought to be normal but it actually wasn’t?
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♕ imagine living ♕
like a king someday
a single night
without a ghost in the walls
we are the shadows screaming
«take us now»
we'd rather die
than live to rust on the ground♕▐
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