[WinglessSeraph]

Feeling a little better today compared to last night. I reached out to one of my friends that I consider family to see if he'd just let me vent to him like we used to do in high school and he said yes. He's usually really busy so it might be a hot minute til it happens, but just having the opportunity to talk is enough to alleviate some stress.

Might be ending my 3 year relationship soon, even though I've been planning on marrying my partner. He broke my trust after almost a year of working to repair it. I've given him my all and gave him so many chances to make the right choices. But after awhile you have to stop and think about yourself. And it's my time to stop and think about myself once.

I've lived all my life as a people pleaser and I'm done being the doormat. I'm gonna start living for me and what I want, not what anyone else wants.