by flie » Sun Oct 14, 2012 9:12 am
{ ✄ abril jane windsoft - - - }
{ - - - is completely broken . - - - ✗ }
name ; "Abril." - -
Her full name is Abril Jane Windsoft, named after her great aunt who protected her mother during the 9/11 terrorism attack. Abril is a Latin name that means "open." It is very ironic because Abril, in fact, is a very closed person. Her middle name, Jane, comes from her father's side. Her grandmother recommended the middle name and it just stuck.
nicknames ; "I'm called Abi." - -
During her life, she has been called many "nicknames." Some could be kind such as "Abi" or "Abs." Others were "ugly", "freak", b*tch", "sl*t", and many more harsh "nicknames."
gender ; "I'm a girl. Can't you tell?" - -
Abril was born a female and has lived her whole life as one.
age ; "I am currently seventeen years old." - -
Abril was born May 16, 1995. She has the same birthday as Megan Fox.
birth-place ; "I was born in a hospital." - -
Abril was born in a small town in England.
blood type ; "I have AB negative blood." - -
Someone with AB blood can only donate blood to other people who have AB blood. If you have AB blood you can receive any type of blood.
time of birth ; "Early in the morning." - -
Abril was born at 4:56 AM.
dis-functions ; "I have lost all of my reasons to live." - -
When she was only ten years old when she lost her ability to see colors. Now all she can see is black and white with faint red and blues.
mother ; "I'd rather not talk about that woman." - -
Abril's mother's name was Teresa. Her maiden name was Filton and she had very wavy hair that was close to black. She was a kind and cherishing mother who knew exactly what to do in any situation. Her mother had two brothers, one two years older and one five years younger than her. She also had an older step-sister who was seven years older than her and was her step-father's child. Her mother's father died when she was little and grew up with her step-father and step-sister as if they were her blood relatives. Abril's mother became very stressed after her and her husband had but been fired from their minimum wage jobs. Everything took a downfall from there. Her mother became addicted to drugs and alcohol. Hitting Abril was a daily event and she would even occasionally hit her lover, Abril's father. When Abril was only eight years old, her mother walked out on her and her father.
father ; "... He was my savoir..." - -
Her father's name was Eric and he was a very busy man. He was the CEO of his father's company and always came home late. Abril would only see him in the mornings and sometimes in the afternoons. Her father had light brown hair that was a caramel color that was straight and business-like. He had one sister who was twelve years younger than him. She barely ever saw her. Abril was left with her father after her mother had abandoned the two. The relationship between the two grew closer and closer until the day before Abril's thirteenth birthday, May 26, 1999. On that day her father died during a car accident while attempting to pick up Abril's birthday present at the post office.
siblings ; "I am an only child." - -
She never had a younger brother to tease or an older sister to steal clothes from. She has only herself to bully.
personality ; "I'm... an outcast. I am different, strange, and a freak. I listen to depressing music with slow beats just to focus on the musician's pain more than mine. My grades are below average. I only think about the past, not the future. I am different." - -
Abril, like she says, is different. She rarely speaks to others and likes to keep her thoughts to herself. In fact, other people frighten her. She believes that it is impossible for her to get closer to another human being. With just one touch, they will disappear forever as if the last snow flake had been melted by the sun. The only time she had ever spoken or even made a sound was when she hear her father's car crash from the other side of the phone.
The cause for her pain and silence is her color blindness. Her world crumbled when she lost her ability to see color. It happened on a Sunday when she was as young as ten. She had been shaken as an infant and her retina finally gave up, detaching from her eyes.
Another rare and interesting thing about her is her creativity. Her mind is like an art studio. She can imagine everything in a certain color or arranged differently. She can just picture everything as a sketch and adds lines to any bed, rug, or even a dog. Abril normally draws black and silver abstract work with birds breaking free through cages, cells, bricks, trees, hurricanes, and more.
Though her grades are below average, Abril is a very intelligent teenager. Her grades are horrible because she sees that there is no reason for her to live. Her father, the most important person to her, died because of her. She lacks to see the reason why she was ever born. Even though she has thoughts of suicide, she can never bring the knife to her wrists.
Abril, surprising, is very good with animals. Her love for large dogs is unrecognizable. Her favorites are Saint Bernards, though they slobber and are nearly half her size. No matter who she's with or where she is, she will never pass an opportunity to pet a dog.
This child is scared of herself and others. She is always worrying about how people see her or what they think of her. Ever since she was bullied in second grade, all the way to tenth, she has been afraid. "What if they are talking about me," "am I too weird for them," and "why don't they like me," are few of the phrases that always stay in her mind.
likes ; "Not much..." - -
- Music, her father, sketching
dislikes ; "A lot." - -
- Her mother - Being color blind - Herself - Being weak
fears ; "Many..." - -
- People - Society - Love - Pain - Death - Life
hobbies ; "Not as much as you would think..." - -
- Sketching
talents ; "None." - -
- Drawing
style ; "As long as it's warm, I'll don't care what I wear." - -
Her usual style includes a sweater or heavy jacket with lace leggings and middle thigh length shorts. She will wear her khaki boots wherever she goes, no matter the weather. She always wears the bracelets her father gave her the year before he died.
piercings ; "I will never get any piercings." - -
She doesn't have any and never wants to.
hair color ; "My hair is very light." - -
Her hair color is nearly white is so light. It has hints of pale shades of browns and creams mixed in with it.
hair style; "I have bangs and long hair... What more is there to say?" - -
Abril's hair is long, reaching to the bottom of her shoulder blades. It is soft, thick, and naturally wavy. Her bangs fold across the right side of her face. They reach over her eyebrow and occasionally brush her eyelid. She hates fussing with her hair but even though she won't admit it, she absolutely loves her hair.
skin tone ; "I am a pale person." - -
Her skin tone is nearly white she is so pale. It can be dark from times to times, and when I say dark, I mean normal mild skin. It is smooth with few bumps. Abril has freckles in multiple spots of her body. Her birthmark is on the left side of her left leg and it looks like a cow skull. It is faded brown and looks like a scar.
height ; "I am almost six feet." - -
Abril is five foot ten. She grows nearly an inch a year and doesn't expect to be a very tall woman when she grows up.
weight ; "I haven't weighed myself since I was twelve." - -
She weighs about 160 pounds.
scars ; "-" - -
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tattoos ; "-" - -
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favorite songs ; "I don't have a lot and you won't find them the slight bit interesting." - -
Abril's favorite songs are: "A Team" by Ed Sheeran, "Not Enough" by Avril Lavigne and "Skyfall" by ADELE.
favorite bands ; "I can't decide." - - -
Even though she can't decide on which one is her favorite, she likes these bands/musicians: Ed Sheeran, Avril Lavigne, ADELE, Flyleaf, and Within Temptation.
fears ; "I have many." - - -
She fears ghosts, death, grave yards, graves, spiders, roosters, thunderstorms, her mother, and her memories.
crush ; "Yes, I am crushed." - -
She currently does not have a crush on anyone.
lover ; "... that's funny." - - -
She currently does not have a lover.
sexual orientation ; "I prefer guys." - -
She is completely straight. Sorry girls ;D
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flie on Thu Oct 18, 2012 9:46 am, edited 2 times in total.