Yeah...
Hopefully not, but the thought is still there that I might need the bathroom.
I'm also worried I could fall asleep, have an...accident, as it would be called. Right? Right. And wake up with...ew, grossness and then I'd have to wash and sanitize stuff and I also am a germaphobe, which phobia of germs actually seems to be accurate. I probably seem dumb, but I'm literally scared of getting really sick and throwing up (I actually get shaky and sometimes cry when I throw up...which is what probably sounds dumb) and/or dying. I don't want to die young, I don't want my parents or family to die before their time, I don't want to get pink eye or salmonella or weird sicknesses and diseases. My parents get mad at me for using sanitizer and washing 'too much' at home, but I can't not...also, this is disgusting, but I'm pretty sure my younger brother doesn't wash his hands, at all...when he uses the bathroom. Mom thinks he does, but I don't believe it, and she wonders why I wash my hands and sanitize so much...okay, we should probably go to pm, this is considered spam I think
