Fragile sound
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The world outside just watches as we crawl
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Crawl towards a life of fragile lines
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xx╳Vixenbriar
xx╳Vi, Vixy, Bri
xx╳mix
xx╳female
xx╳37 moons
xx╳queen
xx╳bisexual
xx╳Safiya Nygaard
xx╳ditmas - Milford and sons
xx╳vixenbriar was born to the beetleclan warriors plumerustle and swallowfang. her siblings are (pm me). she is expecting four kits.
xx╳vixenbriar will currently not share the father of her kits (open), though she is currently single. she is open for romantic or friendly relations of any kind.
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xx╳Vixenbriar
xx╳Vi, Vixy, Bri
xx╳mix
xx╳female
xx╳37 moons
xx╳queen
xx╳bisexual
xx╳Safiya Nygaard
xx╳ditmas - Milford and sons
xx╳vixenbriar was born to the beetleclan warriors plumerustle and swallowfang. her siblings are (pm me). she is expecting four kits.
xx╳vixenbriar will currently not share the father of her kits (open), though she is currently single. she is open for romantic or friendly relations of any kind.
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And wasted time
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xx╳likes;; quiet time
kits
rabbit
sleeping
teaching
being right
teasing clanmates
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xx╳likes;; quiet time
kits
rabbit
sleeping
teaching
being right
teasing clanmates
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xx╳dislikes;; too-peppy cats
being called fake
being seen as rude
heat
being alone
people being angry at her
failing at her duties
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xx╳dislikes;; too-peppy cats
being called fake
being seen as rude
heat
being alone
people being angry at her
failing at her duties
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And so I cry
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xx╳appearance;; vixenbriar is an orange tabby cat with a small build. when not carrying baby weight, she is very slim. her coat is short in length, but it is very dense and soft to the touch. her ears come to an almost perfect point, though there are some small chips in her right ear. a small pink scar rests on the center of her left fore-leg, and various other scars line her back. vixen's eyes are a vibrant orange, and her whiskers are quite long for her age. she smells of camphor and maple leaves.
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xx╳appearance;; vixenbriar is an orange tabby cat with a small build. when not carrying baby weight, she is very slim. her coat is short in length, but it is very dense and soft to the touch. her ears come to an almost perfect point, though there are some small chips in her right ear. a small pink scar rests on the center of her left fore-leg, and various other scars line her back. vixen's eyes are a vibrant orange, and her whiskers are quite long for her age. she smells of camphor and maple leaves.
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xx╳fears;; people thinking she's mean
snakes
losing her kits
others upset at her
being alone
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xx╳fears;; people thinking she's mean
snakes
losing her kits
others upset at her
being alone
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As I hold you for the last time in this life
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xx╳personality;; vixenbriar won't be winning any awards for the sweetest queen in coldclan anytime soon, as her sassy demeanor and brash sense of humor keep others from getting too close to the fae. now don't get her wrong, she's by no means completely negative or mean spirited, she just has very strong opinions of which she is quite frank about. vixen doesn't like to sugarcoat things, or keep the truth from someone, no matter how hard it may be for them. in her eyes, not telling someone the truth about how you see them, or what's really going on with the person is so much worse than just telling them! while honesty is one of her best traits, she's not really sure how to be honest with herself. because many of her clanmates think that she is abrasive or a bit of a bear, she's very scared to even try and pursue any kind of a relationship with any of them, and she doesn't face the emotions she feels when confronted with people being mad at her. often when someone calls her out for hurting their feelings, she is shocked that what she said would cause them to not be happy, and she gets incredibly sad and insecure, often isolating herself far into the forest or into the warriors den for a while.
despite her initial abrasiveness, she cares quite a bit about her clanmates and close friends and family. she would do anything to save the life of a kit, and loves talking and messing around with them. mentoring and teaching is one of her greatest passions, and even while she's confined to the nursery, she tries to help out with the apprentices as much as she can. she is very maternal, and is very excited about having some of her own, though her biggest fear is doing something wrong, or having something happen that causes her to lose her babies.
she prides herself on being very hardworking and reliable, but her biggest enjoyment is sleeping for hours on end. vixenbriar would be incredibly lazy if she had the time to be, though while being pregnant, she has been incredibly happy to partake in her dreams. the queen prefers the quiet and those who enjoy it more than cats who are filled with nonstop talking and energy. loud noises tend to stress her out.
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xx╳personality;; vixenbriar won't be winning any awards for the sweetest queen in coldclan anytime soon, as her sassy demeanor and brash sense of humor keep others from getting too close to the fae. now don't get her wrong, she's by no means completely negative or mean spirited, she just has very strong opinions of which she is quite frank about. vixen doesn't like to sugarcoat things, or keep the truth from someone, no matter how hard it may be for them. in her eyes, not telling someone the truth about how you see them, or what's really going on with the person is so much worse than just telling them! while honesty is one of her best traits, she's not really sure how to be honest with herself. because many of her clanmates think that she is abrasive or a bit of a bear, she's very scared to even try and pursue any kind of a relationship with any of them, and she doesn't face the emotions she feels when confronted with people being mad at her. often when someone calls her out for hurting their feelings, she is shocked that what she said would cause them to not be happy, and she gets incredibly sad and insecure, often isolating herself far into the forest or into the warriors den for a while.
despite her initial abrasiveness, she cares quite a bit about her clanmates and close friends and family. she would do anything to save the life of a kit, and loves talking and messing around with them. mentoring and teaching is one of her greatest passions, and even while she's confined to the nursery, she tries to help out with the apprentices as much as she can. she is very maternal, and is very excited about having some of her own, though her biggest fear is doing something wrong, or having something happen that causes her to lose her babies.
she prides herself on being very hardworking and reliable, but her biggest enjoyment is sleeping for hours on end. vixenbriar would be incredibly lazy if she had the time to be, though while being pregnant, she has been incredibly happy to partake in her dreams. the queen prefers the quiet and those who enjoy it more than cats who are filled with nonstop talking and energy. loud noises tend to stress her out.
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xx╳quirks;; whiskers twitch when
she teases others
she sometimes will
fall asleep with her
eyes open.
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xx╳quirks;; whiskers twitch when
she teases others
she sometimes will
fall asleep with her
eyes open.
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This life I tried so hard to give to you
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xx╳brief history;; vixenbriar was born into the family of two fairly well regarded warriors, plumerustle and swallowfang, as a member of an averaged sized litter. when she was around seven moons old, she began her training, having gotten a late start due to the leader wanting to wait and see if she got any larger in stature. obviously, she didn't, and has always been shorter than most others, especially the male. vix was constantly picked on because she looked like a permanent kit next to the large orange mass that was her father, and her social sphere suffered severely because of this. possibly because she grew tired of the constant tongue she received, she began to develop her abraisive nature, telling others the flaws she saw and heard their mentors talking about, and doing to them exactly what they did to her. but, because kids are a strange thing, they began to label her as a "bully" because she didn't have any "reason"to be saying what she was. not like them of course, they were perfectly justified in absolutely anything they said about the orange cat.
this followed her even into becoming a warrior, as queens and mentors would warn their kits and apprentices to not get too close, as she was very rude and scary. now, any apprentice under her would strongly disagree with these claims, but the others paid no mind to the defenses they put up for her. vixenbriar was just happy to have someone in her corner, and to talk to, even if she was technically their superior.
at the age of 27 moons, her mother died from a severe case of greencough, and her father followed short, some suspect the cause to be stress from a broken heart. the tabby was devistated, and became incredibly depressed. how could she survive without the immense support system that was her parents? she began spending more time alone, or with the queens in the nursery, and slowly the newer kits came around to her. once the parents saw that she was kind to kits, more importantly kind to anyone, they began to leave her in charge for short amounts of time to get fresh air and have a break. this was probably what brought vixen out of her depression, along with continuing to teach.
while she'll admit that she can be rude occassionally, or even a bit conceited, she isn't sure that she's ever actually be in love. sure, she's had flings and crushes, but she can't remember ever thinking "this is love". she really hopes to find true love one day, but it's not likely that she'd ever admit to it.
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xx╳brief history;; vixenbriar was born into the family of two fairly well regarded warriors, plumerustle and swallowfang, as a member of an averaged sized litter. when she was around seven moons old, she began her training, having gotten a late start due to the leader wanting to wait and see if she got any larger in stature. obviously, she didn't, and has always been shorter than most others, especially the male. vix was constantly picked on because she looked like a permanent kit next to the large orange mass that was her father, and her social sphere suffered severely because of this. possibly because she grew tired of the constant tongue she received, she began to develop her abraisive nature, telling others the flaws she saw and heard their mentors talking about, and doing to them exactly what they did to her. but, because kids are a strange thing, they began to label her as a "bully" because she didn't have any "reason"to be saying what she was. not like them of course, they were perfectly justified in absolutely anything they said about the orange cat.
this followed her even into becoming a warrior, as queens and mentors would warn their kits and apprentices to not get too close, as she was very rude and scary. now, any apprentice under her would strongly disagree with these claims, but the others paid no mind to the defenses they put up for her. vixenbriar was just happy to have someone in her corner, and to talk to, even if she was technically their superior.
at the age of 27 moons, her mother died from a severe case of greencough, and her father followed short, some suspect the cause to be stress from a broken heart. the tabby was devistated, and became incredibly depressed. how could she survive without the immense support system that was her parents? she began spending more time alone, or with the queens in the nursery, and slowly the newer kits came around to her. once the parents saw that she was kind to kits, more importantly kind to anyone, they began to leave her in charge for short amounts of time to get fresh air and have a break. this was probably what brought vixen out of her depression, along with continuing to teach.
while she'll admit that she can be rude occassionally, or even a bit conceited, she isn't sure that she's ever actually be in love. sure, she's had flings and crushes, but she can't remember ever thinking "this is love". she really hopes to find true love one day, but it's not likely that she'd ever admit to it.
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What would you have me do?
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