Do you know
I count
your heartbeats
before you
sleep?
I bite my
fingernails
to bone
Now I
crawl back
under the
stairwell
To a place
I call
my home.
☹ OLIVER ☹
☹ AUSTIN ☹Hi darling, my name is Oliver Austin, but I'd prefer if you just called me Oli.
My entire name is a pain to have, but it's Oliver Austin Tanner Collins.
Yes, I know, it's unusual to have such a long name, and so annoying to write
on job applications and other formal things, but it's the name that
was given to me, and to be completely honest, I love my parents for it.
Oliver Sykes and Austin Carlile are two of my biggest idols,
and I happen to have both of their names, lovely right? Right.
As you can tell from my name I am most positively sure I am a female.
Just kidding! I'm a boy. I am a eighteen year old boy as a matter of fact!
An adult! Yes, I know, I don't look like one, but I am, believe me.
I was also born in the wonderful month of October,
and in a small town in the small state of Connecticut.
name: Oliver Austin Tanner Collins
nickname: Oli
pronunciation: ˈɑləvər ˈɔstən ˈtænər ˈkɑlənz
gender: Male
age: eighteen
birthday: October 17
birthplace: Stonington,
Connecticut
I really hope
you enjoy
the show,
Because for me,
it's just a
big game
You need people
like me
to fail.
-
Maybe we're just
having too much fun
Maybe you can't
handle yourself,
Staring at me
with your
lips and tongue.
◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁◁▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷▷Yes, I am slightly light for an adult, I know of this. My doctor told me my
metabolism is just fast or something, but truth it, when I was younger,
about 13 or 14, I had an eating disorder that just changed the way
I ate for a while, still does. I naturally eat light. Being tall makes
it even more prominent. It's kind of embarrassing. I'm always the tallest
and skinniest, anywhere we go, and it's just very awkward. Especially
since my arms are so long and so are my legs, I always feel out of place.
My hair usually attracts attention as well, since there's all those scene 11
year old girls who go crazy for guys with hair like mine, they're all over
me. It's super annoying as well. Luckily though, they usually fetch for
boys with blue eyes, so my brown poo-ey ones will chase them away. As
for my modifications, I have quite a few actually, 5 to be exact. That
usually scares off the 11 year old scene girls' parents, haha.
weight: 150lbs
height: 6 foot 2 inches
hair colour:dark brown, but dyed sometimes
eye colour: brown
body type: lanky
skin tone: pale-ish
scars: plenty, mentally, emotionally, and physically
mods.: 4 lip piercings, and my septum
You'll never
know I don't
know where I'm
going to sleep
tonight
Just stay at
hotels for cheap
And there's one
down the street,
But, oh don't
you threaten
me with a
good time I
am over the God
on the surface
I'm sorry, I
can't see that
you truly love me.
I give myself an award for my personality. I believe that it is well-balanced,
and I can easily interest people in myself with it. I love music, and cannot live without it.
If there wasn't music, I probably wouldn't be alive today. It's just a fact.
As for the artistic side of me, I love to draw. When I was little I always wanted
to become a tattoo artist, then I noticed that I'd need tattoos, and I never wanted to get any,
because you can get diseases if the artist is not clean and healthy. So I just draw for the fun of it,
mainly sketches though. Ahh, sleep. My best friend in the whole wide world,
universe in fact. I tend to get twelve hours of sleep a night, unless I'm partying, or having friends over, etc.
But I am a healthy sleeper, let's put it that way. Athletics is not my forte, and that is a for-sure.
I know nothing about sports, not that I want to. It's too complicated for me. Something else that boggles
my mind is homophobics. Why do they even exist? I mean, love is love, come on people. I am also
terrified of heights, and anything that might be lurking in the dark, it's just.. *shivers*
just talking about it makes me uncomfortable. People tend to call me a happy guy. I don't disagree.
I am generally happy, unless something triggers my feelings, into thinking otherwise.
I am also a very humble person and keep to myself as much as I can, I absolutely despise getting into drama,
which also makes me a shy boy. Until you say something about me or a friend, then you get the backhand,
mister. Oh, I forgot to mention, I'm easily angered.
likes: music,
art, sleep
dislikes: sports
fears: heights, things in the dark
the good: happy, humble, shy
the bad: angered easily
"END IT ALL TONIGHT"
Maybe we're just
having too much
fun. Maybe you
can't handle
yourself, Staring
at me with your
lips and tongue
I've been having
this dream that
we can fly,
So maybe
if we never
wake up,
we can see
the sky.
parents: divorced;mom re-married; divorced again
siblings: none
pets: a bunny rabbit named Pingu
popularity: emo, scene, punk, un-popular to say the least
economic placement: mid-class
I was born in a small hospital in Stonington, Connecticut, and lived in a small apartment with my parents and grandmother for about two years. My parents were very young (Both being only 18), and didn't have jobs, for they were both still in high school. After we left, and my dad had gotten a job, we moved to a small house in Stonington, where I lived for a large portion of my life. My mom had my grandmother babysit me while she found a job. Once I started school, I wasn't exactly favored. I had plain brown hair and plain brown eyes, and kids used to make fun of me because I was so tall. When I went into first grade, all the kids didn't know me so I felt I could have a fresh start. I made one friend, to which I have now forgotten the name of, but he was my friend for a few weeks, until during recess, some kid from the kindergarten started making fun of me, and my friend joined in. I decided to stop making friends with people from then on. In fifth grade, my hair grew out and some girl started to like me. My hormones were just starting to act up, and I of course gave in. I 'dated' her, and thought she really loved me. So I started developing feelings for her. It was too bad for me that after a year, she just wanted to find out stuff about me, spread rumors, and have someone to hold her hand. In sixth grade, my mom and dad were working non-stop, and my dad started getting really worked up. He took up drinking again, and I of course got stuck with the one alcoholic dad that you hear about in stories and movies. I was that kid. He beat me once, but when my mom found out, she had me pack a bag and leave with her to go stay with my grandmother. That night I found out he beat my mother as well. I was terrified. They got divorced and I lived with my grandmother until she died a short while later. We ended up inheriting her house, and mom ended up getting remarried, and they were together for a few years, until she found out that he cheated on her. I now live with her in my grandmother's old house. My mom is the last thing I have left, and she's always wanted the best for me.
Oh, alright.
Please don't take
this out on me,
'Cause you're the
only thing that's
keeping me alive
And I don't want
to wait for the
down-set date
'Cause I would
rather end it
all tonight
And if I mean
anything to you,
I'm sorry, but I've
made up my mind.
The way I see people is that we are all equal. But my mother thinks differently,
and if she saw me come home with anything other than a girl, she'll flip a table.
So I guess I'm kind of forced to like girls. But I don't get attracted too easily.
I like a girl who loves to be herself, but only around certain people, because I love
when they are shy. Girls are so cute when they're shy, and I want them to know that.
But I want them to be able to be comfortable around me, because if they aren't then
we can't have much of a relationship, now can we? I also love a girl who loves music,
but not just one kind, someone who can be open to anything. I'd love to be able to go
to concerts and festivals, because that'd just be grand. I don't like a girl who is all
preppy and prissy. I don't want to have to buy her love, or take her to fancy restaurants.
I want to be able to make her dinner, or bring her to McDonald's, and she'd still love me.
Do I sound too needy? I hope not..
orientation: straight
crush: nope
girlfriend: nope
ex's: a few actually
wife: um?
kids: you are kidding right?
Maybe we're just
having too much fun
Maybe you can't
handle yourself,
Staring at me with
your lips and tongue.
-
I've been having this
dream that we can fly,
So darling, close your
eyes.Cause you're about
to miss everything
(About to miss everything)
Cause you're about to
miss everything
(About to miss everything).
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