[Follow Your Dreams] -Sammy's RP charries-

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You let all the girls go
Makes you feel good, don't it?
Behind your Broadway show
I heard a boy say, "Please, don't hurt me"

You've carried on so long
You couldn't stop if you tried it.
You've built your wall so high
That no one could climb it.
But I'm gonna try

Would you let me see beneath your beautiful?
Would you let me see beneath your perfect?
Take it off now, boy, take it off now, boy
I wanna see inside
Would you let me see beneath your beautiful tonight, oh, tonight?
~Beneath Your Beautiful, the Girl Solo to the boy

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" My name's Alex. I'm 18 now. And i'm a guy... yeah."
Meet Alexander Cloud. No middle name. To state the basic fact. He doesn't prefer Alexander, more of Alex. and yes, he is aware that having Cloud as a last name is kinda really odd. he doesn't care. He's 18, his birthday is August 18, and the day he was born in was rainy day, and no one was there but his mom and dad, and his dad would have left if his mom had let him. He also wasn't expected. In other words, he was a mistake. and yes, he is a guy. Yep.
oh, and random fact, he loves music, and plays the piano, and a few other instruments.

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" if you wanted to know what i'm like, you'd try to get to know me."
Alex is... difficult to explain. His true personality is more distorted and what not, because he never got the chance to develop into his real self. Currently though, he's cold. He doesn't trust people, and he doesn't like to talk about himself. He's sarcastic, and rarely, if not ever, smiles. Though he has this charming but annoying smirk. He's messed up too. Not like, he sees things or anything. He's sensitive. Like, if he doesn't know your behind him or something, and you pat his shoulder, it'll scare him. When he's deep in thought, and you bring him out of it, he'll freak out for a second.
Now, say he was to give you his trust, be fixed, yeah yeah. etc. He would bend over backwards for anyone he loves, and would do practically anything for them. He would have an amazing smile, and laugh. He would be... happy. He would worry if you were safe. Long story short, he'd be such a different person, that if you didn't know his life story, you would think he was insane. Loony. needed to be locked up. well, maybe not that extreme. But it's not like that.... not now.

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" It's over..... just drop it."
This is a touchy subject for Alex. He just kinda wants to forget. But to start, his parents didn't want him at first. They had planned to adopt him out as soon as possible, but their own parents wanted grand kids and worked on convincing them to keep him. After a year, they gave up on trying to adopt him and finally named him.
After about a year or two they became bored with the normal notions. Keep in mind, they were into a lot of bad stuff at the time, drugs and what not. they started to become abusive, and at the time Alex didn't know any different. He grew up thinking he wasn't worth anything, and that he didn't matter. Then things got weird when he turned 11. He was getting older, more mature. His parents became more... sexually abusive, to say the least.
All this tearing down continued on him until he was 15, where he ran away from home. When he was 11 to around 16 he wanted to die. He had tried to kill himself before, but he was always caught before he actually died, or it didn't work. He does have a few self inflicted scars, but more so from his parents.
Anyways, when he was 15 he joined a smaller group of street kids. In this time his grandparents hadn't found out he'd left and had been supporting his school money for the time being. So he continued to go to school, and found learning like a small escape from everything else. He just had to do the things he was told, and he didn't have to think about the rest of his life. So he's a straight A student. Continuing even further. In this group he got into things like drugs and smoking and drinking, and now has a bad smoking habit, along with a small drinking problem, though he really doesn't do anything any more major major unless he goes to a party. he's 18 now. He has his own small apartment, and he has a job at a tattoo parlor, despite not having any tattoos. He did have a fake sleeve once, as a dare. His grandparents still support his school funding, because they still don't know he isn't with his parents.

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" No body mods, no current crushes, and i've dated a bunch of girls. well, not dated.."
first off, he has no body mods. Doesn't plan on getting any... maybe a tattoo, if anything. But not anything else. He also doesn't have a crush. he really doesn't crush on people. Though, he has hooked up with lots of girls. He a player, to say the least, but, he really can't help it if he doesn't care. And no, he hasn't been on any real dates, if that says anything.

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Whoa! Careful, you're treading on dangerous ground....
Hello and welcome to the life of William Jay Monroe. He sounds like a posh guy, i know. But trust me, he's not your average posh popular boy with a fancy name. god no. Willis his nickname, for you info, so, yes, Will you shall call him! Will is just recently 18, seeing as his birthday is April 7th. He's a guy, duh. He's straight. He doesn't have any current crushes, isn't dating. And doesn't really have a dating history. But he still knows he likes girls, don't worry. So those are just the basics, I think that's a satisfying start, don't you?

Right, so first off. Will's personality. He's an odd ball. He's shy, and quiet, and reserved, and a bit introverted. he has a small stuttering problem when he first meets a person, but sometimes has some good remarks. He's more fearful of people to say the least. Now, it's not like he's girly or anything, it's just that he was born that way. But if he actually opened, he'd have better remarks, he'd be adorable, adorkable, just... him. He's really hard to explain, but it helps if you know everything. He's always been more of a writer, and reader, and artist, to say the least. He has a beautiful singing voice, but he's more cautious to use it. It's easier for him to write his feelings on paper, so he has lots of journals. He also has notebooks full of stories he's written. Poems. Songs. whatever he wants. Pictures.

Will was born with Insomnia, a small social anxiety disorder, and OCD. Now, for his OCD he has bit bite his lip, though how hard doesn't matter, before every meal, along with he must skip a step every time he goes upstairs. It's not as bad as it could be though, and mainly the only reason he still has any of these things is because during his whole child hood his parents would fight. and fight... and fight. He was an only child at the time, and they spit up when he was 13. Then his mom became a drinker, and he dad got remarried and had a baby girl with his new wife. So, Will has a sister. His mom never really spent time with him so he was never close to her, and he spent a lot of time by himself in his younger years. So that's Will for you.

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Username;; Sammydarkside

Name;; Nicholas Bishop Evans

Nicknames;; Nick, Bishop, Bish

Age;; 19

Birthday;; October 30th, born at 11:58pm

Gender;; Male

Ability;; Fear Inducer

Fears?;; none that he realizes

Hair color;; Black

Eye color;; Crimson tinted, mainly brown

Skin tone;; gentle tan

Height;; 6'0

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Personality;; Nicholas is an arrogant chump. He uses his angelic looks and innocent smile to draw people in, than they get shown their fear. something terrible, the worst of their fears. It racks their brain, causes tears to flow and screams to erupt for their throats. All the while he enjoys it. He prefers to be on his own, but like any boy, he does find himself gawking over a certain sets of beautiful ladies. He likes to laugh, and enjoys life to what he considers the fullest. He doesn't notice it, but he tends to stay in his comfort zone. He dares not to try to learn more about people. He tends to be cocky, and a bit of a show off, happily do anything that faces death itself.
I suppose if one were to get to know Nick, they'd see something a bit different. He never notices this side of him, but he is alone. He sometimes catches himself thinking about finding at least one person he can trust. In honesty, he'd probably stutter over his words when talking to that one person. In the end, he would bend over backwards for them,and with his luck, lose them.

History;; Nicholas doesn't have a terrible history. He lived with his mother until he was two, where he got sat with his grandma. She was a classic grandma, one with a room full of butterflies, and a fearless personality. When he was a boy, she tell him things like, " don't fear the monster under your bed, he's their to protect you." or, " fear isn't who you are. it's just someone who wants to hold my little boy back." She'd pinch his cheeks, and they'd laugh. She was famous for pancakes, and due to that, he has a love for breakfast foods. He ended up going to a foster home when he was 14, since his grandma went to the hospital with a terminal illness.
They were nice enough, all poster board smiles and saying grace. But something was a bit different about Nick as he matured. He realized, he wasn't a little angel. It was as he got older, that he grew more fasinated in peoples fears, what made them tremble.It was the more gruesome fears he studied the most. For a moment he feared his enjoyment in fears. It was when he discovered he showed fears, that he was truly in tune with his more dark demeanor.
He went on his own at 17, honestly having no troubles. If no one would accept his offers, he'd make them, just by showing them something they fear to see. It let him live well, and for that, he was truly happy. He didn't mind living alone. Maybe their was a fear of showing a person he trusted, something they feared.