My Forms *Only for me to use* I may make forms for others

[Darling, Darling]

I've heard there was a secret chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?

Name: (Dylan Lux Silvia)Hello there, I guess to start off then I should inform you that like every other person I am known and called by my name. My full name is Dylan Lux Silvia and I guess it's pretty cool. I was named after my mother who passed away when I was seven. She was a very wonderful woman and I'm very proud to have her name. My middle name is Latin and it means daylight. Silvia is also Latin and it simply means forest in english. I actually don't like my middle name in all honesty but, don't tell my father because, he'd probably give me a long speech about how I should just be thankful for having a somewhat normal name.I'ts not normal to name your daughter a boy's name though, right? If you really think about it I could be known as Dylan jr. but, I really don't care as long as it's nothing to cheesy.
Nicknames:(Dylan,Lux,Silvia)As far as nicknames go there is a large variety of them that'd not make sense. I guess there's no way of shortening Dylan so it's fine if you just call me that but, I have a few people who call me Lux. If you're a friend of mine you're welcome to call me by my last name and that's often the case. An old friend of mine used to call me DJ or Jr. but, you have to be close to me before I let you call me something like that.

It goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah

Age:(Eighteen) At the moment I'm currently eighteen and very happy about that fact. Though I still live at home I have some of my own rights with being an adult and all. It doesn't mean I'm mature though and it's quiet the opposite. If you really want to know I was born on January second in Canada which I find pretty cool. My home town is Ontario and it was pretty wild back there if I may say so myself.
Gender:(female)I find this part a bit ridiculous seeing how unless you're blind I'm a very lady like looking gal. If you are I will inform you that I am 100% female and I always have been. You know, unless the doctor was on drugs and messed up my birth certificate and all and everyone has been living a total lie. Nah, just kidding I'm a chicka, ella, girl,girlie,dudet,female,woman. You know what I mean.

~Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah~
Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty in the moonlight
overthrew you

Family:(mom dad and sister)At the moment my family consist of my forty one year old father and eleven year old sister. My mother passed away giving birth to her and it kind of made me dislike my sister but, I knew she needed a motherly figure so I guess I just stepped up and matured a bit to do so. My father has done a lovely job raising us alone and I thank him everyday for being my own personal hero. My fathers name is Royce (Roy) Dee Silvia and as said above he's forty one years old. He met my mother when they were younger and they fell madly in love I guess. Though I have most of my mother's features I have my dad's nose and ADHD. Which is cool and all but, it kind of sucks in serious moments when I can't stay still. My younger sisters name is Emilia Cee Silvia. I must say I envy her because she looks exactly like my mother. That and she's so much taller than me for a eleven year old girl.

She tied you
To a kitchen chair
She broke your throne,
she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah

Personality:(Funny,Random,Out going, Strange, Bold, Fragile) First of all I just want to inform you that I'm a fire trucking clown. Everyone says I'm very funny and I must say I'm a comedian in training. Sarcasm right there guys. Well, I guess they say I'm the life of a party because I always seem in a good mood which is great right? I enjoy making others laugh because, it's always better to smile than be sad and a downer. I'm mostly funny only due to the fact that I am majorly random. I guess that with my ADHD and all it makes me a bit open minded and awkward but, it's all good as long as I don't embarrass myself to badly. I'm good at doing that. I'm pretty random once you get to know me and you will find out that I have a large variety of strange facts up in my little noggin. Some say I'm outgoing which is nice and it's very flattering. I don't really like to walk with the crowd and I'd rather lay in the middle of the sidewalk and get strange looks from creeps. Sarcasm again guys. I'm just saying that I'm not afraid to voice my opinion or stick up for what I believe in is all. If you haven't already figured out then I'll inform you that I am a bit strange. I have a lot of random likes and dislikes and if that sets me out from the rest of the crowd then so be. I'm not going to change just because of some people's opinions on me. It's just not how I roll. I've been told that I'm very bold and blunt and I just reply saying that it's just me being honest. Whenever I get asked for my opinion I'll almost always give you a truthful one unless it's not a good situation to be truthful in. What a lot of people don't know is that I'm very fragile. Sure I may come off as a bit of a bad donkey (@$$) but, I get very upset very, very easily. I'm one of those girls who takes things to heart and it's one of my biggest flaws in my opinion. I wish I was like those girls who weren't fragile because, things would be so much easier on my half. I take things like criticism and stuff like that very harshly and I hate when I'm judged so please don't do so.

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Maybe I've been here before
I know this room, I've walked this floor

Likes: My likes are pretty much endless but, I'm only aloud to list a few. I enjoy playing the piano as well as any guitar like instrument such as the Ukulele. I'm a bit of a singer but, I don't let anyone hear me because, I don't think I have a good voice though the few who have heard me say that I do have one. I'm a well known obnoxious shower singer and I'm proud of it. I enjoy the beach as well as swimming so that's fun. I absolutely love pigging out and thanks to my high metabolism I am free to do so. I enjoy just hanging around people and goofing off.
DIslikes: I don't have many so this part may seem a bit pathetic. I hate dancing and I look like a beached whale trying to do so. I don't like sea food and I guess you could say that fish are friends and not food. I don't like it when others are picked on and I usually stand up for the victims no matter who the bully is. This is how I make most of my friends. I hate tone deaf people and they make me want to face palm so hard.

I used to live alone before I knew you
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

History: This may be a bit long. Growing up I had a pretty normal childhood. I had two parents and when I was six my mom became pregnant. I was delighted with the news of having a younger baby sister but, when there were difficulties with the surgery and the c-section killed my mother I was not thrilled what so ever. I took it hard and my dad being worried about me made me see my school consoler which I found extremely ridiculous. I had a somewhat bad disliking of my younger sister but, when she was two and dad had to take more time at work I stepped up and became a motherly figure to her in a small way. At first she was just a nuisance but, soon I grew to enjoy her company and in turn I grew to be nicer to her. I kind of pitied her for not being able to have known such a wonderful woman like my mom so in her absence I told my sister stories about her. At school I wasn't exactly popular but, when High school came I joined the in crowd. Yes you'd think I'd be immature and rude to others not in the group but, I was never mean to anyone unless I had a legit reason to be so I was what you'd call and all around person having friends from all different social groups. I met my best friend James Fisher in my sophomore year. I'd forgotten my lunch and was kind of upset over the matter. He was on the A team foot ball team and was one of those really nice boys. He split his lunch with me and we were close ever since. In the end of sophomore year we decided to date a little. Kind of like a friends with benefits type of things but, soon we became the star couple at school and people would always compliment us. We even one the prom roles of queen and king. Just recently in our senior year he passed away from stage four cancer. It hurt me a lot and I'm still coping with the loss though every one has been supportive. I still miss him though and all the relationships I've had have been just flings seeing how I haven't thought of a boy like that since James.

[/right]Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
There was a time you'd let me know
What's real and going on below
But now you never show it to me do you?
Remember when I moved in you?
The holy dark was moving too
And every breath we drew was hallelujah

Memories: I remember this one time when I was six. My mum and I had gone out to ice cream and were just having a good time. That was the day she told me about my sister. That was very good day for me. Another good memory was when James and I became an official couple. He'd gotten my a shirt saying he's mine and that day he wore a matching one that said she's mine. I remember when we first met as well. I of course embarrassed myself but, him being the nice boy he...was just laughed it off and gave his signature smirk. I really do miss those faces we'd make to make each other laugh. Speaking of laughing. I miss that too. The thing is I guess is that I really miss him and all I have left are memories.

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Maybe there's a God above
And all I ever learned from love
Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you

Description:I've been told that I'm pretty but, I joke saying that they're to modest. I have what you'd call a models body except with a few bonuses if you know what I mean. Well I weigh about eighty seven pounds which is good seeing how I'm only five foot three. I have these hazel eyes that are greenish brown and I'm pretty sure that those are the only real pretty things about me. As far as a complexion goes I've never had acne and I'm somewhat pale for a girl who goes outside a lot. My hair's a normal brunette color and I kinda find it boring. It's naturally curly but, I straighten the heck out of it. SInce I don't walk around naked I will inform you that I absolutely love clothes. I can pull off almost anything but, my favorite outfits are made out of big sweat shirts and skinny jeans. I enjoys wearing toms,converse, and flip-flops but, I can rock a pair of heels if I want to. Interesting fact is I have a scar on the left side of my waist. I donated one of my kidneys she yeah I'm left with this beauty mark.
Love Life: My love life's pretty dull and at the moment I don't really like anyone. I've had a handful of ex's but, I've only ever been in one serious relationship. As far as a boyfriend goes I'm a single pringle not wanting to mingle. If I were to like you you'd be taller than me with pretty eyes. It'd be mandatory for you to like music and hopefully you can sing. It'd be nice if you were ok with cuddling because, I love doing so.He doesn't have to be romantic but, a surprise or a teddy bear would be very welcomed. I'm not trying to sound like a gold digger because, trust me I'm not that.

It's not a cry you can hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Talents:I'm well known for being a klutz I've got it down to a skill.I have been playing the piano since I was six so I'm very, very good at that. I've also picked up the Ukulele and guitar and I'm a natural you could say. I'm like a girl Jack Johnson. I'm a good singer to I guess but, I'd have to sing to people to get opinions and that is not happening anytime soon. I'm a award winning Olympic at being awkward and I have no competition in that category. I'm proud to say that I can quote seven disney movies without seeing it. I know right, I'm a cool kid.

[Darling, Darling]

My name is Marissa Claire Flores. I got my first name from my great grandmother. She was a well known woman and I'm proud to have the honor of her first name. My great grandmother was associates with very powerful people being a class a business woman and all. Due to her great success if I didn't want to work I wouldn't have had to because, my family inherited her life earnings. I don't really know where I got my middle name though I do recall being told about a friend of my mothers by the name of Claire. If you do not know how last names work I'll inform you that you inherit them from the man of the family. Then came the Flores's.

At the moment I am seventeen but, my birthday is in a few weeks which means I become an official adult. This bundle of joy otherwise known as me was born on September the twelfth on a snowy day in London. If you want to be exact I was born on a Sunday at three in the morning but, I don't want to brag about my awesome memory skills. If you want to be a total stalker I'll also let you in on a secret. I was born six weeks early. I guess that makes me pretty special.

Oh Boy! What a not so fun topic then. Well I had a father but, he died in August in the year 2004. He was an amazing man and it wasn't right for him to lose such a long fight against cancer.I have my mother though she doesn't really act like the motherly figure now a days. I have a younger sister who is now fifteen years old. I must say that she's turning out to be the star child. Sadly the newest addition to the family is the step father though I don't really claim him nor like him. My mom only married him for his money and she blows it all on drinking.







I guess I'll describe what you can see though I don't think this portion really matters. I think this way because, it doesn't matter how pretty you are on the outside if you're a monster on the inside. Well I'll tell you that I stand at five foot three and yes, I'm aware that I'm a total shorty. The only good thing that comes with being short is probably the fact that I'm only eighty three pounds. To get things straight NO, I am not anorexic. My metabolism just happens to be in overdrive 24/7. I will inform you that I'm a total brunette and I am in fact an A average honor roll student. This is how I graduated early because, I'm a genius, duh!My hair is naturally curly though most days I straighten it. I do however enjoy my curls every once in a while.

I guess my eyes are pretty cool. When I was little my eyes were this boring green but, over the past few years they have been turning very green and I would have to say that they are the only pretty thing there is about me. As far as my complexion goes I will inform you that like the girl from Ed Sheeran's song the A team, I'm very pale and I guess it makes me stand out against the other girls who get fake tans every other week. I have one tattoo on my left ankle that I got just recently. If you really want to know I'll tell you that it's just a simple blueish gray cross. As far as earring go I only have my ears doubled pierced though I'm thinking of getting a third on the right ear.When it comes to shopping for clothes I will let in on a secret. I love clothes. I really don't stick to a style and I can be found wearing a dress one day and sweats the very next.






Personality. - Everyone describes me as being the fun outgoing one. I'm almost always never serious which results in constant laughing, jokes, and getting into trouble with teachers. I'm a bit ADHD, okay a lot and this explains my random thoughts and comments. I just tell them that it's because I'm a fast and good thinker and I know to much information which is somewhat true for a girl of my age. I'm told that I am one of the funniest people to know and I must say that I like to crack a joke here and there and pretty much everywhere. I am very original and don't like taking others ideas so if you know me you're most likely in for a few or more laughs.I'm very smart and I even tutored kids back in high school seeing how I had the highest GPA next to this weird anti-social kid in high school.Everyone would come to me for projects not really knowing that I usually just goofed off when working with others. When I'm alone though I'm very productive and when I get bored I tend to clean things. Being the smart and practical person I am people close to me come to get advice and to them, advice is given. I'm used to listening to others problems and situations and being the person to not tell secrets makes me very good to come to. I've often been told I give the best advice as well as tips though I find it funny how I can barely manage my own hectic life. Whenever this life gets to be to much the emotional beverage in a bottle tends to spill and that's when I become a whole other person. I've been told that I become easily upset when this happens and I can be mean and hurtful when upset. I've said a few things to people I love and I can never take those back, but I apologize multiple times until they finally get that I really and sorry. I can be a total buzz kill and this is why I often lock myself up in a room and bathe in my own self pity. Pretty stupid right? I sometimes get called Mama bear because, I stick up for people. I absolutely hate it when others are picked on and I stick up for them no matter who the two or more people are. Even if you're a stranger I'll probably be the first out of anyone to say something because that's the type of person I am. This is how I make most of my friends and it's kind of ironic. I hate being judged or ridiculed so I often try to perfect everything I do which is why I study things so hard whether it's a test or a task that I have to do I try my best. -




his might be a bit long, but you shall endure my friend. When I was young I lost my father to a five year fight against cancer. Growing up with just my mom was difficult, but we made ends meet. It was the worst when I got to Elementary and people started to whisper things like 'where's her father,' or 'her dad probably doesn't care enough to be here,' and it really hurt me. I tried to stick up for my self a little bit, but it usually never worked out well. I met my best friend Aj Lara back in seventh grade. He practically fended for me the whole time. He was what you'd call a brotherly figure and if I was sad he would always find a way to pick me back up and make me happy again. He was an amazing person and a good boy to know. In ninth grad I realized I really liked him and I guess he liked me to. We were a good couple everyone would say now a day. We stayed together until our Junior year when it passed away in an car accident. The driver had been drunk and was speeding down the high way. After the crash, at his wedding, and the next year I was a total emotional disaster and even the mention of his name would make me break down. My dad made me see a doctor once and now I have to go every week. It didn't really ever help though because, just talking about what happened wouldn't change the course of the event. After the entire thing I barely got out and my grades dropped a bit though they still remained A's. It would have been different if I knew it was coming because, then I would have time to prepare for the goodbye, but I never got to tell him my goodbye. The last time I saw him was about fifteen minutes before the whole thing and the last words I told him were a simple three words. I think you'd be able to find those one out because I haven't said them to another boy since.




First of all I'd like to inform you all that I'm straight. You know like those sticks but, not one of those bendy sticks more like a tree. If you say otherwise I'll most likely beat you with one. I have nothing against those who don't like guys or like girls though and I think it's totally cool as long as you don't hit on me.
I don't have a crush at the moment, give me a while to figure things out and try again though.
Right now I'm a single pringle. Wait, never mind I just ate the last pringle.I guess I'm just lonely 'ol me. I'm waiting for the right person to come along I guess. I've only had one serious relationship and I lost him..
There's a couple of different things that I look for in a guy.If I were to like you you'd be taller than me with pretty eyes. It'd be mandatory for you to like music and hopefully you can sing. It'd be nice if you were ok with cuddling because, I love doing so.He doesn't have to be romantic but, a surprise or a teddy bear would be very welcomed. I'm not trying to sound like a gold digger because, trust me I'm not that.





I have a random list of likes so this may seem something like twenty one questions. I love working on the rehabilitation center and I'm almost always there working with one of the felines. I love the color blue which explains my fondness of the sky. Speaking of the sky I love it when it rains because, it may seem cheesy, but I enjoy dancing in the rain. Nah, I think my best when it rains and I just enjoy the feeling you get when it rains. I love disney movies and my favorite is Lion king...Go figure. I enjoy swimming and I'm even trying to learn how to surf which is going pretty good. I'm a pretty good cook if I may say so myself and I enjoy eating food to. I thank God for my high metabolism whenever I decide to totally pig out. I love fires and I can be found lounging by the fire place if not in my room.I'm pretty good at singing I guess.

Me being a very happy person means I don't have many of these, but I guess I have to put those few down on here. I hate sea food with a passion and I have no clue why to be honest. I don't like when others are picked on and it upsets me to no end. I hate failure and I often don't take judgment very well. I don't like losing people and I do my best to keep in touch with them. I don't like being used and it's one of the worst feelings ever. I hate it when I'm sad and I often try to fake my way out of conversations about my feelings.

I'll inform you in this part about some of my health and other random things. I take medicine on a daily basis for my ADHD and sadly they giving me the highest dosage possible. If I do forget to take my meds it's very noticeable. I don't have any other health problems other than asthma which is easily fixed with an inhaler. My favorite color is blue and I don't really care for those neon colors due to the fact that I get headaches very often. My favorite animals are lemurs and I just think squirrels are adorable. My favorite thing to do is probably sing though I don't let many hear me.

[Darling, Darling]

Name||Well, Likes most people I have a name that I go by or that I'm known as. However, Unlike a lot of people I'll inform you that I have two middle names. I got my first name Claire from my parents of course. When they were younger I guess I had an older sister who's middle middle name was going to be Claire but, my mother had a miscarriage. I never bring up the topic around my parents due to the fact that they get touchy about it. I guess I like the name Claire and I almost always go by it. My middle names are Elizabeth and Annalise. I got this because my grandparents both wanted to pick my middle name but, they couldn't agree on one so from my mother's side of the family I inherited the name Annalise and from my father's side I got the middle name Elizabeth. I don't really mind having two middle names and I actually think it's pretty cool. I got my last name from my father of course. If you don't know how last names work for some reason I'll explain to you that you get it from the man of the family which just so happens to be my dad. I actually like the last name Flores which is why I dread getting married a little bit.As far as nicknames go I have a few. Other than the ordinary Claire I'm often called Liz and Anna. Very rarely am I called Flores but, If you're close to me I'll let you call me just Claire. I got you there didn't I?
Age||At the moment and on this very second I'll let you in on a secret. I just recently became what you would be called an "Adult". I find this kind of funny because of how not serious I am but, tis true. Ms. Claire has given up her school years to be called a workaholic,professional,boring, standardized,adult. I dread those words.. It is true though. I am now officially an adult seeing how my birthday is on August the 31st. If you haven't caught the drift or as I like to say "Driftwood", then I'll let you in and tell you that I am currently eighteen(18). This should mean I'm all of the words above but, I truly am not any of those words. I was born in the what seems like always raining city of London on a, believe it or not, rainy day in an uptown hospital.
Gender||Because people totally name their kids Claire no matter the gender I'll get you caught up to speed. I am without a doubt in anyone's mind a girl. I have all the right parts and do not have all the wrong ones. I have those feminine features and I can rock a pair of heels even if it means me falling flat on my face. Anyways. On that gray skied day, a little girl was born and the doctors even declared it to be true on my birth certificate.
Family|| Like a lot of people I stay in touch with my family and in all honesty I still live with them. The members of my family include my father, mother, and younger sister. My father's name is Henry Tom Flores. He's what, forty I think? People say I inherited his smartness which I take as a compliment seeing how he's head of a very popular technology company. This isn't always great seeing how I rarely see him due to his endless meetings and work trips. I love him however with all my heart and I wouldn't replace him if I had the choice. Next is my Mother Madeline. From her I got my good girl yet, stubborn personality. Along with that I received her flawless looks. At the age of thirty seven you'd say she has the potential to be a model. In fact, my mother used to be a model but, she gave up her career to stay at home and take care of my sister and I. I'm proud to say that I'm related to this strong woman none the less. Lastly is my lovely sixteen year old sister Alexis. Alexis no matter what anyone says will always be my parents star child and even is considered the favorite child of the family. I don't blame anyone though due to her perfect looks, good grades, and clean history. I love her though even if I don't show it.

Personality||I guess I should tell you more about how I am then. veryone describes me as being the fun outgoing one. I'm almost always never serious which results in constant laughing, jokes, and getting into trouble with teachers. I'm a bit ADHD, okay a lot and this explains my random thoughts and comments. I just tell them that it's because I'm a fast and good thinker and I know to much information which is somewhat true for a girl of my age. I'm told that I am one of the funniest people to know and I must say that I like to crack a joke here and there and pretty much everywhere. I am very original and don't like taking others ideas so if you know me you're most likely in for a few or more laughs.I'm very smart and I even tutored kids back in high school seeing how I had the highest GPA next to this weird anti-social kid in high school.Everyone would come to me for projects not really knowing that I usually just goofed off when working with others. When I'm alone though I'm very productive and when I get bored I tend to clean things. Being the smart and practical person I am people close to me come to get advice and to them, advice is given. I'm used to listening to others problems and situations and being the person to not tell secrets makes me very good to come to. I've often been told I give the best advice as well as tips though I find it funny how I can barely manage my own hectic life. Whenever this life gets to be to much the emotional beverage in a bottle tends to spill and that's when I become a whole other person. I've been told that I become easily upset when this happens and I can be mean and hurtful when upset. I've said a few things to people I love and I can never take those back, but I apologize multiple times until they finally get that I really and sorry. I can be a total buzz kill and this is why I often lock myself up in a room and bathe in my own self pity. Pretty stupid right? I sometimes get called Mama bear because, I stick up for people. I absolutely hate it when others are picked on and I stick up for them no matter who the two or more people are. Even if you're a stranger I'll probably be the first out of anyone to say something because that's the type of person I am. This is how I make most of my friends and it's kind of ironic. I hate being judged or ridiculed so I often try to perfect everything I do which is why I study things so hard whether it's a test or a task that I have to do I try my best. -

Likes||I'm about to let you in on my Up's but, be warned that everything may seemed like a scattered mess of words. I adore music so much. It's probably the main thing that's gotten me through a lot of bad times. I enjoy the modeling business and I'm even signed to a label which I'm proud of.I can surprisingly play the Ukulele which seems very strange of a habit for someone like me. I enjoy swimming and I go every time I get the opportunity to. I absolutely love food and I'm thankful for the high metabolism that I have. I have to say that I enjoy professional horse riding and I'm not only known for being the daughter of a wealthy man but, I went to the Pre Olympics for show jumping with my gelding by the name of Apollo. Whenever I get the free time I can be found doing volunteer work at the horse stables and helping others train their horses. I love going on trail rides and pretty much anything else related to horses. I enjoy photography and I have taken several courses of it in college already. I'm very artistic which surprises many and I've had some of my paintings shown before. The thing I adore the most are Walt Disney Movies. I can quote at least five of them and don't tell anyone but, the Lion King is by far my favorite.
Dislikes||This will be way shorter than my likes due to the fact that I'm such a happy person. I don't like bugs. Just going to plainly put it out there and I am not afraid to use my vocal chords to freak out and scream if a bug to big comes into my sight. I don't like it when people are loud and obnoxious in movie theaters and well, in real life situations as well. I don't like it when I'm picked on and I have a pretty low self-esteem at the moment. One thing I absolutely hate is sea food. I don't know why but, I've never really liked that type of food. On the last note I don't like the band One Direction. I'm pretty sure they auto-tune the heck out of their voices. My sister however adores them.
Fears||When I was seven I found out I had a huge fear of heights. The family and I had gone on vacation to some state in the U.S. and we went on this thing called the needle. Lets just say I'm not a fan of dining thousands of feet up in the air. I have a fear of being late strangely and I have about seven alarms on my phone. I have a big fear of losing people and if I feel like things aren't going well I tend to be the one who screws things up so it feels like the person lost me.

History||I know for a fact that this part will be a bit long. Well, I was born in the city of London and grew up there for a while till the age of five. It was then that the family decided it would be best for my father's company to move to the U.S. That's exactly what happened next. We ended up moving to New York and I never could get used to those American accents. When I started Kindergarten I got the usually judgement on my own accent but, most of the kids thought it was pretty cool. It was with my accent that I met my best friend Travis. We were at recess and I was talking to one of my friends while we played on the swings our breathe clearly visible in the snowy playground. He'd straight out said my voice was funny and in reply I told him that his was to. After than we became almost inseparable. Throughout Elementary school we were very close and we always had each others backs. If I was upset he'd come over and watch my favorite mtv shows though I knew he probably hated it. When middle school came along we started to drift away and didn't hang out as much. I was somewhat okay though having other friends besides Travis. It was in eighth grade that we stopped talking all together though. It sucked a little not having that person who knew you so well. It was times when I was upset over a break up that I wish I had him to hug. When high school started though we slowly got closer and things went back to normal except for the fact that I grew a huge crush on him. I didn't say anything not wanting to ruin anything but, when sophomore year came and it was Valentines day I knew I had to grow a pair and finally fess up. I was about to spill my emotions out like a fool when from my locker came one of those Build A Bear teddy bears fell out. It was one where you could record a special message. Pressing its paw I heard what couldn't be mistaken for Travis asking me out and confessing that he liked me. At the moment I was glad it was cold due to the fact that my cheeks had been beat red.We were what our high school would call the star couple. Everything was good all the way up to our senor year. We were on our way to my house to drop me off from the movie date we'd just done when we were hit by a drunk driver. They said that by the time the ambulances came he was gone. I was later told by a bystander that throughout the entire ten minutes before I was taken away he'd kept asking if I was okay. In those last minutes he'd told a woman by the name of Jennifer to tell me that he loved me and that everything was going to be alright. After waking up in a hospital to this I of course was nothing but tears. The next few months were really hard on me and I canceled many gigs with my modeling manager and would have school work sent for me to do online. I honestly didn't want to do anything. I practically sat around my room all day doing nothing or I was at the stables in the stall with Apollo doing the exact same thing. I got over it eventually remembering that things could only get better. I started doing things that used to make me happy and soon smiling became more real and less faked of a thing for me.

Looks||This part won't be one of the longest ones due to the fact that looks don't really matter and I don't want to see self-ceded.As far as my body type goes I've been told that I have a dancers body which is pretty funny seeing how I can't dance to save my life or the life of a very important person. I'm not the tallest model with the Height of only five foot three. With this shortness I naturally inherited the skinny looks. I have a Weightof only eighty four pounds. As far as hair goes it's just a curly wonder. It's usually wavy but, I do tend to kill my brunette locks of hair with my straightener every once in a while. If I put it in a braid after a shower the curls don't look as scary so on days when I don't feel like doing anything pretty it's usually up in a messy bun or french braided. My Eyes are what I think of as being the prettiest part of me. They are this greenish gold color and if you want to be simple they're what you'd classify as hazel. Most people from afar see them as green though and I think that the green eyes seems a bit more fitting. When it comes to my Complexion I'm very pale. I'm often compared to as the girl form the song A Team by the talented Ed Sheeran. I only have one scar on my left side on my lower stomach/ upper waist from where I donated my kidney. I don't regret the decision at all. When it comes to Clothingyou should know that I am a shopaholic. With this obsession I'm usually found in a new outfit every day. I don't really have a certain style due to the fact that I like just about everything but, I'm often found in skinny jeans seeing how those are the only type of jeans I'll willingly wear.

Crush||At the moment I seriously do not like anyone. I don't know why it's so mandatory for someone to like someone twenty four seven. Just because I'm me doesn't mean I need someone in my life. Sorry if this seems like ranting or if I'm scaring you off. To be short I do not like anyone. Maybe one day I'll give a relationship a go but, for now I'm fine with being single.
Boyfriend||If you didn't read the top part I'll inform you that I have no boyfriend nor do I need one at the moment. I'm okay with being alone and that's just fine if you like me. You'll have to wait your turn though because it may take me some time to open up to anyone again.
Ex's||I've only been in one other relationship other than with Travis and it didn't mean anything. In fact it was to make Travis jealous. I don't think my ex list will get any longer after past experience but, you never know what love can do to you.

[Darling, Darling]

Name||My name is something I think I should start of with and so I will. My full name is Fallon Cecily Ellison. My first name was given to me by my father who was one hundred percent without a doubt fully Irish. Fallon is Irish as well. The meaning behind it is leader. Originally it was a boys name however, throughout the centuries it has become more feminine. My father likes it a lot and I also like it so it's all well. My middle name is Valerie & Cecily. I find it hauntingly fitting seeing how I'm blind in my left eye. Cecily originated from another name for a boy which is Cecil which is also from the Latin language. I find this strange however because, I'm five percent German and the other twenty five percent is British and twenty percent of me is French. Valerie is the french in me and it means strong(strength. I enjoy having this title to make it balance out my wild flaw. My last name, Ellison is just my last name. Teachers and adults use it when I've done wrong and friends often use it to say that I'm the Fallon they are talking about. Wait, I'm a pretty rare girl with a pretty strange name. No need to use my last name. As far as nicknames go Any of my names except for my last one are usable. I often get called Val but, mostly they call me Bambi. I have those big eyes I guess and it's by far the most stunning part of me.
Age||When it comes to age I'm not feeling to rushed. I will let you in on a not so much of a secret. I just graduated high school but, I did so a year earlier than most normal people so that makes me.....seventeen yay! I hope you got that...I really truly do. I was born in the cold winter months which I don't mind because I absolutely love these months. I was born in the month of December on the thirty first. I was so, so close to being a new years baby however I was off by about roughly thirty five minutes. Oh well darling.
Gender||Though I find it a bit offensive that you can't tell that I'm a girl I'll inform you that I am one hundred percent female. This means I have the right parts of the girl body and none of the boy parts. I guess it's a surprise since my name is Jacob and all but, I am in fact a girl. Chick, dudet,lady,women,chicha,female,madam. You get it right?
Family||I think this portion is going to be hauntingly short seeing how my parents were killed in a fire. Before all of this however I had to loving parents by the name of Stevie Ray Ellison and Mark James Ellison. They were amazing parents and it was a shame to have lost them in the time frame that I did.

Personality|| I'm a lot of things to a lot of different people. Some people would say I'm two faced but, I act a certain way around certain people who I like. I'm at first rather rude to people due to the fact that I normally never let anyone in so if you do get to know me you are one lucky person. Once you get past the shell you'll realize that I'm just a really insecure girl. I sometimes judge myself to harshly and when it comes to things like wait and other things. I may seem very outgoing and not easily put down or affected by others mean words but, I take things very seriously. While we're on this topic I'll talk about the things that make me sad. I don't like it when people bring up my past due to the fact that I neglected it horribly. I get sad very often but, when I am I usually take some time alone so I can be by myself without getting into a rage and saying things to people I really shouldn't. I'll often be found with my two cat's and dog just think things through. On the brighter side I am called the high light of any party. I will admit that I am a girl who can hold her drinks. I'm a very good person not partying to. I'm very outgoing as said before and I will not hide my opinion and I'm almost always the first person to say what they think about something. I can be blunt about the whole thing to so I get labeled as a female dog very often. I'm a very funny person and I enjoy making others laugh because it makes me happy in return. Friends often come to me for advice which is in turn given to them. If you need to learn anything else just come and ask me love.

Likes||I have a few likes and the are going to be very random. I enjoy modeling and I've been doing it for three years almost. I've become quiet a hit and I've gotten put in a magazine a few times. However, my first love with always be singing. I don't let anyone hear me but, when on breaks I go to a recording room and work on a track or two that I've written. I've only had one person walk in on me singing. The CD which I keep my stuff in is one of my most treasured items. I have my mothers wedding band on a necklace chain that I wear everywhere I go seeing how that's the only thing that made it out of the fire not burnt. I enjoy swimming and I go whenever I can. I've went to a shoot once for a swim suit magazine and got to swim with some crocodiles. I enjoy being around boys due to the fact that there is less drama around them.
Dislikes|| his will be way shorter than my likes due to the fact that I'm such a happy person. I don't like bugs. Just going to plainly put it out there and I am not afraid to use my vocal chords to freak out and scream if a bug to big comes into my sight. I don't like it when people are loud and obnoxious in movie theaters and well, in real life situations as well. I don't like it when I'm picked on and I have a pretty low self-esteem at the moment. One thing I absolutely hate is sea food. I don't know why but, I've never really liked that type of food. On the last note I don't like the band One Direction. I'm pretty sure they auto-tune the heck out of their voices. My best friend however adores them.
Fears||When I was seven I found out I had a huge fear of heights. The family and I had gone on vacation to some state in the U.S. and we went on this thing called the needle. Lets just say I'm not a fan of dining thousands of feet up in the air. I have a fear of being late strangely and I have about seven alarms on my phone. I have a big fear of losing people and if I feel like things aren't going well I tend to be the one who screws things up so it feels like the person lost me. I got lost in Wal-mart once. It's pretty scary.

History|| I used to be a star child. I really was at one point. I had good grades, did extra credit things but then I grew bored of these certain things. It was around the freshmen time frame when I started sneaking out late and attending not so appropriate fifteen year old parties. I would show up late and other than drinking I picked up the bad habit of smoking. My parents would ground me and take my stuff away but, it never stopped me. One day I came who in the early hours of the morning completely wasted. It was on that night I forgot to put my cigarette out. I fire burnt down and five days late I woke up in a hospital. It was there that I realize that I had just killed the two most important people of my life. I was destroyed and very confused about almost everything. The fire fighter who had pulled me out stopped by with a wedding ring that couldn't be mistaken as my mother's. He had to be around twenty. After that we were okay friends and somewhat close. I never forgave myself for all that happened that night and since then I've been sober. It's harder to quit smoking so I still have this bad habit. It was a year after that I got accepted into a modeling company. I don't like talking about my history darling so I have no reason why I told you all of this.

Crush|| At the moment I seriously do not like anyone. I don't know why it's so mandatory for someone to like someone twenty four seven. Just because I'm me doesn't mean I need someone in my life. Sorry if this seems like ranting or if I'm scaring you off. To be short I do not like anyone. Maybe one day I'll give a relationship a go but, for now I'm fine with being single.
Boyfriend|| If you didn't read the top part I'll inform you that I have no boyfriend nor do I need one at the moment. I'm okay with being alone and that's just fine if you like me. You'll have to wait your turn though because it may take me some time to open up to anyone again.
Ex'sI've only been in one other relationship other than with Travis and it didn't mean anything. In fact it was to make Travis jealous. I don't think my ex list will get any longer after past experience but, you never know what love can do to you.

This part won't be one of the longest ones due to the fact that looks don't really matter and I don't want to see self-ceded.As far as my body type goes I've been told that I have a dancers body which is pretty funny seeing how I can't dance to save my life or the life of a very important person. I'm not the tallest model with the Height of only five foot three. With this shortness I naturally inherited the skinny looks. I have a Weightof only eighty four pounds. As far as hair goes it's just a curly wonder. It's usually wavy but, I do tend to kill my brunette locks of hair with my straightener every once in a while. If I put it in a braid after a shower the curls don't look as scary so on days when I don't feel like doing anything pretty it's usually up in a messy bun or french braided. My Eyes are what I think of as being the prettiest part of me. They are this greenish gold color and if you want to be simple they're what you'd classify as hazel. Most people from afar see them as green though and I think that the green eyes seems a bit more fitting. When it comes to my Complexion I'm very pale. I'm often compared to as the girl form the song A Team by the talented Ed Sheeran. I only have one scar on my left side on my lower stomach/ upper waist from where I donated my kidney. I don't regret the decision at all. When it comes to Clothingyou should know that I am a shopaholic. With this obsession I'm usually found in a new outfit every day. I don't really have a certain style due to the fact that I like just about everything but, I'm often found in skinny jeans seeing how those are the only type of jeans I'll willingly wear.

[Darling, Darling]

Name: Felicity Carmen Drew
Age: Seventeen (17)
Date Of Birth: 1993, December 3rd
Last seen with: Friends at a local pub
Last seen wearing: light skinny jeans with a gray sweater.
Gone missing on: November 5th, 2010 (two years ago)

I don't see why I have to fill this out but, I will due to the fact that I'd rather not be bombarded with questions by people like you.(Name) My full name is Felicity Carmen Drew. I've had this name since I don't remember when. My mother and father chose my first name Felicity. My mother was Native American as well as Latino. In Latin Felicity translates to the English word happy. I think it's rather ironic seeing how I'm almost never to happy unless things are calm in my life. My middle name, Carmen is the Spanish variation of Carmel which in turn originates from Hebrew. It means garden. I got my last name from my father though I don't speak with any of my family let alone use my last name openly. As far as nicknames go I don't have many. The few people that know me call me Felicity or Carmen. I do sometimes if close to someone get called Felic (Pronounced Feel-is). If it's important I'm known as Miss Drew. A few people call me sweet heart though it somewhat annoys me if they aren't close. (Age)In a few months I'll be a legal adult. This means I'm still seventeen and still in school. I was born in The U.S but, I left my family and flew to London. I was fifteen when I left I believe. Anyways, I was born on December 3, 1993 and to be exact it was at 2:48 in the morning. (family)I guess I should bring up my family issue then huh? Well I have a mother, father and sister who live back in America still for all I know. My mother is now-what fifty? I inherited her Latino hair and her Native American hair.With that I also got her very short tempered attitude. From my father I got my wisdom and paleness. Such amazing things to inherit. No? Okay. My sister has to be about 8 right now and I must say that she's the only one I didn't want to run over with a bus besides my cat. I have a horse named Apollo that's here with me now. I was able to bring him here seeing how I pretty much took all my father's savings account money with me. My father was a very wealthy business man too. Apollo's a flea-bit thoroughbred and I love him dearly. I think he's the only thing that's kept me sane as well as alive. I got him when I was seven. At the time he was five so this makes him fifteen years old now. I picked him out of a rescue stables because of his blue eyes, I've never seen eyes like those.

(Personality)I'm a rather cold person in all honesty. I don't really like a lot of people and it hasn't changed for a while. Due to this I don't have many friends which is okay seeing how the ones I make I lose very easily. I'm one of those girls who will say something without thinking about the consequences that are sure to follow. I'm what parents call a trouble maker and what they use to show their children what a bad example is. I'm not the kindest person and I can be very blunt with my opinions. Some call it being rude or call me worse words but, I really call the portion above a defense mechanism.All of the stuff above really isn't true in all honesty. I'm actually a good person once you get to know me. At first I'll act like a rude and mean person but, that's only because I don't like to get hurt and have slight trust issues. I act this way because I believe that it's better to hurt the ones who try to befriend you before they hurt you. Those few who stick around and are known as my friend know that I'm actually an outgoing person who likes to make jokes and make others feel better. The friends that I have say I'm very funny. I find this good seeing how a good sense of humor can take you places. In a sad sense though I can be very random and awkward. My excuse for this is good though. The doctor I see says I have the highest form of ADHD. I find this extremely hilarious. I'm the type of person who will break a silence with an awkward/random fact about God knows what. Other than being funny I'm told that I am kind. Whenever one of the peoples I care about is down I'm often found comforting them or trying my best to find a solution to the problem at hand. I hate seeing others that know the real me hurt and it sickens me mentally as well as physically. I usually come down with a cold or a fever when ever I get stressed and others unhappiness stresses me dearly. I'll go out of my way though to make the ones around me smile because, I like to see others happy even if it means I lose something in the aftermath. I become easily upset and when this happens a few things may occur. I may not be seen for a week or two or I may say very hateful things that usually aren't true. When I'm upset I usually visit my room and bathe in the solitude of it. In there is where I'll think my life over as well as the problems facing me. The other option is usually worse. I tend to say thing to others and spread nasty things when I'm upset which is why I usually just lock myself away. I may be snappy at others when mad so it shouldn't be so confusing as to what's going through my head if I act like a total dog.(Likes)Other than my shiny personality We'll talk about my likes. See what I did there? I made a joke saying I had a nice personality. Nice right? Well the thing I like the most would have to be music. It's gotten me through so much and I wouldn't be where I am without the melodies blasting through my headphones. The second thing I treasure the most is my horse. I used to ride competitively until I got into an accident but, recently I've begun to retrain him in hopes of being able to show in a year.My favorite academic- well not really but, my favorite course in high school was photography. I'm in college right now majoring in that as well as literature or writing. If anything I'll become a teacher though I have done a little modeling. That right there is an understatement. At the moment I am a model and I enjoy it a lot though it will never be my first love. I love to swim and I go to any pool available when I can. On the funny note I absolutely enjoy eating food with a passion. If it weren't for my never ending metabolism I wouldn't be in a modeling career today.I love animals and I do volunteer work at the local zoo nearby my flat though they think I'm a little bit young. I'm also studying in science in hopes to become a veterinarian.On to the dislikes I guess.(Dislikes) Me seeming to be so negative have surprisingly only a few dislikes. I really don't like being compared to people and when this occurs I'm usually fast to put a stop to it. I hate people who are fake because, if someone does fall for them they're not really doing so. It's like loving a illusion. It'll never last you know? I don't like it when people try to dig into my personal life and I will become rude if you try doing so. The last but not least thing I hate the most is sea food. I never liked it and whenever someone asks if I'd like some I'd quote from the Disney movie Nemo, "Fish are friends not food,".(Fears)I only have a few fears which is confusing to me that I'm sharing them with you. I have a fear of heights and I can't stand being high up in the sky for to long. If it's only for a moment like on a roller coaster I'm ok but, I hate staying up there to high where there is no protection.I have a fear of trusting others and it affects me on a daily basis but, I'm slowly learning to let others in.

(History)I absolutely dread telling you this seeing how it's so private. Well growing up I was a very good child and person. I always helped others, kept good grades, had a great group of friends and everything. I was the star child of my family until I found out my parents were having another child. I was nine at the time and I absolutely hated the idea of it. My parents started to pay less attention to me as my mother's pregnancy progressed and when my sister was born I was completely ignored unless it dealt with me bonding with her. I rebelled against them and would have nothing to do with the baby and this went on for as long as I can remember. I was in was you would call the cool crowd in middle school and was always invited into those A class parties thrown by the richer kids at school. I had many boys following me around like a lost puppy but, I usually ignored them and enjoyed the non-child friendly beverages at the events. It was at a party that I met my best friend by the name of Alex. He was a very dashing boy and I'd always had this secret crush on him. He was a bit of a goody goody and he was the one who walked me home and helped me sneak back into the two story house. My parents never cared seeing how they were to busy raising their new star child and the more they ignored me the worse my habit became. Alex and I were always together and where one was the other was nearby. It was the beginning of freshmen year when his life was ended. I guess things were bad at his house to but, to a different degree. I found out over a phone that he'd jumped off a bridge and the police found him in the lake where we first met. It was a bonfire and all the get to know people were there. I'd spill a glass of sprite and vodka on my shirt and I was freezing. He'd offered his jacket and I accepted. The news almost killed me emotionally and I was locked up in my room the next months that followed. I was very regretful and I wished I'd shared my secrets with him before he left. I was always upset and whenever people tried to visit all I ever did was shout and throw things. In the summer I went the same lake and sat on that bridge. I had wondered what went through his mind when he jumped. Was he happy everything was over? Did her worry about me?Did he even think about how this would affect me?No. Probably not. I tried to do what he did..I woke up in a hospital seven days later with frostbite from the water and somehow I'd caught a almost death worthy fever of 104 degrees Fahrenheit. I wish they'd left me there in that lake. An old fisherman had found me I was told. Even then my parents didn't ask to see if I were okay and all the attention went to the little brat known as my sister. I left as soon as I was released from the hospital. When I say I left I mean I got my stuff arranged my horses shipment and quarantine and booked it out of the states. I've seen on my Facebook wall missing posters and I ignore them and just recently I blocked the people on my friends list off. It'd be best for them to know I didn't even exist any more. Before I left and a few weeks after Alex's death I picked up smoking. I know it's not the best but, It's better than drinking. I quit that by the way and all that's left is the cigars. I'm not a bad smoker no. I have two a day and if it's a bad day I'll have three.

(looks)If you can't see the pictures above then I guess I will explain to you what you can't see.When it comes to being tall I'm just the opposite. I'm only five foot three and my doctor says I'm done growing. Sure it may seem like it sucks but, I like to think that it makes me more of a ninja. With my shortness and metabolism it is no surprise that I only weigh eighty three pounds. Most people would think me to be underweight but, I'm healthy with my height and all and it's perfectly normal. My eyes are very strange. When I was born I had a strange defect with my eyes leaving me blind on one side. It doesn't slow me down any though. The one in which I can see is a pretty dark chocolate color while the other one is a stunning green. I find that it makes me resemble a husky and I also find those dogs to be adorable. My hair is naturally straight and I have to go at it with a high heated iron to curl it. My hair seems to look straightened though it's all natural.I'll inform you that I'm a smart brunette though the shades of brown vary. My complexion is one of paleness. I inherited it from my father. While talking about skin you should know that I have a few scars on my left wrist. I inherited these from myself. I'm not proud of them however I am proud that I was able to stop. When it comes to clothing I'll wear just about anything though I absolutely adore sweaters and dresses.Love Life)My love life is rather empty since I came to London. I'm perfectly okay with it though. I don't necessarily need a boy to feel complete and happy. I don't like anyone at the moment unless you count Ed Sheeran though it's a crazy dream of mine. Since I'm forever alone this means that I don't have a boyfriend and the moment and probably near future. I have quiet the pack of ex's though none of my relationships were ever important. They were almost always flings. I look for a few things in a guy. He's going to have to be pretty stubborn and brave to crack my shell and get to know the real me and after he does so he should be able to accept what he finds. I'd love it if he were into music and it'd be nice if he'd help me study for test and what not. I guess he'd have to be a cuddle-ish type of person because I absolutely love to hug people and just lie with them. It'd be nice him he were taller which shouldn't be hard since I'm so short. I'd like it if he were able to get me ya know? Actually understand the person I am.

[Darling, Darling]

For an occasion like this I do believe introductions are in order. I guess I'll begin though. My name is Kathrine Claire Jacobs. My first name I inherited from my birth mother though I do not know who this woman is. My Adoptive parents decided to keep it the same seeing how they liked it. Kathrine is a variation of the Greek name Cathrine. In the Greek language it stands for pure. I find this totally unfitting on my part seeing how I'm a bit of a rebel. My middle name is Claire I guess. I do not have a clue really how I came to be labeled with it but, it has a ring to it and I love it none the less. My last name now is Jacobs. It wasn't always that though. I found my adoption papers once by accident and I found out that my last name before being adopted was O'Connor. For nicknames I almost always go by Jacob. I know this is strange Love but, I find that it makes me unique and everyone else likes it too. Others include Kat and Claire but, there aren't many others. I only let those close to me actually call me Kathrine. As of seven months and six days ago I am seventeen years old. I was born on January third on a rainy day. I guess I don't really know where I was born seeing how that would lead me to finding my real mother but, seeing from my very pale complexion I was born in one of the small villages that are along England. My family and...sister celebrate it with a cake and a few presents seeing how I don't have very many friends. Speaking of family my family consist of my 'mother','father' and 'sister'. My adoptive mother's name is Maddie Cee Jacobs. She's a very pretty woman and I'm proud to have been able to be part of her family.Maddie had this really pretty long black hair and her face was painted with multiples of freckles. She had these green eyes which is the only thing we have in common look wise. My father, James Dean Jacobs is a very wealthy man or so I've heard. I guess he owns this big company which I think is really unique. He's not always here but, when he is he's one of the best people you could know. He's very tall and when I'm seen with him it makes me look even shorter. I've picked up a bit of his personality. My....sadly sister is Alexis Drew Jacobs. She's not the sweetest nor brightest person alive but, she makes up in looks. I guess you could say she hates me and the feelings are neutral. Everybody, meaning the family and I have three pets all together. Maddie and James have a pet cat named Clifford which I find funny seeing how Clifford's supposed to be a big red dog and all but, he's a nice cat either way. My sister has a beta fish because she's not responsible enough to keep anything else alive and I weep for that poor fish who gets fed only once a week. Me, I have a two year old Alaskan Malamute. He's the sweetest dog you will ever meet. I was doing volunteer work at the shelter one day when a three legged dog came in. I saw that just like me he was different and the fact that he'd lived that long gave me hope. After begging my parents he became part of the family.

I like to live by the saying, 'Ten seconds of bravery'. I'm not the most outgoing person know to live and I'm not one to start a conversation. I guess you could call me quiet if you were a stranger but, that's definitely not the case at all. If you don't know me I'm a person who seems shy and reserved. I can't really hold a conversation for a long period of time and I can be very random. It's not because I don't like you or anything along those lines. I'm just not used to letting new people into my life. I may be a bit blunt around you only because I don't like having to be around others whom I don't know. If you do know me you'll realize that I'm a very sweet girl. I'm also a nice person to be with. I'm one of those girls who will go out of their way to makes others happy. I am so much like those girls that I would do anything even if it meant making myself upset. I enjoy making others laugh because it makes me happy to know that others are happy with their lives. I'm a very proud and sometimes that gets me into trouble but, I'd rather have that than not take any pride with the things I've done with my life. When I meet people who are good to me I have the habit of running. When I say running I don't mean exercising but, I mean giving up on the beginning of the friendship and hurting them. The way I see it is if I hurt them first then it will give them no time to hurt me first instead. I know this isn't the best thing but, I don't think I can trust others easily anymore. Whenever I'm upset I usually go to the confines of my bedroom. I do this because I can snap at others and when I do I tend to say rude and hateful things. I can't help it but, I seem to turn into something of a monster. I will apologize after I work out my original problem but, it will most likely take a lot of time for me to do so. I will inform you now that if I talk a lot it's because I have A.D.H.D. I was born with it and it was in kindergarten after a huge tantra tantrum that James took me to the doctor and found out I was a very hyper. I now take two pills a day and this makes me very calm and collected. If I'm more social than usual the odds are I've forgotten to take my medicine.Well the thing I like the most would have to be music. It's gotten me through so much and I wouldn't be where I am without the melodies blasting through my headphones. The second thing I treasure the most is my horse. I used to ride competitively until I got into an accident but, recently I've begun to retrain him in hopes of being able to show in a year.My favorite academic- well not really but, my favorite course in high school was photography. I'm in college right now majoring in that as well as literature or writing. If anything I'll become a teacher though I have done a little modeling. That right there is an understatement. At the moment I am a model and I enjoy it a lot though it will never be my first love. I love to swim and I go to any pool available when I can. On the funny note I absolutely enjoy eating food with a passion. If it weren't for my never ending metabolism I wouldn't be in a modeling career today.I love animals and I do volunteer work at the local zoo nearby my flat though they think I'm a little bit young. I'm also studying in science in hopes to become a veterinarian.On to the dislikes I guess. Me seeming to be so negative have surprisingly only a few dislikes. I really don't like being compared to people and when this occurs I'm usually fast to put a stop to it. I hate people who are fake because, if someone does fall for them they're not really doing so. It's like loving a illusion. It'll never last you know? I don't like it when people try to dig into my personal life and I will become rude if you try doing so. The last but not least thing I hate the most is sea food. I never liked it and whenever someone asks if I'd like some I'd quote from the Disney movie Nemo, "Fish are friends not food,".I only have a few fears which is confusing to me that I'm sharing them with you. I have a fear of heights and I can't stand being high up in the sky for to long. If it's only for a moment like on a roller coaster I'm ok but, I hate staying up there to high where there is no protection.I have a fear of trusting others and it affects me on a daily basis but, I'm slowly learning to let others in.

I absolutely dread telling you this seeing how it's so private. Well growing up I was a very good child and person. I always helped others, kept good grades, had a great group of friends and everything. I was the star child of my family until I found out my parents were having another child. I was nine at the time and I absolutely hated the idea of it. My parents started to pay less attention to me as my mother's pregnancy progressed and when my sister was born I was completely ignored unless it dealt with me bonding with her. I rebelled against them and would have nothing to do with the baby and this went on for as long as I can remember. I was in was you would call the cool crowd in middle school and was always invited into those A class parties thrown by the richer kids at school. I had many boys following me around like a lost puppy but, I usually ignored them and enjoyed the non-child friendly beverages at the events. It was at a party that I met my best friend by the name of Alex. He was a very dashing boy and I'd always had this secret crush on him. He was a bit of a goody goody and he was the one who walked me home and helped me sneak back into the two story house. My parents never cared seeing how they were to busy raising their new star child and the more they ignored me the worse my habit became. Alex and I were always together and where one was the other was nearby. It was the beginning of freshmen year when his life was ended. I guess things were bad at his house to but, to a different degree. I found out over a phone that he'd jumped off a bridge and the police found him in the lake where we first met. It was a bonfire and all the get to know people were there. I'd spill a glass of sprite and vodka on my shirt and I was freezing. He'd offered his jacket and I accepted. The news almost killed me emotionally and I was locked up in my room the next months that followed. I was very regretful and I wished I'd shared my secrets with him before he left. I was always upset and whenever people tried to visit all I ever did was shout and throw things. In the summer I went the same lake and sat on that bridge. I had wondered what went through his mind when he jumped. Was he happy everything was over? Did her worry about me?Did he even think about how this would affect me?No. Probably not. I tried to do what he did..I woke up in a hospital seven days later with frostbite from the water and somehow I'd caught a almost death worthy fever of 104 degrees Fahrenheit. I wish they'd left me there in that lake. An old fisherman had found me I was told. Even then my parents didn't ask to see if I were okay and all the attention went to the little brat known as my sister. I left as soon as I was released from the hospital. I picked up the habit of smoking when I was sixteen but, I'm not a bad smoker. I'll have one a day unless I'm stressed. If I'm stressed I'll have two.

I'm perfectly okay with it though. I don't necessarily need a boy to feel complete and happy. I don't like anyone at the moment unless you count Ed Sheeran though it's a crazy dream of mine. Since I'm forever alone this means that I don't have a boyfriend and the moment and probably near future. I have quiet the pack of ex's though none of my relationships were ever important. They were almost always flings. I look for a few things in a guy. He's going to have to be pretty stubborn and brave to crack my shell and get to know the real me and after he does so he should be able to accept what he finds. I'd love it if he were into music and it'd be nice if he'd help me study for test and what not. I guess he'd have to be a cuddle-ish type of person because I absolutely love to hug people and just lie with them. It'd be nice him he were taller which shouldn't be hard since I'm so short. I'd like it if he were able to get me ya know? Actually understand the person I am.

I'm not the prettiest thing to look at in all honesty. I don't even know why this bit matters in the first place. I guess I should tell you about my looks though. I'm very, very short being only five foot two. I guess I'm done growing or so the doctors tell me so. With such a short height comes the small weight. I only weigh around eighty pounds maybe eighty four being the highest. I guess you could say I'm petite and I guess I'd agree with you. My hair is a thing that resembles a lion. Somehow it has lots of natural volume and don't get me started with those uncontrollable curls of mine. I'm naturally a dirty blonde and no I am not dirty. In my opinion I'm more brunette than blonde but, it's already labeled. My eyes are the prettiest thing on me in all honesty. They're this bluish green color and my friends all think it's a stunning color though it just reminds me of grass. As far as my complexion goes I'm very pale. I have a few scars on my left wrist from when I used to do self harm but, I stopped. They aren't very noticeable either. I have a tattoo on my ankle of a cross and an infinity sign on the side of my pointer finger. When it comes to clothing I will wear literally anything.

[Darling, Darling]

Why hello there. As any one else would do I guess I should probably introduce myself to you. Like most people I do in fact have a Name. My full name is Clarion Lily Augusta. I inherited my first name from my father's side of the family which is made up all of musicians.A Clarion is a very old and ancient word for trumpet. Most of my ancestors are musically named after and it came to be that my grandmother's first grandchild would be musically related. My middle name is pretty common compared to my first name seeing how it's Lily. I guess inherited it from my great grandmother which I find rather cool. My last name which is also my maiden name is Augusta. In some ways this could be the feminine variation of Augustus but, it's my last name and I like it. Augusta apparently means the exalted one. As far as nicknames go I don't have many so I usually either go by Clarion. If you just so happen to be my friend you will be given the privilege of calling me Claire. One of my old guy friends used to call me Lil when they were teasing me but, over the years they stopped calling me Lil. Now a days they call me by my real name which is cool in my own opinion

Wellageis a necessary in the case. Guess between the numbers fourteen and sixteen. If you got five then you're totally right....Nah I'm actually fifteen in all honesty. I was born on December the 30th which I think is pretty cool with the new years only being twenty four hours away.I was born in Cheshire England in none other than the famous baker boy Harry Styles. Cool story right? The day I was born on was apparently very cold seeing how it's in the Winter months and all but, it was exceptionally cold for the small town/village. It was this rain/sleet type of weather going on. I guess I entered the word at 12:43 A.M in the morning

I'm a girlby the way. I know I'm very petite and don't have as defined curves as the other women in the country but, it's a bit offensive how you couldn't tell that I am what I am. In other words I'm a one hundred percent female,chic,chicka,ella, dudet, woman. I think you just might get it.

My family is a very touchy sort of thing seeing how my parents are divorced and all that ordeal. My immediate family includes my mother, father, twin brother, and step father Jacob. My mother's name is Charlie Casssandra Munneick. My step as-father's name is Alexander Drew Munneick. My real father's name is Benjamin Will Augusta though everyone calls him Ben. My twin brother's name is William Peyton Augusta but, we all call him Will,

Everyone says I'm a person with a wicked personality and I must agree. If you know me or even that I exist you'll usually see me in three different types of moods. There's the times when I can be very shy and curious and Brave and a social unicorn(Butterflies scare me)at others. Most of the time I'm just a quiet and thoughtful person. When I first meet you I'll almost definitely seem shy and very timid but, it's just because I don't like letting people in very much in fact I usually try to repel them with small rude comments that you really have to think hard about to realize what I just said wasn't a compliment. If you interest me I will also be curious and actually very polite because that's what most people lack. Manners that is. I like to interrogate people and I must say I have a habit of probing into others lives but, I really cannot help it. If we get to know each other better I'll become more brave and less socially awkward. If I get to becoming your friend you should know that I am not afraid to voice my opinion and I will say what I think is right from wrong. Though I may seem like just a small girl I have a very fierce side to me when it comes to people I care about getting hurt. If I see someone, anyone being bullied or picked on I will almost always confront the bully or be the first person to comment about the problem. It's actually how I meet most of my friends in all honesty. No matter how social I may seem I'm almost always quiet or thinking. I figure that if you stay quiet you won't be noticed or easily distracted from what really matters at the moment which is college. I'm not quiet because of that alone though. From past experiences I've become rather mute in certain situations and sometimes I can't help but cry when I can't force the words to form out of my mouth. It really frustrates me sometimes because my first defense mechanism is to just shut down communication which isn't always the best. I can be very thoughtful when I'm quiet and if I'm not lonely then the case for the lack of conversation forms from my own wondering mind. I enjoy thinking over countless possibilities of life though others don't really get why I over think things. It's just a habit I have I guess

Well I think it to be appropriate to tell you what I like and what I do not like. I also find it fitting to start off with my likes. My likes consist of very random things and have a broad range in differences. To start off I love the cold weather. I don't know why but, it's always felt more calming and nice to me. I especially love it when it snows. I Absolutely adore the snow and in those seasons I can be found making snow men or building forts like a little girl. I enjoy walks in the woods though any wo-person would. Now for the dislikes then shall we? I don't like being around to many people and I prefer being in confines by myself. I do communicate when needed but, if you want a legit conversation you'll really have to try a lot on your part. I hate it when people think themselves to be all high and mighty. It may be true but, it's not polite to rub it into other's faces. I will make a point to bring the matter up if I feel it right. I hate swimming when it's cold and only do so in the nice weather.

My history is something I definitely don't like sharing. It is mandatory though so I will I guess. I was born in London of course and I lived there for a long while until I started to change. It happened in fifth grade at recess. I was super afraid and my parents had no idea what to do with me so... They sent me away to a lab a long way from home. I was kept there for the longest time. The months had turned into years and I forgot all I knew. The testing they did on me somehow messed with my genetics and resulted with my hazel eyes to change. My left eye turned a sickly shade of blue and my vision was affected in that eye leaving me partly blind in it. The other became more of an auburn color than the brown it originally was. Sometimes though depending on my moods they will go between the two colors and look somewhat normal though it's a very rare occasion. On my thirteenth birthday I escaped and I've been in my werewolf form every since that day taking a nearby forest as a haven. I haven't seen many people and the ones I do see I almost never make contact with except for one girl. Her name was Claire. It was the first time I'd ever let anyone see me in my human form. At first she was very freaked out but, she was a very grounded person and swore to me to keep my secret. We were very close for the next year and a half until we got into this one fight. It was very stupid now that I think about it. I got mad and lost control. I ended up killing the only friend I'd ever had. Since then I've stayed away from anything human like. It still haunts me though. It was that day that I realized that I was not human but a monster. I hate what I am and prefer not thinking about it. I miss her though. She made me a necklace once. It was simple but, I treasured it dearly. That was the one thing I couldn't leave behind so I wear it everyday and I've never taken it off since that day. I'll probably never take it off in all honesty.

[Darling, Darling]

Well since we will be getting to know each other you should know that I am in fact a person with a name.My full name is Carter Drew Manchester. When my mother became pregnant the doctors said she'd be having twins. They told her that she would have two boys but, one night I came out. My brother whose name was going to be Carter didn't make the birthing process to everyone's disbelief and in his memory I was named after him. Since I was supposed to be a boy my parents were going to name me drew. My mother still decided to keep the name and make it my middle name sadly so there's nothing feminine to balance out my first two names. My last name is Manchester which I find really cool for some odd reason. I don't really have many nicknames seeing how you can't really shorten Carter unless it's cart. I do not want to be nicknamed with anything to do with shopping carts though. I have a few people who are close to me who I let call me Drew but, that's about it. You better be pretty close to me if you are able to call me Booboo.
This girl right here was born in the winter months. I'm a January baby and I enjoy having my birthday in the snowy days. I was born on January third at around 3:27 in the morning. I guess I was a miracle child seeing how I only weighed 1 lb and 7 oz. I think it's amazing that I'm here today and I'm very thankful of God for allowing me to be where I am today. We don't do much on my birthday however seeing how that's the day we mourn for the loss of my...brother. I'm okay with it though because being able to just breathe is the best gift in itself. I was born in Washington though we moved to London when I was nine. I miss the Washington weather though it's very similar to the weather here. Oh! By the way I'm fifteen.
This part will be extremely short seeing how it's extremely obvious I'm a girl. . .
My family consist of my two parents, my older sister and myself. My parents are Carol Manchester and Mike Manchester. When I ask about how they fell in love they tell me it was like love at first sight. They had gone out together for only three months when my father dropped on one knee and proposed. Of course my mother agreed. After a year of being together my mother became pregnant with my older sister Allison. They were a happy family of three until four years later my mother became pregnant with twins. My sister wasn't really happy with the whole thing and wanted nothing to do with the word siblings. When my mother was around eight and a half months pregnant she went into labor and here I am now. I sometimes think that I shouldn't be though because my...brother was the stronger of the two of us. I sometimes wish it was him here today and not me. After being born my sister became a motherly figure at the age of five seeing how my mother fell into deep depression about the loss. I find it kind of bitter sweet seeing how she had a living daughter strolling around with the name Carter. My sister is the only one who was there to practically raise me with my father being a business man and all. I love him dearly and will always be a daddies girl. The bond between my sister and I is stronger though and always will be.
When I was 13 I lost my vision. In other words I was unable to see. If you want me to be blunt, I became blind. It was a very hard time on me and my sister seeing how we all knew mother wouldn't be much of any help. My sister being seventeen quit high school to help me. I didn't really want to go to middle school were the kids could be so mean so my sister stayed home with me and home schooled me by herself. I have a serious case of asthma so I can't do much with working out and all. A year ago my father paid for this surgery and now I can see but, my sight goes away sometimes and I'm color blind.
I don't really care much about looks but, that's what happens when you go blind for two years. Now that I can see though I'm not the prettiest flower in the garden. I'm rather short only being five foot two and all and usually a pair of high heels can solve that. With this shortness comes my rather low weight. I weigh about eighty three pounds which is pretty good in my opinion seeing how I'm not to big but, I'm also not all skin and bones. My eyes are a chocolate brown with a dark ring around the outside. They might be the prettiest thing about me. It's funny how the thing that slowed my down is the thing that attracts others. My hair is a really dark brown almost black color. I inherited it from my mother who was a very lovely lady until she stopped caring about everything. It's usually very curly and it takes about ten minutes of straightening it for it to at least look decent enough to leave the apartment my sister and I share. I'm a bit confused when it comes to my complexion. My mother is Native American while my father is British and German. I just happened to have my complexion balanced between all of that. As far as clothing goes I really don't care though when I lose my sight I tend to stick to skinny jeans and a sweat shirt.

When you first meet me you will realize that I'm very shy. You may also realize that I can be deathly quiet. Whenever I become shy I become even more soft spoken than I already am and I tend to look down at the ground or just not directly at you. The shyness will almost always pass unless I like you though the quietness stays with me. I'm often quiet only because you tend to think a lot more when you can't see. I don't have anything against you though and it's just the way I was born or well made... I do apologize if I come off as rude or not interested in what you are saying.
Speaking of apologizing I'm a very polite person. My father and older sister raised me up teaching me to use my manners so it's only natural for me to use them on instinct. I'm a very apologetic person even when it comes to bumping into someone or talking to loud. Once you get to know me better you'll find out that I'm a really nice person. It's kind of hard to judge people when you can't see them. It's good though because the friends I make are usually true ones due to the fact that it doesn't matter how pretty or nice looking you are when you can't see.
When you have a lot of free time you tend to learn a lot of random facts. I'm the type of person that when a conversation dies off I start it up again with a random fact. Sure it may seem awkward but, it's a good way to talk to people you really like and care for. Due to all the free time I've had I get bored easily. When this happens I tend to wander outside though I've become lost a few times. Other than getting lost I tend to listen to the radio or even play the piano when I can see. Being bored has it's plus's though I must admit seeing how I've bumped into many new friends before. It's usually how I meet them in all honesty.
Seeing how I'm such a bright person I don't have many dislikes. To start off I love food. Other than music food is what has gotten me through all my hard times sadly. I thank God for my high metabolism seeing how my asthma doesn't allow me to work out much. Bringing up music then. I enjoy singing though only my sister has heard me. That and the stray cat that I feed at night. His name is Thomas. I also play the piano very well though it takes me a little while to remember where the keys are when I can't see. Whenever I can see my sister and I would go to the park and just play around. I like parks. In the winter seasons I'm almost always outside in the snow doing something. The snowy months are my favorite time of the year so that explains my love for them. When it's nice out I enjoy going swimming as well as having picnics. Seems cheesy but, it involves food and getting out of the house. I like to play with the neighborhood kids seeing how they don't really care that I'm blind and all. Most people my age would pity me which is something I hate.
For one who is so fragile I don't have many fears not even death. I've almost died before. It's not scary. It's more of a peaceful thing. Drowning at least.I'm afraid of being left behind though. While everyone's going on with their lives I'm afraid my disability is going to hold me back. I also have a fear of being alone. It's like one minute I could be playing in a field and the next moment I could be at the edge of a cliff.
My history isn't that entertaining I warn you now. When I was little my sister practically raised me with my mother being in a deep depression. The deal with her was she lost my twin brother while giving birth to the two of us. I know it must of been hard but, she could have at least tried to have had an interest in me. My sister was a pretty good mom though if I may say so myself. I went through elementary school without a problem. In the beginning of eighth grade I lost my sight though. It scared the hell out of me in all honesty and I was just a mess. The school nurse had to call an ambulance and I stayed in that hospital for five days before they released me after all the testing and blood drawing they took. In all honesty they couldn't really find a reason behind the loss though a few months ago my father got this medicine all the way from Washington which kind of helps with my sight. I begged my father not to make me go back to the school because in middle school the people there could be ruthless. I remember sobbing my eyes out until my sister finally agreed to drop out of high school to teach me. She'd been an honor role student and already had more credits than she needed so she quit. For me. She was actually a good teacher in all honesty and my grades were going up dramatically. My parents still shunned me though. My sister was and always will be the star child and I know it as well as she does. The only reason father didn't force me back into the public schools was because my sister talked him out of his decision though it was almost unchangeable. I didn't have friends unless you count the little four year olds who roamed the parks whenever I was aloud out. I sort of lost most of my social skills seeing how I didn't talk to anyone other than my sister and her occasional friends who stopped by. I was okay with it though because it kept me from getting distracted from studying. It would have been nice though to have someone other than you sibling to confide in though. I sometimes miss being around people my own age. Lately I've been wanting to return to my old home town in Washington. I don't know why but it's like I'm being drawn towards the old small town.
I'm single.There's not much to it really. I've never had a boyfriend and the closest thing that's come to one is my old friend Connor. We held hands. That was it. If I were to find a boy who would actually stick with me he'd have to be amazing. Hopefully he could maybe be a few- okay really tall or at least four or five inches taller than me. It'd be nice if he liked the forest and being outside. It'd be cool if he liked food to because no girl should look or eat like a cow in front of her man. Unless you're at home in you pj's.

[Darling, Darling]

|Oh hey there stranger I guess It's nice of you to be interested in me. To thart things off I think we should begin with the basics and maybe works our way through to the very end. Hopefully by then you at least have a small understanding of who I can be and who I really am.|

Well to be honest I think my name is a bit silly if you really need to know. My full name is Kendall Drew Summers. When my parents first met they were at a bonfire. Younge love I guess you could say. It was one of those sixteen and pregnant type of things you could say. My father found out she was pregnant and bailed. I guess he even went out of his way as to change high schools. So my mother being the only one able to name me went with Kendall. First of all, who curses their child with a name like that? I mean for a guy that’d be cool you could even call him Ken or Kenny for short. I swear though whoever thought of giving girls a guy’s name must have been on serious drugs at the time. To make matters worse I guess that my father’s name became my middle name. Seeing how I’ve never met the guy I find it rather hilarious. It’s like my mother had no idea what she was doing when she named me. Whenever she would yell at me she’d use both my first and my middle name which is a weird slap in the face of her drama filled high school life. Anyways on the more positive side my last name is Summers. It’s neither guy name nor name of someone who bailed on me before birth. It’s just my mother’s last name and that’s all it shall be until I get married one day. Then it’ll be my maiden name. As far as nicknames go I’ve been known as Ken as in Ken and Barbie…Hahahaha no. I hate it and I only let a few call me that though it’s not wanted. In other words if you try calling me Ken and I don’t know you, you’ll have the closest object to me thrown at your face. It doesn’t matter how blunt it may be. Some people call me Drew which I think is cute. People say I’m so girly it balances the pet name out. Only one person is able to call me Kenny and that name hasn’t been used on me for years now.

When it comes to age I think it might be mandatory to put it down on this form. Though people are usually judged on their maturity by their age I don’t like to use numbers. I actually enjoy getting to know people no matter their age. No one should be judge upon how young or how old they are. That’s one of the things that are wrong with society. Anyways before I go on and on about this I’ll just tell you how old I am. At the moment I’m eighteen years young. I use the term young because I haven’t seen or done enough things to feel content with the life I’ve lived. I want to do something extraordinary with my life before I die. I also want to die old and happy I guess. Wow, I’m ranting a lot. Anyways, I was born on January second at three in the morning.

Growing up my mother wasn't much of a good influence so when my mother finally gave birth to me my grandmother Addison took the motherly position and practically raised me. My mother still the niaeve little teen she was continued to go to high school and waist her brains away drinking and partying with the wrong crowds. My grandmother raised me by herself until I was about nine. It was only then that my mother took an interest to me and it was only so she didn't look pathetic to her newest boyfriend who happened to like kids. After a year I decided I didn't enjoy my mothers' company at all with her being drunk and hung over all the time. As soon as grandma filed for custody I was out of the h*ll hole and back at the home I grew up in. Recently, two years ago to be exact I ran away due to the fact that after a bunch of fighting over custody my mother one the case somehow. After hearing this I knew I wouldn't go back to the place where my mother accused me of just wanting attention from her husband. It's sad that I have to call her that. She doesn't deserve the title of being a mom. I feel terrible for any child invovled with her.

When you first meet Kendall you will find out that she is very quiet. Along with the lack of conversation you might find that she can be very, very shy. She tends to do this a lot when you first meet her due to the fact that she doesn't particularly enjoy or like letting people into her life because most of them have a tendacy of leaving her or not being there when she really needs them. It's not how she really is though. After you get past her shell you'll find that she is very soft spoken and almost never raises her voice even to call out to someone who is far away. Kendall is almost never rude and even enjoys making others smile. She believes that everyone should smile because someone out there just might be falling in love with it. Because of this belief she tries her best to make others happy which results in her just so happening to be a very humorous person. After a while she will begin to crack jokes and you'll realize that she is almost never serious. A lot of her friends call her random though she would probably have to agree with them which it all comes down. A lot of people assume her to be a typical blonde but she actually has a GPA of 4.2 and is in all honor classes as well as a few college courses. Unlike most girls she wants to become a marinebiologist. She doesn't like to let others know how smart she is due to the fact that they'd be very judgmental about the whole ordeal and being in her senior year that was one thing she did not need. Through out her life Kendall met people by sticking up for them. Out of all the times that she would make herself stand out in a situation was when bullying was taking place. She absolutely dispised it and was almost the always the first one to bring up the fact that the bully was almost all the words that they were calling the victim. This was easy for her seeing how she had such a large variety of vocabulary. Whenever her friends get picked on is when she's at her meanest and that rarely happens. Kendall hates it when others cry due to the fact that in the past she was a person who would cry on a daily basis due to bullying. She does her best to keep others around her safe and happy which sometimes results in her being called momma bear though Ken always rejects the nickname. Not may people know when she's upset due to her quietness but almost half of the time she's upset. After so many years of practice at being invisable it became easy for her to mask any negetive emotion that might result in questions involving herself. When she's upset you will notice that she zones out more that usual and doesn't pay much focus to the outside world and just keeps to herself. Never will you see her raise her voice at you unless you've hit a nerve or you bring up her past. That right there is a touchy subject for her and any questions will result in you being shut out. Over the past two years nobody has seen Kendall actually get upset with something unless it dealt with the past. In the past year Kendall has had a down fall. After being sent away she has almost given up all hope and barely tries to communicate with others. Some call her crazy while others call her lost. She doesn't know though.

In the situation that I'm I have quiet a lot of dislikes but the likes still do exist. I would like to start out with my dislikes. I do not like it when others try to probe at my past due to the fact that it's so touchy for me. I guess you could say that I don't like people but I don't really mind certain people. If I do want to tell you about myself I will but, you must be patient with me. I hate being alone. The solitude of those rooms always used to make me feel nervous and made me feel completely deranged. It was as if you were a trapped animal. I hate sea food. I know it seems strange but, on the mondays when they serve fish sticks I absolutely despise the meal. I don't like it when the doctors try to interreogate me and it really gets on my nerves. Anyways on to my likes. I love the rain. During break I am almost always by the window watching the rain that seems to never break in those god forsaken area. It's okay though because it's when I'm my happiest or what others say to be the 'old me'. I like food. It's very simple and I don't know any other way of putting it out there. I just really like to eat. I love writing and in my room I have about twenty notebooks full of doodles and observations of everything. I love chicken. Back a few years ago that was my favorite meal.

Out of all the things Kendall refuses to talk about her past is the very first. Growing up as a child she showed promising signs of a good future even though her mother wasn't around to raise her. Her grandmother stepped in and did quiet fine job in her place. In kindergarten she didn't have many friends due to the fact that she'd rather do math problems instead of finger painting. Due to this she was moved up a grade in which she met her soon to be best friend. He went by the name of Sam Hamilton. He was a blonde boy with blue eyes and he was quiet a character. If it weren't for him Kendall wouldn't have gone as far as she had. They met for the first time during recess when Kendall was being picked on. With Sam having a big heart and all he automatically stuck up for her which led to a small fight. The two being Sam and Kendall were sent to the office and it was then that they became friends. During the time frame of elementary school they became inseperateable. People used to joke and call them Barbie and Ken. We all knew who Ken was. Soon they were as close as any friends could be. They had movie nights every Saturday and he used to walk her home seeing how he lived only a few houses away. Middle school came and so did some problems. Kendall realized that Sam he become more distant and when rumors spread around school talking about how he and a girl were the new it could it really hurt her. The walks home stopped all together and after many cancels from him she just stopped trying all together. The couple went out for about six months. In those months Kendall spent most of her time alone trying to distract herself. Heck she even learned how to play the piano. After the horrible break up Sam came running back to her for support and on that friday afternoon he had the door slammed in his face. She completely ignored him the rest of the year and knew that by doing so she was hurting but it seemed fitting how he had hurt her. The nick names stopped and Barbie and Ken seemed to disappear until the beginning of high school. He was in the in crowd and she wasn't really. Sure she had friends but, she didn't want to be popular. It was close to the formal and she had no one to go with. Sam came over and after about an hour of apologizing it led to him asking her out. Hesitantly she agreed though she didn't really know what she was doing. During the dance he confessed to have had always liked her but, he thought she didn't share the same feelings. In the end they were both in the wrong. In freshman year they became the new it couple and nobody could keep them apart. Ken and barbie were officially back on. The movie night and dates picked up and soon he got down on one knee. Kendall thinking he was crazy almost walked away until he explained that it was just a promise ring. After that event they were even closer if that were possible. They planned to go to college together, move in, and maybe even start a family but, that was haulted. It was in the beginning of junior year that he was diagnosed with stage four cancer. Of course the two of them were a mess but they stuck through it. It was on a sunny day that he slipped away. A sunday if anyone needed to know. She had been there while he slept. Something was off though. She sat there holding his hand but the warmth was quickly fading. as her franticness and confussion turned into a horrible truth she let out the first of her many sobs. Never would think that anyone was able to cry as much as this girl had. Once he was gone Kendall had nothing left holding her down. There was no real reason for her to stay. After a month her few friends gave up on her. Why try to fix something if it's already broken right? During christmas break she attempted suicide. She had almost suceeded if it weren't for her grandmother finding her. The rope was on her neck and she was about to take the first step off the chair. After that she was sent away to a mental asylumn. Her family being her grandmother felt it best for her to go there. It made things even worse though.

Growing up I got a case of serious asthma so I can't do anything really athletic like. I can't run a lot which is bad if zombie ever turn out to exist. An inhaler fixes everything though. I haven't had many asthma attacks recently though. In eight grade I fought anorexia but freshmen year was the year I got over it. I don't really fight depression seeing how it's not something that can really be fought. Maybe one day thought it will go away. People think I'm crazy but, it's not true. I'm just different compared to the girl I used to be.

I find love to be something that is cruel. Crushes are childs play and I don't think I have enough time to waste my thoughts on a boy unless it's Channing Tatum because that boy is fine. Sure I may think someone is attactive but, you have to really put in an effort to notice me for me to like you. Due to the fact that I've been locked up for so long I have no one holding me down at the moment though Mr. Edwards down in the danger ward is pretty sexy. Sarcasm. The man scares me to death. I've only had one ex in whom I don't really want to talk about. If I were to like you you would have to be patient with me and understanding. It'd be nice if we shared some of the same interest but I'm always will to try new things. I hope you can sing because the old radio they gave me to help me sleep broke.. If you could play the piano my respect for you would shoot up tremendously.

I don't find myself very pretty though I seem a lot like the girl from the song A Team. Funny how that songs about prostitution and drug abuse. People say that I'm extremly short or petite and I must agree seeing how I'm only five foot two. I'm okay with it though because it makes me less noticeable. Some worry about my weight but it seems healthy enough seeing how I'm so short. At the moment I'm only eighty three pounds. Some of the nurses joke about me being blown away. When it comes to my eyes they are lovely. PRobably the best thing about me. They're this really light caramel color that people think are rather fascinating though there isn't really anything special about them. My hair is naturally curly sadly though I don't really spend much time caring about it anyways. It's this mixture of different blondes but I swear on my grave that it's all natural. My complexion is one of a blank sheet of paper. I've very pale mistake this as me being a bit under the weather. I'm just really white. I have a scar on my hip when I was in a car crash heading home from the hospital. It's not that bad though if I were to show it to someone they'd totally flip.I have a tattoo of a cross my my right ankle though it's not very detailed. Just a cross. I have another one on my hand and pinky that says forever and always. Me and Sam always used to make promises and he'd always say forever and always. I got it in his memory.

[Darling, Darling]

My name is Cassandra Andrew Truemen. I guess you could say that I do have a normal name and there isn't much that stands out about it. I'm okay with not standing out and I'd dislike it if I did. I got my first name Cassandra from my father. Before he met my mother he was married to a woman by the very name. I guess they were madly in love and were going to run off and have many children but, she died in a car accident. Then came along my mother and the old man started to fall for her and then I came along. I do find it a bit strange that I was named after one of my father's ex's but it's also sweet you could say. Kind of like a way to remember someone thought so highly of. My middle name Andrew came from my mother. Her father passed away from lung cancer before I was born and in his memory she named me after him. I never met the man but I heard that he was always kind and never had anybody had a rude thing to say about him. My last name Truemen came from a long line of boys on my father's side I guess. As far as nicknames go I have quiet a few. The most popularly used is my initials. If you didn't figure it out my initials spell out Cat. Everyone calls me cat and I don't mind at all. A lot of people shorten my middle name into Drew and call me that. It's a bit annoying but I can deal with it depending on who you are. I very rarely get called Miss Truemen unless something bad has happened. Only one person was aloud to call me Cass.

When it comes to age I do not judge people with numbers. I'd rather think of their maturity to certain situations as a main factor as to how I treat people. Due to this I could be very respectful with the younger crowd and less respectful and a bit more patient with a few of the people in the older crowd. I hate it when the older folks show no respect for me when they think all of the new generations are just a bunch of hooligans with no future ahead of them. I find it insulting seeing how I have done nothing wrong in those aspects of being a teenager. I'm rather mature about most things though being ADHD doesn't help me much. Lets just say that I love have conversations though they may seem almost one sided. Oh, by the way I'm eighteen. I turned eighteen on December the thirty first. Lucky me right? Nah, my parents always went drinking and partying on my birthday. One time they went to Disney World without me. Tear, tear. I was born in Canada and I'm a proud Canadian though I don't really like beef jerky. The thought of it being Bambi at one point kind of makes me a bit woozy. It was a very cold day of course seeing how it was winter time. Well yeah that's me.

As far as family goes I could care less. I have the not so typical family which consist of my mother, father and little sister. My parents never planned on having me and aren't to shy when stating that I was an accident. Due to this and the fact that they treated me as if I were a parasite led me to disliking them. Throughout my childhood years in elementary school they paid no attention and when word of my mothers pregnancy spread along I grew extremely upset. They said that they had already planned everything out. They told me that maybe she wouldn't be a screw up like I was supposedly. This extremely infuriated me to no end. I wanted nothing to do with the child and still don't though we are on civilized terms meaning I won't try shooting her in her sleep though she is rather annoying. I'm not a bad person. The roles have already been taken by my family.

When you first meet Cassandra she may come off as mean and rude. She will make snide comments about you and is always full with witty comebacks. She doesn't really open up to others and usually sends them off on their way with a few rude glares and comments. If you get past the facade though she is a entirely different girl. Throughout this phase though she keeps herself some how polite.Cassandra from a young age taught herself to use manners and was always one to be polite. She tends to apologize over the smallest of things such as bumping into someone or talking to loud. She uses her manners at all times and very rarely will you see her swear profanities. She is known to be very humble and thankful for what she has as long as it doesn't deal with her family. Thank you's and Sorry's are major words in her large dictionary of vocab she uses. Along with manners and whatnot she is very kind and brave. Cassandra is known for her random acts of kindness. Weather it's the twenty dollars and sandwich she gave to a homeless man by the name of Taylor or her just sticking up for complete strangers. She's almost never mean or upset which only leaves happiness left. Cat's known for being the therapist of her friends and is always the go to girl when it comes to problems though she has quiet a few problems herself. She never refuses to listen due to the fact that she had no one for her to talk to growing up. Some call her Mama due to the fact that she sticks up for EVERYONE. It's almost always how she meets her friends. Cat absolutely hates bullying and is always the first one to speak up when it comes to the situations. Even if the antagonist is a friend she makes a point to correct them and almost always sends them on their way. Other than kindness she is very hyper which is a given seeing how she has the worst case of ADHD known to her private doctor. She is very random and will often make strange comments irrelevant to the topic being discussed. She is often called crazy which she doesn't really care for seeing how it's better to be crazy than normal. Some people call her an odd ball but it's perfectly fine they have opinions which she cannot change. Sometimes Cassandra does get upset though. You will notice when she does due to the fact that it happens so rarely. She often becomes a shade paler and becomes rather anti-social to everyone claiming that she's okay and is just tired. If it's something serious she may break down in a middle of any sort of event no matter the mood in the area. She doesn't like talking about herself though and she almost never asks others to listen to her ramble about her life problems. Who would anyways? Certainly not you.

History wip

Growing up I had many small crushes but they were just attractions. I only really like-well loved one man in all honestly. If you haven't caught on yet then you should know that I do not like or fancy anyone at the moment and you would have to be some sort of superman to make me in the least interested in you. I've only had one boyfriend and I'm not looking into getting into a relationship soon unless he is the ONE. When I say one I mean that he is perfect and is my counter piece. It would help him if he had nice qualities such as pretty eyes and nice hair. I can't date a man shorter than me so he'd have to be taller than five foot two and it'd be nice if he had a bit of manners though I don't mind profanities. Depending on who it is it's somewhat of a turn on. If he could play the guitar or piano that'd be amazing and I think I would have to marry him. Well since this dream guy is not real I should stop rambling.

I do like things I guess. I enjoy riding horses to be honest. Not many know but I own a seven year old thoroughbred gelding by the name of Apollo. My parents do not know either and I intend on keeping it that way seeing how they are known to use blackmail. I enjoy eating food from the bottom of my heart. If it were an Olympic sport I would definitely place first in the girl division and maybe even the lads. I enjoy swimming and go as often as I can though I'm very busy with college classes that I take in my free time.Oh and did I ever mention that I like to eat. Seeing how I eat so much I must admit that I took three cooking classes for extra credit in high school. I love the rain. It may seem weird but I always think the best thoughts in the rain. On to the dislikes then huh? I don't like sea food and I despise it immensely. If you could not tell I do not particularly like my family much and I keep contact to a minimum of two visits a year which is Christmas and Easter.I hate it when others get picked on and if I even see you doing this I'd probably lecture you for a good hour or two. I hate it when it's too hot. I just don't feel comfortable. I don't like tight spaces and I sort of freak out in certain situations if I'm very cramped and confined. I guess you could say I'm claustrophobic.