My Forms *Only for me to use* I may make forms for others

[Darling, Darling]

Dylan Cy Ross

Why hello there.Name: I'm Dylan Ross. I guess that since we'll be getting to know each other we should introduce ourselves and start with the basics. I got my Name from my older brother actually which I find very funny. Apparently he was so dead set on getting a little brother he named me Dylan but, he grew to like me.... I think. I don't know much about my middle name other than the fact that my parents thought it was unique. As for my last name, I get it from a long line of men with the last name Ross. Pretty cool huh? I will inform you that I just turned Age: eighteen a little over a month ago which makes me technically legal, yay! Well I still live at home so I don't really have much of a say as most eighteen year olds do but, I'm okay with it. Speaking of living at home, my Family:Consist of my mum, my father, and my two bothers Josh and Daniel. Josh was my older brother you know, the one who named me and Daniel's thirteen. I have a pet cat named stella which is latin for star but, I don't know if she's considered a family member.

Well, I guess we could talk more about me if you want to. I was born in Originality: London but, moved to the US when I was fifteen but, I still have my lovely accent. Just a random fact right there. Well Personality: People describe me as being very straight forward. I'm usually very go happy and it can be contagious I'm told. I enjoy being around people I know because it makes me feel comfortable knowing that I have no one that I need to impress. I enjoy meeting new people however and I will go out on a limb to do so. I'm described sometimes as being goofy which I find to be very accurate seeing how I enjoy seeing other people smile. I will admit that I don't have very good manors and I do swear every once in a while but I will not cuss somebody out as if I live in the ghetto which I don't if you're wondering. I have a tendency of yelling due to the fact that I can be very very lazy. When ever I communicate with my mum it's usually her yelling upstairs and me yelling back to her downstairs. I have rather good vocals and I enjoys most types of genres except for country. I can't stand country music. Some people find me to be rude and at some point I am but, if I ever am rude to you there's usually a reason behind it because no sane person would go around causing drama. Then again people also call me crazy.

Let's talk about my many likes and get down to my dirty dislikes shall we? Likes:I absolutely love my food. The other girls always try to urge me to share but they usually end up getting bitten. I do in fact bite if my food is on the line like any somewhat sane teen should. I enjoy listening to music and I can usually be found with either head phones on or just blasting it through the house when no one is home. I'm known around the girls for being a shower singer and they find it funny but, it's what I do. I'm a pretty good rapper for a white girl if I may say so myself. I enjoy being with the boys because they tend to be less dramatic but, you always have to stay close to your girls. I just so happen to be a very, very big fan of Justin Bieber which many would find childish but hey, he's adorable. Though I like him I don't freak out or hate on Selena Gomez because she's so down to earth and they deserve each other. Back to reality now then love. I enjoy swimming and whenever we visited the beach or went on vacations I'd either be in a pool or at the beach. I enjoy shopping and it's my biggest weakness. I tend to want things I can't get which is a lot of things seeing how I'm to lazy to get a job.Speaking of working, let's get to my dislikes now love. Dislikes:I really don't like to work and I envy the person who invented jobs. I also hate to share. Sure I'll share my clothes with the girls or pencils and pens and what not but, when it comes to food I take things very seriously. I hate when others try to down grade me it's like come on now love, do you even have any good insults in that small brain of yours? I hate when others pick on people because no one deserves to cry no matter what they've done unless they truly did something unforgivable. I have a slight fear of spiders and I hate them with a passion which is a lot seeing how I don't like to hate many things.One thing I also hate is people who steal boys, it's like dude, you know I like him what are you smoking?

I guess we could talk about my looks now love. Description:Others say I have a body to die for which I have to disagree with. I'm rather petite with a height of five foot three and a weight of 87 pounds. Some think I'm anorexic but, I just have this really, really strong metabolism which I'm thankful for with all the junk food I eat. My hair color consist of a mix or browns which is 100% natural. I want to dye my hair though because it seems boring to me. My hair is also naturally curly though I straighten it sometimes. My eyes are hazel though sometimes they appear to be green. When it comes to my skin I'm naturally tan from going out in the sun but, it fades a lot so I'm rather pale. When it comes to clothing I enjoy wearing Converse, Vans, and any pair of high heels as long as they're cute. With shirts I stick with Cover ups that show off a little bit , tank-tops, band tee's, and regular v necks. As for the bottoms I go for skinny jeans most of the time but, I will pull off a pair of shorts very well as well as skirts but they can't be long or else they just get in the way. I have three ear peircings as well as two tattoos. One is of Micky mouse which is located on my shoulder and the second one is a british flag on my lower back almost bum.

Now for my rather boring History. Sorry if you fall asleep love. History: Growing up I had a good childhood. Always had a good group of friends and I passed all my classes with flying colors. During seventh grade I began to hang out with the wrong people though and I was usually peer pressured into doing things. I did drugs for a while until my parents found out and made me go to concealing which was rather a bore. I stopped shortly and didn't do anything along those lines again though I still hung out with the same people. I was one of those girls who caused troubles in relationships as well as friendships because I could be very manipulative. I soon discovered that this wasn't going to get me anywhere in life and made my amends with the people I hurt. Moving to America I made new friends very easily as well as boys. Something about us british girls love. I was considered popular and would always attend the cool kid parties though I did kind of look down on the un cool kids. I never bullied them though just ignored them. This may be childish but at the time I had this cat named Black jack and I know it's a strange name for a girl cat but what the heck you live once, and she died of cancer on my sweet sixteen. I bawled my eyes out for a week of course. I got a new kitten a month later and we call her Stella or even Stello whenever we felt like it. I'd given her the nickname Jello Stello because she was on the fat side but, hey who am I to judge how much one eats when I'm like a cow? Other than all this stuff My life was pretty simple until now that is....

Now for my love life then. I'm not really crushing on anyone though there are many some what attractive guys out there. People tend to think I'm a player which is kind of the case but, no one wants to be know for playing people right? Well seeing how no ones caught my eye I am in fact single as a pringle oh wait I just ate the last one nevermind I'm just single.I won't get to deep into my ex's seeing how I'd probably burry you with all the names. Let's just say I've had my share of Davids, Harrys, Alexs, and so on. In other words I have to many to count or I'm just to lazy to bother trying to do the impossible which is really possible if I actually cared to try.

[Darling, Darling]

Ƭнɛ Ɩитяσ∂ʋcтισи ιƨ αℓωαʏƨ Ƨтяαиɢɛ

Ƙαιтℓʏи Ĵαиɛ βɛcκ

Hey there stranger let's talk about me shall we? First things first lets start with the Иαмɛ:My full name is Kaitlyn Jane Beck. I got my first name from my mom who's first name was Kaitlyn as well. My grandmothers middle name was Jane and in her memory I was named after her somewhat. For my last name it's pretty obvious if you think really hard. As for Иιcκиαмɛƨ: I go with Kat(Cat) or even Kate at times. If I really like you I'll let you call me KB (Kay-bee).At the moment I'm Δɢɛ:eighteen years old and legal. This means partying all night and regretting it in the day. As for my Ғαмιℓʏ:I tend to usually avoid them seeing how we don't agree on much. I've moved out but, when I lived there I lived with my mom, dad, and younger sister. She was a pain in my butt though so I was glad to leave and pay for my own apartment even if it meant me getting a job.I took my chocolate lab puppy Hondo with me to. So it's just us in this three room apartment. If you can't see Ǥɛи∂ɛя:I'm a girl. Always have been, always will be. I'm 100% sure that I'm a girl and it seems absurd of you to ask questions like that.

Let's talk a little bit more about me. Ƥɛяƨσиαℓιтʏ:Everyone described me as crazy wild. I've been told that I'm the life of the party by multiples of people so I just except the fact that I do in fact know how to party. I enjoy being with friends but, It takes me a while to warm up to strangers and if I don't particularly like you I will make it known to you and everyone else. I love talking to others and I tend to be a go to person when it comes to conversing. I've been told that I always have a smile on my face and it sounds a lot like me seeing how you get frown lines if you don't smile enough. I tend to be the source of drama and I will admit that most of it is probably fake but, If I do start drama about you I will always have a reason behind it so it's not all pointless. I have a somewhat messy memory and things may be heard differently by me than what was said by others so I tend to twist words around every once in a while but I'm all around sweetheart if you try to get to know me. When I'm sad I will distance myself from others which is rare but, when I do don't expect me to be rainbows and butterflies I will most likely yell at you or say hurtful things. I will apologize eventually though. Now that that's over lets get down to the ˩ικɛƨ:I love to surf if you can believe it and I grew up down by a lake in the backyard so that's where I always was. I enjoy car rides to because that's when I can think the clearest and the most. It's like I can forget all the bad things and just focus on the signs and where I'm going. I enjoy dancing as well as acting and I've been told by collages and others that I exceed in both fields. When I grow older I plan to go to collage and get a degree in the arts though and later become a drama teacher. I specialize in ballet but, I do know how to bust a move and I enjoy doing so. I love ice cream and it's by far the best invention other than sweat pants which I too love. Now for the short Ɖιƨℓικɛƨ:I hate it when people try to show me up and fail horribly. I enjoy a challenge so please, challenge me. I don't like people who are afraid of the future. You should embrace it with wide arms and an open heart. When people say like a lot it annoys me greatly. I don't really like when people judge me for my talents or looks because I prefer someone who will look at the inside. Not literally but just take an interest in what I think. I have a fear of heights which is why I don't really like planes.

Let's take a look at me now shall we? ˩σσκƨ: (Ħαιя:) I have natural dirty blonde hair which is wavy but, I usually straighten it or curl it. One or the other. I usually put it up in a messy bun if I feel lazy or just don't want to do anything with it.(Ɯɛιɢнт:)I'm pretty small with the weight of eighty two pounds which makes sense seeing how I'm(Ħɛιɢнт:) five foot two. Yes I know I am very very short. My eyes(Єʏɛ Ɔσℓσя:)are a hazel color with green and blue mixed in all together. Now for my favorite topic being clothes.(Ɔℓσтнɛƨ cнσιcɛ:) I prefer heels or converse over running shoes because those things are very unattractive. When it comes to tops I prefer pretty tank-tops and v necks and every once in a while I'll wear a tee. I usually wear skinny jeans or a skirt with leggings that have a rather cute design on them. When ever I have a down day I'll show off my figure in capri sweats or yoga shorts.
Ƭнɛ нιƨтσяʏ: I have a rather dull history which involved being the star child of the two being my sister. I've always had good grades and always had a talent for showing others up when it came to things like school, dancing, and acting. I was this way until freshmen year when I met a boy by the name of Markus. He was what everyone called a bad boy. Oh yes, I do have a tendency to fall for those boys. We went steady for about a year until I found out he was cheating on me with none other than my sister. I never really talked to her again and instead spent more time perfecting the every day things I did and so came my obsession with perfection. I met another boy in my junior year and he was one of those rare ones. Always treated me nice never judged me and was always there when I needed a hug. We dated all the way to Senior year when he died of cancer. Not wanting to tell me though he left letters to do that job. I still have them as well to prove that he really was mine at some point and that I was lucky to have him.

[Darling, Darling]

Wip

→ " Even the stars in the sky and reality itself couldn't keep your dreams from becoming reality itself. However, reality can become to much to bear so just let go and take my hand and together you and I will be perfect. " ←

Ɩ ғɛℓт ιт. Ƥɛяғɛcт. Ɩ ωαƨ ρɛяғɛcт.

Baby ballerina's
Hiding somewhere in the corner
Where the shadow wraps around her
And our torches cannot find her
She will stay there till the morning
Crawl behind us as we are yawning
And she will leave our game
To never be the same
So grow tall sugarcane
Eat that soil,drink the rain
But know they'll chase you if you play their little games
So run, run fast sugarcane
You see my peep-show booth is handy
There's a one-way-only mirror
So I can dance here with my hair down
But I don't see if you get bitter
And there's a button right beside me
If I happen to want a wall to hide me
If only the ballerina had one too
So grow tall sugarcane
Eat that soil, drink the rain
But know they'll chase you if you play their little games
So run, run fast sugarcane
Yeah you better run, run fast sugarcane
And she said always be afraid
Yeah you should always be afraid...
To grow tall sugarcane
Eat that soil, drink the rain
But know they'll chase you if you play their little game
So run, run fast sugarcane
You you better run, run fast sugarcane

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind

Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies

The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you

I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me

Images
And when you left you kissed my lips

You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no
I never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean

I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning

Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted

And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy

To walk right in and out of my life?
Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

"Hello there stranger. I guess this is mandatory so why don't we begin? Well, my name is Hunter Stella Meadows. Yes, my first name is usually a boys name but, I have no say in the matter until I get up and go to the office and change it. I was named after my twin brother who didn't make it which I find just a little bit upsetting. I have no clue where Stella came from but, it's Latin for Star. Pretty cool huh? My last name is my moms seeing how I've never met my dad. As for nicknames I go by Hunter but, if you're a cool kid you can call me Hun. My best friend used to call my Honeybear though he hasn't said it for a very long time. At the moment I'm eighteen years of age and I'm somewhat enjoying it though I still live with my mom and her boyfriend. My birthdays on the fifth of October and I really do loathe the day now that I think of it. It's supposed to be a happy day though, right? Now when it comes to family it's only my mom and I seeing how I don't consider Mason (Her boyfriend) family. Sure he's nice and all but, I just don't like him. I have a dog by the name of Paris though. He's like family I guess.I also have a cat by the name of London...See my obsession with the UK? Then there's my phone...It's my precious. Oh, random fact is I'm German, Canadian and American. Woo hoo hahaha no. Well anyways I have a American accent seeing how I lived there most of my life but, hey we can't all have sexy voices right? My favorite accents would have to be the british ones. I absolutely adore them and anyone who has one is a friend to me. Yes I do fangirl over them at some points depending on how cool it is. Yep that's me for you. Another random fact is that I'm overly shy at some points,".

"Alrighty then let's talk about my shiny personality. Hahaha no. Well everyone describes me as out going but in reality I just like to get things done instead of waiting for things to change. I have a slight goal of perfection and I've done many things to perfect every day things. I've been told that I'm a great listener and I even give good advice though I find it funny seeing how I can't even give myself good advice. I'm pretty shy and don't do very good with boys though if I do become comfortable with you I will in fact flirt away. I so tend to get upset easily so I will be somewhat absent minded. When I'm bored I tend to be rather random and it doesn't help that I'm a ADHD child. I tend to talk a lot even through my shyness. If you annoy me I will go out of my way to let it be known by you and everyone else around us. I don't like drama and I barely start any due to this. Onward to the likes and dislikes then shall we,"?

" I will make it known that I like food. My favorite being ramen noodles but, I will eat just about anything. I'm all about sharing and what not but touch my food and you'll get bit. Yes I do fight when my food is on the line. I enjoy dancing as you may tell but, I also enjoy music as well. Though dancing always has and always will be my first love I will admit to playing a few instruments including the classical piano and the guitar. I love taking Paris on walks by the beach and going swimming with him due to the fact that he's my baby boy and I love him. I enjoy running and I must say if I weren't to lazy I'd have joined track back in high school but, oh well. I have a small craving when it comes to cotton candy and I am told that I have a hoarding problem by friends when they see my pantry but hey, sweet as sugar bro. I enjoy going on twitter and my phone and laptop are basically my life. I'm a bit of a gamer and I enjoy sitting back with the boys every once in a while and playing a good game. I have a small fangirl type of thing for One Direction.. If only I had an accent like that....I can dream right,"?

"My dislikes are a bit random so stay with me now. I don't like cats. I'm allergic and whenever I pet them I get itchy. I also dislike sharing food as said above but, hey I wasn't listening to your bio the whole time either. I don't like stuck up people or snobs because...well nobody does. I absolutely hate my eyes and I swear they're bipolar when it comes to picking a color. I dislike it when others try to drag me into their drama it's like, come on now bro are you serious? One thing a really don't like is when people think they can sing but, they can't. It's just...no. I don't liked being judged on things I can't change like past mistakes I've made or people I've hurt. I also don't like failure and do my best to reach perfection. One could say that I strive for it but, others would say that I live for perfection,".

"Alright now for my jacked up History. Well I was born in the Canada but, when I was seven we moved to New York. Yay Unique New York! Haha, well anyways, I grew up with a pretty normal childhood and in seventh grade I met my best friend travis. We were pretty close and he always supported my dreams and music. He was the one who taught me how to play piano in the first place. Well, we hit it off pretty well and in freshmen year we decided to well, date. We dated throughout the entire two years of school until he died of cancer in my Junior year. It was really hard on me and I resorted to cutting. Right after one of my plays in which I had a leading role I guess I took it a bit to far and I woke up in the hospital with several stitches and an IV attached to me. I went to therapy after that and it really didn't help much. They just ask you about the things that happen like something will change but, it won't. Realizing getting better would be the best thing for my career and health not from the therapist but, from the memory that Travis always wanted the best for me I quit and my mom allowed me to get a tattoo for the improvements I'd made. Since then I've gotten my grades back up and I even got accepted into this dancing school but, I haven't told the band yet. The girls have figured out that I'd lost someone important seeing how I take a picture of him with us on tour and it's always on the bedside table. It's good for them to know though seeing how it's a somewhat good excuse for when I'm feeling down even though it's usually the reason. I do miss him though. I really really do,".

"Now we'll talk about the looks but, I must say that this is the least important thing about a person and that if I learn to like you it'll be because of your inner beauty. I won't judge by covers and I never have. It's their body they can do what they want with it. Even if you may disagree you should support their decision because nothing a person does is wrong. In some way even if it's a very small one, it's right. You don't know what they've been through nor will you completely know unless you first, look in the mirror and walk down backwards down the road you've made for yourself,".

"Alright so for each tattoo that I have I'll give a few facts about my looks and the meaning for the tattoo. For the first tattoo I'll start with my weight. I weigh 87 pounds which is really good if you look at the other girls. I'm (Height) five foot three which also explain my weight but, I'm totally happy with being short. You're less noticeable and more ninja like. Now for the meaning of my first tattoo. As you can see I'm with my cat London. Well, I got this when I was seventeen and the meaning behind it is to remind me to stay grounded and be humble for what I have. It also shows the struggle and how much you should strive for perfection and in the flowers's case it's beauty. We all strive for something. Even those flowers,".

"This tattoo has many mixed signals. Well my hair is pretty normal. I'm a brunette though I have many blond moments and it's naturally curly though I do sometimes straighten it. As for my eyes, I hate them. They're very bipolar and can't decide whether they want to be blue or green. There's also a bit of yellow in them as well. I got this tattoo a few weeks after the first one and hey I must say I love tattoos. It's a daily reminder that perfection doesn't last forever but, if you work hard enough it will last. I also got it as if to tell the world that yes us humans can reach infinity and beyond. Maybe you'll see me on the moon one day. Total sarcasm guys,".

Now for my style tips ay? I enjoy wearing a pair of converse or chucks but, I wear heels if needed. I always found wearing skinny jeans of all colors and if not then shorts. I admit to loving neon and it's a strange obsession I have. I like loose tops and cover ups that show off a bit of my tats but hey, who doesn't? If I'm feeling lazy or dancing I'll throw on some sweats and a tank-top. This tattoo means a lot to me actually. It's my most recent one and it is pretty cool I will admit. The meaning behind it is to stay anchored to reality. Don't let your dreams describe who you are but, let your accomplishments and goals do so. Whenever things become to much it's ok to distance yourself as long as you come back to reality.

[Darling, Darling]

"Hey so This is me, yeah. Well My name's Ĵσcɛℓʏи Ĵσ Δи∂яɛωƨ. So below this all
I'll tell you more about myself and the certain things you might need to know.
Below you'll learn more about me and the people around me. I have a pretty
wicked form seeing how it's mandatory but, it is still somewhat normal.
Wait normal, that's totally not me. As you read on you'll find out that I'm
not your typical girl nor will I ever be. If you think other wise you can drown
in a bottomless ball pit,".

" Alrighty, so now that you know my name you can learn about the names I go
by. When it comes tonicknames:I prefer Jojo or even Mojojojo. If I take a liking
to you then I'll let you call me Joce or even J.A. I used to be called sweet heart by
my old best friend back in middle school. Some call me Mama bear..... Now when
it comes to school I will let you know that I have graduated school and I'm so glad
I have. Seeing how I've graduated I just now turned eighteen years old.
Even though I just entered my adult years, I still live with my mum and
dad. I also have a little sister named Penny. She's a somewhat sweet girl but,
I can't wait to have my own bathroom. If animals count as family then I have
a calico cat by the name of Ninja. I got him when I was fourteen I found him
by the sewer drains where he almost fell in. I like to call him kitty kitty but,
He's my little hobo and that's what his collar says. This cat follows me
everywhere though,".

"Alright now, why don't we talk about my personality then love? I have been told
by so many people that I am just a little ball of happiness and by others that I
act like I'm on drugs which is pretty amusing seeing how I have ADHD and all.
I enjoy to make others laugh or smile and back in school I was considered a
class clown or popular. I have a way with people you could say and I'm just
likable. I mean who can't like me I'm all rainbows and penguins....Wait a
minute I got that wrong but, lets carry on now love. I am almost always
smiling or laughing and I tend to be VERY random and the madness never stops.
I have another side to though. I'm kinda like the motherly figure of my group
of friends and they usually come to me for a little pep talk or if they're having
any problems cause I'm Mama bear and they're my cubs. I tend to give really
good advice but, when it comes to me I'm very much clueless. Most of the times
I can be found goofing around with the girls and boys and just having a flat out
good time. When it comes to standing up for others that's where I'm told I excel
in.Whenever one of my lovelies is feeling down and it's due to someone being rude
I can be very mean and hurtful. I also tend to have very smart and collected
comebacks at times like those. I have a very low self esteem though and barely
stand up for myself though and I can be a bit shy around new people or the person
I like. Aight, these are some words I get described as. Funny, (I'm a freaking clown
without the makeup,nose,hair,and shoes.Wait isn't that just a funny person?)
Obnoxious(I enjoy being loud so people can hear me say all the stuff that I need to
say.) Adorable (I've been told that I resemble a Koala and I must say those lazy
things are so darn cute!)Pretty(These mofo's are full of lies I tell you.) Crazy(Yes.
If I were to go to a doctor I would probably be shipped away to some island but,
I'm crazy in a good way...right?) Breathtaking (You guys must be pooping out
sarcasm or something I am nowhere near breathtaking.),".

"Now for my likes then. Well I'm very strange so in turn these will be to. I love
food and if I could I'd eat 24/7. Well.. I kinda do already but don't tell anyone.
The Doc's say my metabolism isn't slowing down any time soon. My favorite
foods would have to be ramen noodles, cotton candy, and ice cream.I
enjoy music and it's basically whats kept me going throughout my strange
life. I play the piano and I can sing a bit as well but, nobody knows about
my voice. Just the being a girl Mozart thing. I love stuffed animals.
Especially those life-sized teddy bears. You can just cuddle them all day
or is it just me who does that? Well anyways I enjoy taking walks by the
beach even though I have a fear of water. I'm okay though as long as I can
touch the floor or in the ocean's case, bottom. I love Disney movies and
Monster's Inc. is by far the best movie ever made. I also enjoy scary movies
because they can be surprising and chick flicks just seem so boring to me.
I will tell you know I'm not very graceful so I like to make fun of my klutz
abilities and my flaws because when it comes to myself I'm a tad bit judgmental.,".

"Now for the annoying dislikes. This Mama bear absolutely hates when others
get picked on even if they're total strangers. I tend to stick up for them
and I can hold my ground in an arguement. I don't like it when people ask
me to share my food. Sure I can understand pillows, clothes, shoes, cds
and what not but my food? Seriously now guys? I hate swimming in fears of
drowning since I almost did. I also dislike sea food. It's the only type of food
I don't like. When people judge me it hurts kinda because I have self esteem
problems and all. I don't like chick flicks and they bore me to death whenever
my friends drag me to them. I'd rather stay home and stare at my phone all day,".

"Now for my interest then right? Well
I take a huge liking to boys because well... They're boys and some of them can be
really hot. I also enjoy Musicand have gotten letters from a few collages just for my
piano playing but, it'd be nice to pursue a vocalist class or something along the lines. I must
say I really enjoy writing and I even wrote a few of my own things down in a little
blue book that you'll never ever see nor hear of. I like animals and I'm thinking of taking
a few courses in them just incase I break all my fingers or lose my voice. That'd be tragic but,
expect the unexpected right? Sleep and food have to be by far the things I'm most
interested in. I mean who doesn't like food and you can never have enough sleep. Last but, not
least photographyI love this subject with a passion almost as strongly as I do sleep. I have
so many memories I have in old photos that I'm thankful for,".

"Well now why don't we talk about the subject I'm most uncomfortable about?
Well love, I was born in the United Kingdom and I lived there all my life
pretty much. I met my best friend in seventh grade when we went on a
field trip to the aquarium. Some girls were picking on me as well as a
few lads and they decided to shove me. Being the clutz I was I fell into
one of the tanks (There fore my fear of water) and started to panic. I had
really thought that no one would help me but a boy in my last period class
sure enough jumped in and pulled me out. Afterwards he was a big brother
type of figure to me and we became good friends. He'd always sit with me
at lunch and I got to know some of his friends. His name was Jorge by the
way and it's pronounced George. I hate when people mispronounce his name.
Well we continued on like this for the what seemed like the longest time
when in reality it was only three years. He'd never told me that he had cancer
so when I got a call from his mom on the first day of high school I totally
freaked out. I was there when he passed though which is all that mattered.
He had his best friend by his side in the end and when I pass that's all I can
hope for. After he did go though, I became very depressed and this resulted
to the scars on my wrist and the therapy I went through throughout high school.
I tried to do it once. You know, suicide but, I couldn't because I knew that
Jorge would have been ashamed of me for giving up.My mom tried her best
to fix me up and so did everyone else. It's worked ok-ish so far. I mean it's not
like I've been classified insane yet. Since October 6th, in junior year I haven't harmed
myself in those type of ways thanks to Jorge. It was his birthday and he deserved
to know that I was still in the game and willing to fight and so that is what
I did. My mom let me get these two tattoos back in high school and I have two others,".

"Oh you wanna know about love? Ya, I'm not the best with it. I've never been in
love really. At the moment I don't like anybody but, that's
always a subject thats due to change eventually. Seeing how this
is the case love, I do not have a boyfriend. I do however
have a tumblr and those boys are very fine. When it comes to
Ex's I've had a few but nothing serious. Well I guess it
should tell you what I look for in a guy right?He has to be
taller than me which shouldn't be much of a problem. He will
not ever never ever, take me to a chick flick. He has to have
pretty eyes because I love pretty eyes and it's a big factor in my
choices of boys. This Prince would have to have a good personality
and should be able to make me laugh easily and be there for me
when I'm down. It'd be nice if he took an interest in music as well,".

"Alright well as we talk about our looks I'll tell you a little about my figure and then
the meaning behind one of my tattoos. Well I'm pretty short
with a height of five foot four but, it's okay because I
enjoy being short and we shorties tend to be secret agents
and ninjas. Seeing how I'm so small my weight is about
92.6 pounds. Now for my brilliant tattoo. Well I got this one
because birds are so carefree. Jorge and I were always like this
whenever we were together and nothing seemed to upset us.
Another reason why I got this lovely marking is because
sometimes I wish I was a bird. They fly so close to the clouds and
who knows, maybe they can catch a glimpse of heaven if they fly
high enough,".

"I have this wicked hair. It changes color during the seasons.
During the fall and winter it turns a really dark chocolate brown
but, during the spring and summer I can almost pass off being a
blonde. I live with it though it's very bipolar in my opinion. It's
naturally wavy but I usually straighten it. Now for my eyes. My
eyes are a grayish green color and I have a darker ring
around the outside of them. They're pretty cool if I may say so
myself. When I got this tattoo I was still fighting depression so
it was just a daily reminder that I wouldn't always feel this way
and that the sun's going to rise eventually,".

"Well now for the clothes. When it comes to
shoes I'm a die hard believer of Converse, Vans, and kicks because
they're just so pretty.. I love shoes by the way. For pants I only own
skinny jeans and Shorts along with my sweat pants collection that I
adore way to much. I like bright neon colors but I also enjoy grays and whites.
I will usually be found with a tank-top and a cover up or just a regular t-shirt
. This tattoo means a lot to me and I got it when I graduated. It reminded
me that I had gotten better and that I had made it this far without Jorge
and that I could keep doing so. I still miss the little kids we used to be though,".

"Well their's nothing more except for the fact that I have
a few scars on my left wrist. This last guitar means a lot to me.
Sure there may be mixed messages and this isn't meant to be seen
wrong. It means that yes I have to accept the fact that he's gone but,
One day this will all be over and we'll see each other again. I don't
know if we'll be the same person but, I do know that I'll have my best
friend back by the end of my life time,".

[Darling, Darling]

Allison O'Connor/18/Female/Jobless}

Full name/Age/Birthday/Family
"Well hi there I guess it'd be rude not to introduce myself so let's begin.I'll take you through the basics then we'll get more personal as we go along. Buckle your seatbelt kids, it's going to be a bumpy ride. Love that song,."
Name:
"Well, My name's Allison Nicole O'Connor. nice to meet you I guess. My first name was from my dad and my middle name was picked by my big brother. Now if you really don't understand how last names work I will inform you that mine came from a long line of O'Connor's,".
Nicknames:
I have a lot of nicknames actually. Some call me cookie monster because of my love for cookies while others call me Alli or Al's. If you're lucky enough to be graced with my friendship I'll let you call me Allisaurus...Haha just kidding guys. You don't have to be blessed,".
Age:
"At the moment I'm sixteen years old. Woo hoo I get to drive! Watch out old people your health is at risk. In other words I'm a scary driver,".
Birthday:
"I was born on Jan. second you lovely Mofo's. If you live under a rock and don't know what day it is on then I was born on the the second day of the new year. If you want to be a stalker then I will inform you that I was born in the very cold and empty Great Falls Montana at 12:40 a.m. I have a good memory, don't look at me like that,".
Family:
"My family consist of my mom, step father, and big brother Benjamin. Everyone calls him Ben or Benny though. I lost my dad to cancer when I was six so it was pretty tough. My mom remarried when I was twelve but, I really don't like my so called new dad. I have a cat named Chuck Norris if he's considered family. He's a pretty cool cat though and I rescued him from a storm drain when I was 13 which makes him five now,".
Extras:
" I will inform you upon the fact of me having ADHD and ADD. This often ends with me not paying attention is school, talking a lot, yet somehow passing with A's and B's. I take medication for those two things but, when I don't you'll know from the increase in my socialaity.I don't even think thats a word,".

"Now I guess I'll tell you more about me below. It may surprise you though so take a seat and I'll bring you a bag of popcorn. Just kidding you're not touching my food ya creep...Sorry it's just...I like food ya know? Well Below you'll be seeing more of what's on the inside, a little of the outside and my deep dark past. Nah, it's not that scary and if need be I'll hold your hand...Stranger. Well onwards then and I'll stop my pointless dribble,".

The Inside/History/Looks/Love

"Well As I said before let the games begin. I'll start with my pretty personality and go to my depressing history before talking about my looks and love life then. Yup, I'm pretty straight forward right,"?
Personality:
"Everyone describes me as crazy which I take as a complement. I'm always happy and full of joy. Others say my happiness is contagious and often say that I'm a little ray of sunshine. I enjoy making others happy and if my randomness and strange habits do so then by all means its a good thing.I can usually be found singing away on a guitar or Ukelele and I enjoy making others laugh with my singing and playing skills. No, I'm not bad but, I'm very creative with the lyrics I make. I tend to stick out against the crowd and I can be found usually doing the opposite of everyone else. I absolutely love to be with my friends no matter what the occasion is unless it's depressing. I tend to stick up for others because I find bullying very hurtful and very much rude of someone to do. That's usually how I make my friends. I tend to stick up for complete strangers which sometimes may be awkward but, no one deserves to be put down or to cry over someone else's words. I have a small group of close friends but, I'm pretty popular with all the stereotypes of groups. My mommy says I'm special. I can get upset very easily and very few people know that I have a very low self esteem and I usually don't let others know when I am upset and usually bundle it up but, I do go off sometimes and when this happens you will know when it is. Well, yeah lets continue, ".
History:
"My history's sad but, I won't write a novel on it. I was born in Montana and everything was all rainbows and butterflies until my father died in Iraq. He was deployed in the military and his cancer acted up which confused the doctors. I took the loss pretty hard and I didn't talk to many of the kids at school. I made one close friend though. His name was Alex. He could always put a smile on my face and we were near unseperateable. We stayed this way all the way to high school when in our freshmen year he committed suicide. I guess there were problems at his home that he hadn't told me about and it got to a point in which he couldn't deal with it. I became pretty depressed and even cut myself a few times. I still have the scars on my left wrist. I stopped shortly though knowing he wouldn't want that for me.Oh, I got a tattoo in his memory a few months back,".
Looks:
"Well now for my looks then love. I weigh: 86 pounds which is pretty good seeing how I'm only five foot three. Yes I'm very short but it has advantages to it. I have bipolar eyes and they're hazel. It's a mixture of blue, green, and sometimes yellow. They turn silver in the winter months which I find pretty cool. My skin complexion is pretty pale and never have I ever had acne which I'm thankful for. I scar really easily though and I have a scar on my ankle from falling on the side walk....I'm very graceful right? I have a few small scars on my wrist and that's all except for the one on my side from when I donated one of my kidneys. I'm a good person...My hair color is a dark brown but it gets these insane blonde highlights in the summer.When It comes to clothing I prefer a pair of nice skinny jeans or even a pair of capri sweats. I enjoy those loose t-shirts or a cute blouse and I absolutely love tank tops. When it comes to shoes I prefer converse and vans over high heels but, I'll wear flip flops.As for body notifications, I have three.ThisIs the first tattoo I've ever gotten and it's an infinity sign. I don't know why but, I've always loved the simplicity of the design but, the how the meanings behind it are endless. This one'sfor Alex. Seeing how he's up there in the sky I found it fitting to get this tattoo seeing how it'd be weird having his face on my body. Other than that I have two earrings on each ear, ".
Love, Loving, Loved
"Well now for my tragic love life then eh? Well at the moment I don't have a crush seeing how I'm a taken lady which makes me not a single pringle but, just a pringle. I don't really like anyone seeing how I'm not a cheater nor am I a low life. At the moment I am in fact dating one of the members of One Direction but, we're keeping it low due to the fact that the fans can be very violent. I love him and all but, this long distance stuff is getting kinda hard and I might not be able to take it much longer. I really miss him though. As for ex's they were all were pretty cool and I still keep in touch with them because, that's the type of person I am. I wouldn't want to lose a guy friend over something so simple as a break up. Now for what I look for in a boy. He has to be a big cuddler because I love to snuggle often. He should have a somewhat big appetite because well, I don't want to feel like a Cow in front of him. He has to enjoy music or it won't work,".

Likes/Dislikes/
Fears/Memories
"I guess we can't skip the likes or dislikes but, I really would like to share some important memories with you. I've been through a lot so in turn I have a few important ones I can tell you. I guess we can star with the likes and dislikes first though,".
Likes:
"Well my likes are a bit random so it'll be like twenty one questions. I like food quiet a lot and will resort to biting others when asked to share. I enjoy carousels and carnivals. I like to play instruments such as the Ukelele and the guitar. I love to sing but, almost no one has heard me before. I tend to watch random cartoons. I love Adventure time. I love to swim. I ride horses and have a collection of trophy's from when I used to compete. I like the color blue and yellow. I love to listen to music as well as write my own songs. I can write my own sheet music and I enjoy doing so. I love skinny jeans. I love it when others are happy. I enjoy a good game of foot ball. I enjoy playing sports but, not competitively. I enjoy dancing though I'm not very good at it. I rock at being a klutz which is cool. I love my laptop with a passion. I love the invention of skype,".
Dislikes:
"I don't have as many dislikes so instead of twenty one questions it will be just ten questions. I don't like bullies. I hate sea food with a passion. I dislike failure and it doesn't matter what it is I fail. I hate distance when it comes to realationships. I don't like loosing people. I dislike running away from problems. I hate rude people. I hate being judged. I dislike heights. I don't like when I fight with others,".
Fears:
"I have a slight fear of heights but, a lot of people do so it's nothing out of the ordinary. Clowns also scare me which is funny seeing how I love circuses and carnivals. It sucks on Hallloween when all you see are clowns. I have a fear of losing people though if that counts as a legitimate fear. I also have Atychiphobia. Look it up,".
Oh Memories:
"The memory that means the most would have to be a few simple words. My dad used to tell me when ever I was sad or crying to keep my chin up because I was beautiful. His exact words would have always been, "Chin up, sweetie you're beautiful,". In fact, he said this to me in the airport which was the last time I saw him. He had been deployed before and each time this happened I bawled my eyes out and every time he'd say this.When ever a friend of mine is sad or not feeling well I use his words and they always seem to do the job. Another memory I'm fond of is when I met Alex. It was the first day of second grade and my mom also being in the military had a recall so she didn't have time to make me lunch and my brother just forgot. When lunch came I sat all alone with nothing to eat and to be honest I felt miserable. Alex came over and shared his chicken sandwich with me and that's how we became friends.I also remember going to prom with Alex because, I hadn't gotten a date due to my jerk of an ex. Alex bailed on his date to take me with him and for that I was forever thankful. Guess who won prom queen and king...Us,".

[Darling, Darling]

So take one word you said
You put it in your bed,You rest your tiny head on your pillow
You wonder where you're going next,You got your head pushed to my chest
and now you're hoping that someone let's you in,Well I sure'll let you in
You know I'll let you in,Oh kelsey, you
So don't let anyone scare you,You know that i'll protect you
Always through the thick and thin,Until the end
You better watch it,You know you don't cross it because
I'm always here for you,and i'll be here for you
(i know x3) i know how it feels believe me
i've been there and,(i know x3) i know what it feels like
tell me kelsey,And* i'd swim the ocean for you
the ocean for you,whoa, oh kelsey
and* i'd swim the ocean for you,the ocean for you
whoa, oh kelsey,you don't
Now it's going to get harder,and it's going to burn brighter
and it's going to feel tougher each and every day
so let me say that i love you,you're all i've ever wanted
all i've ever dreamed of to come,and yes you did come
i want you so bad,can you feel it too?
you know i'm so, i'm so in love with you
i want you so much,i need you so much
i need your, i need your, your touch
and* i'd swim the ocean for you
the ocean for you,whoa, oh kelseyx4
and you never ever let me in (let me in*)x4

~>Kelsey Jo O'Connor<~
Name~Age~Family
"Why hello there I guess it's mandatory of me to introduce myself so here I go. It'll be the basics due to the fact that I don't need a stalker in my life at the moment. Sorry if you were getting your hopes up or anything like that,".
~Name & Nicknames~
"My full name is Kelsey Jo O'Connor. I was named after my grandma who passed away from cancer and I miss her dearly. I got my middle name from my big brother which I find funny because he wanted me to be a girl. If you don't know how last names work then I will inform you that I come from a long line of O'Connors. As far as Nicknames go I get called Kels,Kelli, or sometimes Jo. If I like you and we're friends I'll let you call me Jojo Or even Mojojojo,".
~Age & Birthday~
"The world was blessed with this bundle of joy on January the 15th. At the moment I am currently eighteen and enjoying being able to live on my own without my parents nagging me. If you want to be exact I was born in the small town of Great Falls Montana,".
~Family & Pets~
"My family consist of my mother Jessica, my dad Alan, and my big brother Matthew. Now as far as pets go I have two horses by the names of Sugar cube and Buttercup,".
Personality~Ups & Downs~ History
~Personality~
"Well....many people describe me as being a sweet heart. I'm often told that I'm very polite and almost always happy. People label me as being very nice which I think is a good thing right? I enjoy having a good time and I enjoy being with others and having fun. I've been told that I'm pretty extraordinary which is pretty strange seeing how I have so many flaws. I love making others smile and happy and I often go out of my way to see to it that if someone is upset that they cheer up as soon as possible. I hate making others sad so in turn I never have gotten into a verbal or physical fight. What most people don't know is that I'm very fragile and I take criticism very seriously. I have been known to break down at random times but, the good thing about being a silent cryer is that you don't draw a lot of attention to yourself. I hate it when I cry because people tend to ask many questions which is probably the only bad part of being nice. Everyone becomes very motherly to you but, I deal. When ever I do get upset though I can be found in the stables with my horses just chilling. I am somewhat shy when it comes to new people but, I have my ways. If I ever see someone being ridiculed or picked on I'm usually the first person to say something or stand up for them. I hate it because nobody deserves to feel lower than they really are. Everyone is perfect in some way but, you just need to find out which was is yours. I usually make friends by standing up for total strangers but, at least I know that they will be real friends in the end,".
~Ups & Downs~
"Well I'll start with twenty ups which are things I like, and twenty downs which are things I dislike. I love to ride my horses and do it in my free time. I enjoy doing gymnastics and I even did competitive cheerleading in high school until you know I got to old. I enjoy playing the ukulele and have two. I love food with a passion. I enjoy swimming and go as often as I can. I love giving advice. Cotton candy is amazing. I enjoy going to the movies. I love Disney with a passion. I absolutely love children and hope to have a family one day. I love walking and I run in the mornings. I enjoy sunrises and sunsets because they're very beautiful. I like photography as well as anything artistic. I enjoy laser tag strangly as well as bouncy castlesI enjoy nature as well.Now things I dislike are very random so be warned. I dislike Sea food as well as the hamburger helper. I hate heights and have a small fear of them. I don't like it when people fight or even when they say mean words. I dislike when people are being bullied or ridiculed for what they do or their beliefs. I hate being judged. I don't like llamas nor do I like spiders. I have a strange fear of monkeys. I don't like being lonely nor do I like being ignored. I hate two-faced people as well as being annoyed. I don't like it when I'm sad or upset either. I don't like failure and I hate when I mess up. I don't like it when others lie, ".
~History~
"My history's kinda boring I guess. I grew up in a small town in Montana. It was there that I got my first rescue pony sugar cube. I guess he was being starved and no one was taking care of him. I lived there until I turned fifteen. After my dad got orders to England away we went. I had it pretty good and made many friends. Well I had this guy who I was really close to best friend wise and we stayed close until I was seventeen. I lost him to suicide. It really hurt and affected me. I even had to go to therapy for half a year. It was pretty harsh on my health and I resorted to self inflicted harm on my body. I stopped cutting though because I knew that he'd be disappointed of me. I wrote a song about him in my notebook. I write a lot in my notebooks though. Whenever I'm upset you can find me in one of his t-shirts and curled up in bed. I truly miss him a lot and he was there for a big part of my life. Well, I finished high school and at the moment I have plenty of scholarships but, I don't really know where I'm going to go. Just recently I moved out of home and into my own apartment as well as my second horse. She's very sweet,[size0"[/size].
Looks~ Talents
~Looks A.K.A. Full Description~
"Well I guess this portion will be a bit random and everywhere so take a seat and take notes. I'm pretty petite only being five foot three and all. With the shortness comes my lightness. I weigh around eighty pounds and I will inform you that I am no where near anorexic or whatever those girls do. As for my eyes are very bipolar being multiple colors consisting of greens, browns, golds, and even yellow. I got to love them though because they're very unique.My hair's pretty boring and I am proud to say I'm a smart brunette. It gets lighter in the summer though and I get these wicked highlights. I usually straighten my hair but, if I'm feeling lazy or just don't care, I'll let them stay curly. If this confuses you then, my hair is naturally curly. When it comes to clothing I prefer a pair of flip flops or converse over high heels but, I do own a few pairs of heels.I have a few dresses and I'm described as a girly girl so that basically sums up a lot of things".
~Talents~
"I'm not a very talented person but, I have a few pluses that I'm proud of. I'm well known around here for my Ukulele playing in venues and I even sing though I don't really consider that a talent. Anyone can Itune their voice. I have been riding horses for over seven years now and I've gone to the pre olympics for it twice as well as the Olympics once. I did gymnastics for most of my life and I got scholarships to schools for my abilities in the field but, at the moment I'm somewhat confused.I'm also a wiz when it comes to photography and it's one of my favorite non active hobbies,".
Love~ Loving~ Loved
~Love~
"At the moment I don't really know what love means or feels like. All I do know though is that I've never felt it before. I've been told that it doesn't matter the gender or age and that when you feel it you know it. I've been told also that when you feel the fireworks it's real. Out of the many boys I've met I've never felt those sparks though. I won't give up though and I'll try my best to find out the reality of this feeling,".
~Loving~
"At the moment there is in fact no special boy in my life. In fact the closest thing I've had to a steady relationship was three months but, I wound up getting cheated on. What can I say though? It's not like I could hit even if I tried to because its just not something I would do. I'm open to suggestions though,".
~Loved~
"I've never felt this before but, I won't give up on any hopes or dreams,".

[Darling, Darling]

It's not the past that shapes who you are today but, the decision upon which memories you chose to do so. When this occurs you become your own person and this is truly perfection in all ways~Caitlyn Evelyn Patterson

"I guess I should explain to you my Do re mi fa sol la ti then. For each of the the notes I'll tell you a little bit about myself and from there we'll continue. I will inform you that this may be long and boring but, you must endure because I know that I would do the same even though I might blank out at some points.
Let the craziness known as me begin,".

~>Do Re<~
~>Name~>Age~>Gender~>Family~>

Name~" I will inform you that like every other human on earth I have a name to let the government and people around me know who I am. To start start off my full name is Caitlyn Evelyn Patterson (Pronounced~> Katelin Evlin Paterson). I enherrited this rhyming name from my two lovely parents. My first name was given to me by my grandmother who later on died of cancer. I really do miss Grandma Cat but, I feel very honored that such a brave woman's name was given to me. You see when my grandmum was younger she enrolled into the army as a nurse and helped many people in her days and was even awarded medals. I kind of feel like I should do something brilliant with my life to make her name as well as mine be known. I just don't wanted to be remembered by the few people walking around a small cemetary. That'd be rather depressing. I got my middle name after a pet bunny as I'm told which is somewhat humiliating to me. I guess when my mom was younger she had a pet bunny by the name of Evelyn and since then all that pets she had were named evelyn no matter the gender. Which got me to thinking. Did she just call me one of her pets? As for my last name I'm very proud to say that I got it from retired first general Frank E. Patterson. My great grandaddy and not so ancient grandaddy were both in the army and served their contries well. Speaking of military I just realized my whole family is a military one....Oh god the expectations.

Nicknames~ I have many nicknames and most are quiet ordinary. For example I often get called Cat which I don't mind, but I don't like the sound of it. I would rather it be pronounced Kate but spelled Cat. I'm mostly called Evelyn which is my middle name instead of my first name, but what ever floats your boat is quiet alright. I often get called a gremlin seeing how whenever I eat at night I get really hyper. Same goes when I drink coffee.

Age~As of a few weeks ago I am now very much legal. As you may know, this makes me eighteen. I must say that I'm enjoying my freedom and the first thing I did after graduation was move out of the house and into my own flat. My birthday is on the fourth of July which I find quiet funny seeing how I'm australian and British. Strangely however I'm a bit Indian as well. Well, if you want to be exact I was born at around 6:49 P.M. in Saint Chritine's Hospital.As far as birthday parties go I've had a wicked party in the UK if you know what I mean. Just kidding...I got a pinata and I celebrated it with my really good friends. Best party ever right?

Gender~The fact that I have to explain this portion is a bit offensive to me unless you were blind or mentally unstable as I like to call it. I'm not that flat chested am I? Well if my womanly parts don't give it away then I will inform you that I'm a little chikadee. I am 100% female and I always have and always will love. As long as we're on this topic I will also inform you that I like guys. Never have I ever liked a girl before. I am without a doubt as straight as that stick. No, not that bent and broken one the very, very straight one. I have no problems with people who like others of the same gender though.


Family~Well, my family consist of my mom, dad, and two dogs by the names of Cooper and Shelby. I have two horses by the names of Ajax and Denver.
My mom's name is Sharen Cee Patterson but, her maiden name is Brooks. I guess she met my father in a coffee shop which I find funny seeing how I'm a coffee addict. Maybe that's why I'm so short. Well, anyways She was twenty three when she had me which makes her...forty one. Wow mum's getting old. Everyone says I have her face and I find this as a compliment seeing how my mom is rather beautiful for a woman of her age. However with the looks also came the shortness.
My father's name is Derrick Aj Patterson and well his last name never changed. Out of all the things I could get from him I got my crazy wicked curls and Hyperness. I find this okay though because without my ADHD I probably would be all dull and boring and well, that's just not me I guess. Dad makes me take medicine to keep me somewhat calm though however. I do have his blue eyes though and I must admit that in my opinion that's the only pretty thing about me.
Now for my babies Shelby and Cooper. Cooper is a seventy pound akita and he may look like a scary dog, but he's literally just a huge teddy bear. Cooper is the one always following me around the house and whenever I'm crying he's the first to notice. Shelby is my ninety five pound Bernese mountain dog. She's a total sweety, but she doesn't realize that she's not a lap dog. She often lays on my lap whenever I'm lounging on the couch or over my feet when I'm in bed seeing how Cooper is my snuggle buddy. She's a bit of a air head but I love her to death. I usually can be found in my room with the two when I'm upset just snuggling and trying to sleep because sleep usually fixes everything and the more the merrier. Cooper will agree on this seeing how he's six and Shelby on the other hand being a big ball of energy is only just turning one which means she's still growing.
Ajax is my two year old mare who is a purebred Arabian. I was seven when I got my first horse which just so happened to be her mother. After a eight years she passed away from a leg injury. Before this occurred though was the birth of my lovely Ajax. Everyone calls her Aj for short though and I must say she has a very big personality like her mum. She specializes in dressage and I'm training her to take jumps.
Denver is my little ball of sunshine. He's a five year old thoroughbred stallion that I got when I was 16. This means I've had him for two years. Denver was a rescue pony and I guess the story is that someone wasn't caring for him and being stupid they lit off a firework in his left ear leaving him deaf in that ear. I love him though and he always knows how to cheer me up whenever I'm upset.


~>Mi Fa<~
Personality~ Likes & DIslikes~

Personality~
Fun~Funny
Everyone describes me as being the jokester which is somewhat the case. As said before I have a hyper background which calls for a hyper personality. I'm almost always talking about something or just doing something that I find interesting. If I like talking to you I will let you know. My friends often say I'm the life of the party and I mist admit that with my awkwardness and ADHD I am a very funny person. I should be in a comedy if collage doesn't work. I've been told that I'm very cool by many people and I think of that as a very good thing. I take pride in my shiny personality.I think it is something that helps describe who you are.
Loving~Blunt
Everyone calls me Mama bear which I find funny. I guess you could say I have some motherly instinct, but seriously? Mama bear? Well, lets just say that I dislike when others get picked on and it frustrates me to know end. You might not even know what this person goes through that you're picking on. In fact, you could be the reason that the kid shows up in the front page of the newspaper. Before you decide to ridicule and pick on others you should stand in front of a mirror and look at that monster of a face you have. No need to not be blunt about this topic. No one deserves to be hurt in my eyes unless they have done something truly unforgivable.
Fragile~Polite
What not many people know is that I'm very fragile. I guess that over the years I've mastered the art of bottling my feelings so it would be near impossible for you to actually see any bad feelings, but they do exist and sometimes the bottle just so happens to be knocked over and begins to overflow. When this occurs I tend to become a sobbing mess and I often resort to food and my bed as comfort. When in this stage I can easily snap and if I do so I am deeply sorry and I often don't mean it. After I've calmed down I will eventually apologize because not doing so would be rude and I'm not very rude unless need be.

Likes & Dislikes~
I will inform you that my likes will be everywhere and anywhere so watch out for this random attack. I love food and whenever I'm bored or anytime really, I'll be found eating food. I'm a very unhealthy eater once you get to know me. I enjoy anything water related and I have a few surfing trophy's, but no need to brag. I used to ride horses competitively until my old mare had to be put down from an injury. I haven't ridden since. I enjoy dancing and I have even been excepted to numerous dancing programs in different collages, but I don't know exactly what I want to be or do at the moment. My very first love would have to be music. When I was seven I learned how to play the piano and I've been playing ever since. When I was thirteen I self taught myself to play the Ukulele and guitar though the Ukulele has always been my favorite out of the two. I love carnivals and circuses and I always get that feeling of happiness when I'm there. I enjoy taking walks by the park as well as just lying down and thing. I don't have many dislikes, but I guess it's mandatory to give you tips on how to not make me want to punch you in the face. I will inform you that I don't like to work out to hard due to the fact that I have allergies. I do work out though because, I need to stay in shape and what not. I don't like sea food and I just can't stand shrimp. I hate being rejected weather it's from a friend or friends or in a job interview or dance class. I hate it when I fail and I will do almost anything to help myself improve in all ways possible. I don't like losing people and I've lost quiet a lot of friends and family members already. I hate when others are ridiculed or bullied and I will go out of my way to make the person feel like a monster.


~>La Sol<~
History~ Health

History~Never had I ever liked the subject history, but it's mandatory I guess. I will inform you that I had a normal child hood in Australia and had all straight A's and whatnot up to middle school. In middle school I not only moved to the UK but also met one of my best friends by the name of Zayn. He was a very cute boy and could always get me to laugh. I was almost always with him and him being an eighth grader made him an almost big brother like figure. After a while though and a few years allowing him to get taller than me I realized I somewhat had feelings for him. We didn't go anywhere though because I was always afraid that I'd ruin something and our relationship would be forever ruined. When we both were sixteen I managed to convince him to join the X'Factors. It was after that that we totally lost all contact with each other. In the first year my Mare passed away and I was pretty hurt. Not having any other close friends there at the time was pretty harsh and that's when I learned how to cope and keep my emotions under check.In the same year my parents got me Denver in hopes to help my mood and socialization skills. It worked pretty well and both school and the stables kept me from thinking of Zayn much. Just recently I graduated and in honor of that I got a tattoo of an infinity sign on my ring finger. I'm now just waiting for something exciting to happen.

Health~ As far as health goes I'm a pretty healthy person. I weigh around eighty seven pounds which is good considering I'm only five foot three. The only bad or medical problems I have is Adhd which isn't very serious or life or death. I do however have serious asthma problems.I was diagnosed with it in kindergarten when I had to be taken to a hospital. It get's pretty hard to breathe and I've gone to the hospital seven times for it. I don't really like inhalers, but it's either that or be hooked up to a machine. I have a somewhat weak immune system so I get sick very easily which sucks a lot whenever I want to do something. I have no diseases that I know of and I'm a pretty healthy kid if I may say so myself.


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Looks~Love~

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Well even though you shouldn't judge others by the outside I will go over this part. In a full overview I've been told that I have a dancer's body which is good seeing how I am in fact a dancer. I have been told that I have my mothers face and shocking blue eyes, but that seems to modest. Lets just go and be factual. As far as weight goes I am a total of eighty seven pounds.With this weight comes the great shortness of being five foot five. When it comes to my lovely locks of hair I will inform you that I am a smart brunette. My hair's naturally a cascade of wavy hair, but I often straighten it or just throw it up in a bun. During the spring and summer the more sun I get the lighter my natural highlights become. When it comes to my eyes they're the only pretty thing about me I could say. They're this really light blue with a darker ring on the outside and matching specks throughout the inside. The middle is a very light grayish blue color. My skin tone would have to be an okayish one seeing how I have a small tan. I am very white though and during the winter seasons I can seem very pale. While we're on the topic of skin I will inform you that I have a scar on my left hip from the time I donated my kidney. I'd never been a drinker so it's not like I wouldn't get the hung over or drunk feeling from one or two drinks. When it comes to clothing I prefer to say I'm somewhat girly though I just prefer a shirt and skinny jeans. In fact, I only own skinny jeans, sweats, and shorts when it comes to bottoms. My closest is very full at the moment of all types of tops though my favorite color is blue and yellow. I have a few pairs of heels but, I prefer vans, converse, and the occasional ugs and slides. I'm usually seen with my old varsity jacket that I got from Zayn. For modifications I only have a few. I have only two tattoos, but they're prettycool. Along with that I have two earrings on each ear and a belly button piercing.

Love~Well this is a fun talk no? Well at the moment I'm not crushing on anybody due to the fact that I just moved into my own place and things are kind of hectic. I am however very much open to dating. Seeing how I am this makes me a single mofo. I haven't dated anyone since Alex back in tenth grade but, it's all good. As far as ex's come I've had many if you count the open relationships I've had. No I still have my V card, but I've held hands and kissed a few guys as favors to make other girly's jealous. I've never been in anything to serious. Now what I look for in a guy is someone very sweet and polite. I can understand a few cuss words hear and there, but they can't swear like a sailor. He needs to have a nice laugh and pretty eyes because that's always what I look for in a boy first. It would be nice if he were into music as well. I hope he's open to trying new things because I try to do so each and every day. I'd like it if he were taller than me which isn't really that hard to pass on that one seeing how I'm so short. It'd be good if he had nice hair as well as a good smile. Personality wise I hope he's ready to stick up for me and listen to my problems.

[Darling, Darling]

Seventeen years by her side
Broke the same bread
Wore the same clothes and we said
We're sisters with nothing between
If one of us fall
The other will soon be following
Both of you fell the same day
You don't know why
One of you never woke up
And you laid your body down on the floor
You're desperate to hear her footsteps again
But this house is on fire, we need to go
Oh, you don't have to go it alone, go it alone
Run for your life, my love
Run and you don't give up
It's all that you are
All that you want
I will be close behind
Run for your life
She had a fire inside
And that terrified you
You swore that you'd never lose your control
Baby, let yourself go
'cause part of you hides
And I know the hunger inside of you's strong
You can only hold back the river so long
Oh, you don't have to go it alone
Oh, you don't have to go it alone, go it alone
Run for your life, my love
Run and you don't give up
All that you are
All that you want
Run for your life right now
And if you don't know how
I'll come back with you and take all that's true
And leave all that's burned behind
Run for your life
Oh, you don't have to go it alone
Go it alone, go it alone,
Run for your life, my love
Run and you don't give up
All that you are
All that you want
Run for your life right now
And if you don't know how
I'll come back with you and take all that's true
Leave all that's burned behind
So run for your life
Run for your life

Name~>I will inform you that like everybody else I have a name. My full name is Alexis Harley Monroe. My first name I got was from my mom and she named me after her mother which would be my grandmum. I love the name Alexis and I'm just happy that it's somewhat normal. It has expectations to it though because my grandmum was a very famous lawyer and is known world wide for her cases that she's won. I got my middle name from my big brother Benjamin who at the time was obssessed with his little hot wheel motorcycles. As for my last name it comes from a long line of Monroe's.

Nicknames~>~ There are many nicknames for Alexis because it's so common so I'll share my few with you. When I was little everyone got into the habit of calling me Lexi so that's usually the name I go by unless I'm in trouble or having a run in with the law... or school too. Some of my friends call me Alex, but it kinda annoys me ya know? I get called Lexi Loo sometimes whenever the moods all happy and what not, but I generally like this nickname. My sister used to call me Lex though and I hate it when anyone calls me that and it just brings me down a lot so please don't even try.

Age~> As of January second I am eighteen years of age. If you want to really get down to the basics then I will inform you that I was born in California Los Angeles A.K.A. the city of angels at 12:40 in the morning. I can honestly say that I enjoy living on my own in a flat, but I had made plans to live with a room mate. Plans change though right?
Gender~> I think it's very offensive that you can't tell what my gender is. Whether you're deaf or just stupid I will inform you that I am without a doubt a female. This means that when the doctors delivered me I was a little girl and when I started school I was a little girl and when I got to high school, well I'm very short so I was also a little girl.

Family~>Like most people I do have a family. First of all I have two parents by the names of Anna Lee Monroe and Jacob Peter Monroe. They're very lovely people and they are the most important people in my life right now and probably ever. My mom was twenty three when she had me so now that I'm eighteen that makes her forty one. My dad was twenty seven and that makes him now forty five. I've been told before that I got my mom's face and hair and my dads nose and eyes, but it's kind of confusing since I have a twin sister. Her name was Emilia Rose Monroe but we all called her Emmy. She looked exactly like me and was my very best friend. I couldn't have asked for a better sister than her. She and I were always together no matter what. Back in high school if one of us didn't have a class together we'd demand a schedule change. We were pretty close and I miss her a lot. I have an older brother named Benjamin Dee Monroe and he's now twenty four. I lives in Canada though.

Personality~>
Funny///Kind
Everyone I know says I'm a very funny gal. Back in high school I was listed as class clown and prom queen as well which I'm proud of. I'm a bit Adhd which explains my random outburst, but those outburst are usually either awkward,random, or plain funny. I'm usually the person to go to when you're feeling down and you need someone to make you feel better though I don't do very well in certain situations. I'm what you call the life of the party and I enjoy making others happy in anyway I can even if it means I don't benefit from what I do in the process it's ok. I'm often the first person to take to the new guy/gal because I know what it's like to be new and it's always nice to have a kind person there to make things better.
Different///Fragile
I tend to try to walk the opposite direction of the crowd which means I like to be different. God made each of us separately so we could express ourselves in a certain way and this is exactly what I'm doing. I was pretty popular around school because, I was me and I stuck up for what I did and believed in. Sure I could have acted fake and still keep my spot on the top-ish but, it's not fun being someone you're not. What most people don't know is that I take things personally. I used to get picked on and it made me fragile. Though I've mastered the 'bottle your feelings up,' act when I'm alone I can become very depressed very easily. I also don't take judgment/criticism very well.
Motherly///Blunt
I have been know to be motherly to my friends which includes sticking up for them and supporting their decisions. By doing so I have been labeled Mama Bear by my friends. Just that name when said lets me know that someone needs to talk to me about something important and I usually drop everything I'm doing to go see what's wrong. I can be very blunt when it comes to my opinion but, don't mistake that as me being judgmental. It's just the type of person I am and I apologize if I hurt others feelings.
Rude///Apologetic
Whenever I'm hurt or even the least bit upset I tend to come off as rude or naggy (being nice you know the real word). I will often say very hurtful things that may not be true and I become a whole other person. I can be found alone or listening to music when I'm feeing this way because, I'd rather distance myself from others than hurt them. After I calm down I almost always apologize right away and if I don't it means I'm dealing with bigger issues before getting to you. I'm very apologetic anyways and I often apologize on a daily basis.

Likes~> I Have many likes and they will be random so I shall create a small short story and highlight the things I like to do. Be prepared for my randomness.
One upon a time in a far away land lived a girl by the ocean. She was a very cool kind and could always be found skating around the town and chilling like a villain. One day she was play the guitar when a string suddenly broke. Very sad the girl went driving until she found a park and sat on the swings thinking about what had just happened. The one of her many friends majestically showed up baring the gal a plate of food. Not just any food, but the one and only blue cotton candy. They both went dancing around a tree like total retards and soon grew dizzy and laid down in the grass. The night sky was full of stars and soon they both drift into a peaceful slumber. The end.

Dislikes~> I shall also make a dislikes story.
Once upon a time in a far far away land a girl stayed inside being lonely while watching the neighborhood children run and play. The girl never left her house because whenever she did she was always losing someone. She didn't like it when others got picked on so she would make distractions and let the bully ridicule her instead. She sat in her room all day perfecting herself because, she hated failure. Whenever someone asked if she wanted to go to the beach she refused because she didn't like sea food because, fish are friends and not food.

History~>This part's going to be particularly long due to the part that I don't really know.Here's the overview: When I was about four we moved from California to the UK with the rest of my family. We lived there up until now. A little under a year ago I lost my sister to cancer and now I live on my own. Now to be descriptive:
When Emilia and I were both four we moved to the UK and our parents bought a house in a small neighborhood. It was a really lovely place really and we both made friends quickly. Us being American we stood out a lot, but it was never a bad thing. Emilia and I were always together and we even got to share the biggest room together. If one of us got in trouble we both did because, it wouldn't be fair to see the other one punished due to the fact that we were practically the same person.
When school started Emilia and I made even more friends which was good because we didn't want to be loners. Back then I was really shy so I often got picked on by people, but Emilia always fended them off for me and for that I'm enternally grateful. We went through Elementary school without many problems and I didn't get bullied as much as in the beginning. In the summer before middle school is when we both got a strange fascination with boys. It was rather funny though because we went from 'ew cooties,' to 'Oh look at his eyes Emmy isn't he just dashing,'. Yes by middle school we both got the accents. It's really hard not to after a while.
Middle school was amazing and so was the changes that came with it. We both become pretty popular and were consisdered part of the in crowd. I was on the outer part of it though as well as Emmy because, we hated when others got picked on and when our friends were in the role of the bully we made sure to correct them. We were often judged for doing so, but it didn't affect anyone physically so it was all good. We were both A's and B's students and I had to study and work really hard for it while Emmy just had too scribble a few things down. For a while I was a bit jealous of that, but it soon wore off in less than a week. I miss middle school in all honest and would probably do anything to get those days back.
Highschool came and so did the drama. It's a good thing we were never part of it though and if we did hear something we didn't spread our oppinions. Instead we tried our best to make our last few years of school good and it was. I really was. I really regret nobody telling me about the cancer though. When Emilia was thirteen she was diagnosed with stage three cancer and I guess it got worse since then. Mum and dad said that she didn't want me to worry, but on homecoming night on the way home her lungs failed and she kept complaining about being sleepy. I regret not listening to her. It really hit me hard and I practically cut everyone out even family. I was a sobbing mess and even at the mention of food I'd burst out in tears. I stayed like this for about half the year and the friends I still had were there for me. It was different though not having my other half with me and it still is. I miss Emilia greatly and if I could have gone instead of her I would have because, she was meant for great things not me.

Memories~> I have a few important memories. My favorite of them all has to be the trips we went on. Emilia and I used to travel the world on the summers. I miss those days.
Another recent one is getting hired as wardrobe artist for One Direction. The boss says no relationships which is cool, but it's very nice to just look at them. I mean, who wouldn't enjoy this job.

Crush~>At the moment this is nonexistent so I'm just putting it out there that no one has specifically caught my eye. If I like you I'll let you know though.
Boyfriend~> I will announce that I'm a very single pringle and I would like that to change, but I don't want to rush anything because rushing through things causes mistakes and I do not want to make any of those.
Ex's~> I've had plenty of ex's and I'm glad to say none of the break ups were to serious and we were able to stay friends almost 100% of the time.
What to look for~>If I like you you're most likely a very extraordinary guy. You must have very pretty eyes because, that's what I look for first. You should have a personality somewhat like mine so we don't clash and it'd be nice if you could sing or play an instrument. If ya want to be my lover- nah just kidding. You should be preferably taller than me and it'd be nice if you had a somewhat good appetite so I don't look like a cow in public.

Talents~> I'm not a very talented person, but I'm pretty good at a few things. For a girl I'm very good at skateboarding and I even keep up with the lads whenever I go skating with friends. I'm also pretty talented music wise when it comes to instruments and singing though nobodies heard me sing before. I have a good eye when it comes to photography and I absolutely love to do anything art related.

Looks~> Well I guess I'll just give you an overview than. I'm a very short gal with a height of five foot three. With this shortness comes the weight of eighty seven pounds and no I'm not anorexic. I'm just really small. I'm proud to say I'm a smart brunette, but during the summer months my natural highlights get brighter making me look like a somewhat dirty blonde. My eyes are a hazel mix of brown and green and they have to be the only pretty thing about me in my opinion. When it comes to a complexion mines pretty nice though I don't tan nor burn so I'm just this pale color. When it comes to clothing I'm very girly and will basically wear anything. On lazy days I wear my sweats and tank top, but that's about it on those days.

[Darling, Darling]

Name~I will inform you that like everybody else I have a name. My full name is Alexis Harley Monroe. My first name I got was from my mom and she named me after her mother which would be my grandmum. I love the name Alexis and I'm just happy that it's somewhat normal. It has expectations to it though because my grandmum was a very famous lawyer and is known world wide for her cases that she's won. I got my middle name from my big brother Benjamin who at the time was obssessed with his little hot wheel motorcycles. As for my last name it comes from a long line of Monroe's.
Nicknames~ There are many nicknames for Alexis because it's so common so I'll share my few with you. When I was little everyone got into the habit of calling me Lexi so that's usually the name I go by unless I'm in trouble or having a run in with the law... or school too. Some of my friends call me Alex, but it kinda annoys me ya know? I get called Lexi Loo sometimes whenever the moods all happy and what not, but I generally like this nickname. My sister used to call me Lex though and I hate it when anyone calls me that and it just brings me down a lot so please don't even try.

Age~ As of January second I am eighteen years of age. If you want to really get down to the basics then I will inform you that I was born in California Los Angeles A.K.A. the city of angels at 12:40 in the morning. I can honestly say that I enjoy living on my own in a flat, but I had made plans to live with a room mate. Plans change though right?
Gender~ I think it's very offensive that you can't tell what my gender is. Whether you're deaf or just stupid I will inform you that I am without a doubt a female. This means that when the doctors delivered me I was a little girl and when I started school I was a little girl and when I got to high school, well I'm very short so I was also a little girl.

Family~ Like most people I do have a family. First of all I have two parents by the names of Anna Lee Monroe and Jacob Peter Monroe. They're very lovely people and they are the most important people in my life right now and probably ever. My mom was twenty three when she had me so now that I'm eighteen that makes her forty one. My dad was twenty seven and that makes him now forty five. I've been told before that I got my mom's face and hair and my dads nose and eyes, but it's kind of confusing since I have a twin sister. Her name was Emilia Rose Monroe but we all called her Emmy. She looked exactly like me and was my very best friend. I couldn't have asked for a better sister than her. She and I were always together no matter what. Back in high school if one of us didn't have a class together we'd demand a schedule change. We were pretty close and I miss her a lot. I have an older brother named Benjamin Dee Monroe and he's now twenty four. He lives in Canada though. I have two puppies by the name of Teddybear(Mini poodle looking) and Dj (The huskey)

Personality~
Funny///Kind
Everyone I know says I'm a very funny gal. Back in high school I was listed as class clown and prom queen as well which I'm proud of. I'm a bit Adhd which explains my random outburst, but those outburst are usually either awkward,random, or plain funny. I'm usually the person to go to when you're feeling down and you need someone to make you feel better though I don't do very well in certain situations. I'm what you call the life of the party and I enjoy making others happy in anyway I can even if it means I don't benefit from what I do in the process it's ok. I'm often the first person to take to the new guy/gal because I know what it's like to be new and it's always nice to have a kind person there to make things better.
Different///Fragile
I tend to try to walk the opposite direction of the crowd which means I like to be different. God made each of us separately so we could express ourselves in a certain way and this is exactly what I'm doing. I was pretty popular around school because, I was me and I stuck up for what I did and believed in. Sure I could have acted fake and still keep my spot on the top-ish but, it's not fun being someone you're not. What most people don't know is that I take things personally. I used to get picked on and it made me fragile. Though I've mastered the 'bottle your feelings up,' act when I'm alone I can become very depressed very easily. I also don't take judgment/criticism very well.
Motherly///Blunt
I have been know to be motherly to my friends which includes sticking up for them and supporting their decisions. By doing so I have been labeled Mama Bear by my friends. Just that name when said lets me know that someone needs to talk to me about something important and I usually drop everything I'm doing to go see what's wrong. I can be very blunt when it comes to my opinion but, don't mistake that as me being judgmental. It's just the type of person I am and I apologize if I hurt others feelings.
Rude///Apologetic
Whenever I'm hurt or even the least bit upset I tend to come off as rude or naggy (being nice you know the real word). I will often say very hurtful things that may not be true and I become a whole other person. I can be found alone or listening to music when I'm feeing this way because, I'd rather distance myself from others than hurt them. After I calm down I almost always apologize right away and if I don't it means I'm dealing with bigger issues before getting to you. I'm very apologetic anyways and I often apologize on a daily basis.

Likes~ I Have many likes and they will be random so I shall create a small short story and highlight the things I like to do. Be prepared for my randomness.
One upon a time in a far away land lived a girl by the ocean. She was a very cool kind and could always be found skating around the town and chilling like a villain. One day she was play the guitar when a string suddenly broke. Very sad the girl went driving until she found a park and sat on the swings thinking about what had just happened. The one of her many friends majestically showed up baring the gal a plate of food. Not just any food, but the one and only blue cotton candy. They both went dancing around a tree like total retards and soon grew dizzy and laid down in the grass. The night sky was full of stars and soon they both drift into a peaceful slumber. The end.
Dislikes~ I shall also make a dislikes story.
Once upon a time in a far far away land a girl stayed inside being lonely while watching the neighborhood children run and play. The girl never left her house because whenever she did she was always losing someone. She didn't like it when others got picked on so she would make distractions and let the bully ridicule her instead. She sat in her room all day perfecting herself because, she hated failure. Whenever someone asked if she wanted to go to the beach she refused because she didn't like sea food because, fish are friends and not food.

History~This part's going to be particularly long due to the part that I don't really know.Here's the overview: When I was about four we moved from California to the UK with the rest of my family. We lived there up until now. A little under a year ago I lost my sister to cancer and now I live on my own. Now to be descriptive:
When Emilia and I were both four we moved to the UK and our parents bought a house in a small neighborhood. It was a really lovely place really and we both made friends quickly. Us being American we stood out a lot, but it was never a bad thing. Emilia and I were always together and we even got to share the biggest room together. If one of us got in trouble we both did because, it wouldn't be fair to see the other one punished due to the fact that we were practically the same person.
When school started Emilia and I made even more friends which was good because we didn't want to be loners. Back then I was really shy so I often got picked on by people, but Emilia always fended them off for me and for that I'm enternally grateful. We went through Elementary school without many problems and I didn't get bullied as much as in the beginning. In the summer before middle school is when we both got a strange fascination with boys. It was rather funny though because we went from 'ew cooties,' to 'Oh look at his eyes Emmy isn't he just dashing,'. Yes by middle school we both got the accents. It's really hard not to after a while.
Middle school was amazing and so was the changes that came with it. We both become pretty popular and were consisdered part of the in crowd. I was on the outer part of it though as well as Emmy because, we hated when others got picked on and when our friends were in the role of the bully we made sure to correct them. We were often judged for doing so, but it didn't affect anyone physically so it was all good. We were both A's and B's students and I had to study and work really hard for it while Emmy just had too scribble a few things down. For a while I was a bit jealous of that, but it soon wore off in less than a week. I miss middle school in all honest and would probably do anything to get those days back.
Highschool came and so did the drama. It's a good thing we were never part of it though and if we did hear something we didn't spread our oppinions. Instead we tried our best to make our last few years of school good and it was. I really was. I really regret nobody telling me about the cancer though. When Emilia was thirteen she was diagnosed with stage three cancer and I guess it got worse since then. Mum and dad said that she didn't want me to worry, but on homecoming night on the way home her lungs failed and she kept complaining about being sleepy. I regret not listening to her. It really hit me hard and I practically cut everyone out even family. I was a sobbing mess and even at the mention of food I'd burst out in tears. I stayed like this for about half the year and the friends I still had were there for me. It was different though not having my other half with me and it still is. I miss Emilia greatly and if I could have gone instead of her I would have because, she was meant for great things not me.
Memories~ I have a few important memories. My favorite of them all has to be the trips we went on. Emilia and I used to travel the world on the summers

Crush~>At the moment this is nonexistent so I'm just putting it out there that no one has specifically caught my eye. If I like you I'll let you know though.
Boyfriend~> I will announce that I'm a very single pringle and I would like that to change, but I don't want to rush anything because rushing through things causes mistakes and I do not want to make any of those.
Ex's~> I've had plenty of ex's and I'm glad to say none of the break ups were to serious and we were able to stay friends almost 100% of the time.
What to look for~>If I like you you're most likely a very extraordinary guy. You must have very pretty eyes because, that's what I look for first. You should have a personality somewhat like mine so we don't clash and it'd be nice if you could sing or play an instrument. If ya want to be my lover- nah just kidding. You should be preferably taller than me and it'd be nice if you had a somewhat good appetite so I don't look like a cow in public.

Talents~> I'm not a very talented person, but I'm pretty good at a few things. For a girl I'm very good at skateboarding and I even keep up with the lads whenever I go skating with friends. I'm also pretty talented music wise when it comes to instruments and singing though nobodies heard me sing before. I have a good eye when it comes to photography and I absolutely love to do anything art related.

Looks~> Well I guess I'll just give you an overview than. I'm a very short gal with a height of five foot three. With this shortness comes the weight of eighty seven pounds and no I'm not anorexic. I'm just really small. I'm proud to say I'm a smart blone, but during the winter months my natural highlights get darker making me look like a somewhat dirty blonde or brunette. My eyes are a hazel mix of brown and green and they have to be the only pretty thing about me in my opinion. When it comes to a complexion mines pretty nice though I don't tan nor burn so I'm just this pale color. When it comes to clothing I'm very girly and will basically wear anything. On lazy days I wear my sweats and tank top, but that's about it on those days.

[Darling, Darling]

I had a dream once when I was little. I was going to be someone important and make a difference in this big world. It was all starting to come together until I woke up and reality kicked in And they scream~The worst things in life come free to us
Cos we're just under the upperhand~And go mad for a couple of grams
But she don't want to go outside tonight~And in a pipe she flies to the Motherland
Or sells love to another man~It's too cold outside
For angels to fly~An angel will die~Covered in white~Closed eye
And hoping for a better life~This time, we'll fade out tonight
Straight down the line

Sophia Leo Ferox Mansuesco

Name~Well in order for you to know me you should know my name. The whole name all together is Sophia Leo Ferox Mansuesco. If you're wondering why it's so strange I'll inform you that I'm part Latin(3/4) and my ancestry dates back to Latin. The word Sophia is the noun of Sapeintia which means wisdom. Leo is word for lion and that's exactly what it means. Ferox comes from the english word wild. The noun's meaning is spirited, untamable, courageous, wild, warlike, dauntless. My last name, Mansuesco is a verb that originates from the word domare. The meanings are tame, entame, milden, soften, and grow gentle. In our family history though it's just grow gentle.
Nicknames~I don't have many nicknames seeing how my first name Sophia is kind of hard to shorten. I've been known to be called Sophie though and even just Soph. If you're close to me I'll let you call me monica....Total sarcasm right there. People started calling me Sophie when I was eight so unless I'm being serious or getting yelled at feel free to call me Sophie.

Sometimes it hurts. You can't give up though because, it changes so many things about who you wereDon't lose who you are~ in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving~dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay~Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing~ everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are~Who you are

Age~Well I just turned eighteen in September on the thirteenth so I'm a pretty grown up adult. Pretty funny joke right... Well anyways I was born in london on this wonderful day at 12:40 A.M. I kind of feel bad for keeping everyone up, but it's ok I guess. If you're wondering, yes I do have the cool accent.
Gender~I find it a bit insulting that you haven't figured this part out already. If you're not mentally well enough to know or just not able to see I will inform you that I am a madam. I'm not just a Madam, I'm a woman. Quoted from Disney Channel.... Well when I popped out of my mothers stomach the doctors said I was a girl and so that's what was put on my birth certificate. I didn't know it was that hard to see, but....Yeah.

Family~This part will be somewhat long because I consider my felines family as well and I have many of those seeing how my family owns a rehabilitation center for the big felines.I'll start with my human members first though. Wow, that sounded strange.
My mother's name was Annalisa Bailey Mansuesco.I never really knew my mother seeing how she passed away when I was four, but I have a few memories of her. The pictures and videos I've seen show that I have her facial features as well as her personality. My dad always said she gave me all the best features which I always took as a compliment because, she was a very beautiful woman.
My dad's name is Leonardo Alex Mansuesco. He's done a very good job raising me on his own and I appreciate him for helping me become the woman I am today. I have his smarts and also his shortness which I find funny. He raised me up to use my manners and treat people fairly and not to do stupid things people my age would usually do such as drugs and what not. I love my father very much for doing so because, I wouldn't have gotten accepted to all these amazing colleges without his guidance.

The oldest addition to our family would have to be Austin and Ally our ten year old cheetahs. We got them from Australia from under cover workers in an illegal poacher opperation going on. Austin being the male had tried to stick up for his twin and in the process he lost his left limb and wasn't able to go back into the wild. The two have such a good bond that everyone felt that Ally wouldn't be able to rehabilitate right in the wild without her brother so they both share a square mile enclosure on our property.

Then came Lapis the now eight year old cheetah. She was taken to our reservation back in '97 when she lost all her cubs to a disease and refused to function properly. After a while of coaxing her she grew to like the little me. She's grown very attached to me and even sleeps inside the house at night. Sadly she takes up more than half my queen sized bed.

The third addition is a five year old lion be the name of Felix. He came over blind in one eye and very underweight. He became partially deaf in her left ear and due to that the animal people felt he wouldn't be able to hunt properly so here he is now. He's a momma's boy and Felix follows me around the enclosure like a puppy dog. He also stay inside the house and sleeps on the other side of me.

The next two aren't permanent additions, but I love them dearly. Their names are Sol and Luna and they're five month old lion cubs. We got them sent to us when their mother had been shot as well as the father by poachers. They have no physical defects as far as we can see so after a year or two they will be sent back in the wild or to a zoo and or kept here depending on their health. The sleep in my room to. Oh my poor bed.

Just be yourself. If you won't be you for yourself, be you for the person who hasn't fallen in love with you yet~But you change the world~with a song
And you can't make it right~when it's wrong
I can't stop~this music traveling round with me
Wherever I go~it's playing for you

Personality~Everyone describes me as being the fun outgoing one. I'm almost always never serious which results in constant laughing, jokes, and getting into trouble with teachers. I'm a bit ADHD, okay a lot and this explains my random thoughts and comments. I just tell them that it's because I'm a fast and good thinker and I know to much information which is somewhat true for a girl of my age. I'm told that I am one of the funniest people to know and I must say that I like to crack a joke here and there and pretty much everywhere. I am very original and don't like taking others ideas so if you know me you're most likely in for a few or more laughs.I'm very smart and I even tutored kids back in high school seeing how I had the highest GPA next to this weird anti-social kid in high school.Everyone would come to me for projects not really knowing that I usually just goofed off when working with others. When I'm alone though I'm very productive and when I get bored I tend to clean things. Being the smart and practical person I am people close to me come to get advice and to them, advice is given. I'm used to listening to others problems and situations and being the person to not tell secrets makes me very good to come to. I've often been told I give the best advice as well as tips though I find it funny how I can barely manage my own hectic life. Whenever this life gets to be to much the emotional beverage in a bottle tends to spill and that's when I become a whole other person. I've been told that I become easily upset when this happens and I can be mean and hurtful when upset. I've said a few things to people I love and I can never take those back, but I apologize multiple times until they finally get that I really and sorry. I can be a total buzz kill and this is why I often lock myself up in a room and bathe in my own self pity. Pretty stupid right? I sometimes get called Mama bear because, I stick up for people. I absolutely hate it when others are picked on and I stick up for them no matter who the two or more people are. Even if you're a stranger I'll probably be the first out of anyone to say something because that's the type of person I am. This is how I make most of my friends and it's kind of ironic. I hate being judged or ridiculed so I often try to perfect everything I do which is why I study things so hard whether it's a test or a task that I have to do I try my best.

Likes~I have a random list of likes so this may seem something like twenty one questions. I love working on the rehabilitation center and I'm almost always there working with one of the felines. I love the color blue which explains my fondness of the sky. Speaking of the sky I love it when it rains because, it may seem cheesy, but I enjoy dancing in the rain. Nah, I think my best when it rains and I just enjoy the feeling you get when it rains. I love disney movies and my favorite is Lion king...Go figure. I enjoy swimming and I'm even trying to learn how to surf which is going pretty good. I'm a pretty good cook if I may say so myself and I enjoy eating food to. I thank God for my high metabolism whenever I decide to totally pig out. I love fires and I can be found lounging by the fire place if not in my room.I'm pretty good at singing I guess.
Dislikes~Me being a very happy person means I don't have many of these, but I guess I have to put those few down on here. I hate sea food with a passion and I have no clue why to be honest. I don't like when others are picked on and it upsets me to no end. I hate failure and I often don't take judgment very well. I don't like losing people and I do my best to keep in touch with them. I don't like being used and it's one of the worst feelings ever. I hate it when I'm sad and I often try to fake my way out of conversations about my feelings.

[i]I miss the people I didn't get the chance to say goodbye to the most. I do so because, it leaves me with regrets and things I should have said are now forever in my head.Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay

History~This might be a bit long, but you shall endure my friend. When I was young I lost my mother to a five year fight against cancer. Growing up with just my father was difficult, but we made ends meet. It was the worst when I got to Elementary and people started to whisper things like 'where's her mum,' or 'her mum probably doesn't care enough to be here,' and it really hurt me. I tried to stick up for my self a little bit, but it usually never worked out well. I met my best friend Aj Lara back in seventh grade. He practically fended for me the whole time. He was what you'd call a brotherly figure and if I was sad he would always find a way to pick me back up and make me happy again. He was an amazing person and a good boy to know. In ninth grad I realized I really liked him and I guess he liked me to. We were a good couple everyone would say now a day. We stayed together until our Junior year when it passed away in an car accident. The driver had been drunk and was speeding down the high way. After the crash, at his wedding, and the next year I was a total emotional disaster and even the mention of his name would make me break down. My dad made me see a doctor once and now I have to go every week. It didn't really ever help though because, just talking about what happened wouldn't change the course of the event. After the entire thing I barely got out and my grades dropped a bit though they still remained A's. It would have been different if I knew it was coming because, then I would have time to prepare for the goodbye, but I never got to tell him my goodbye. The last time I saw him was about fifteen minutes before the whole thing and the last words I told him were a simple three words. I think you'd be able to find those one out because I haven't said them to another boy since.
Memories~I remember meeting Aj for the first time. We both had A lunch and I usually sat alone towards the windows. It was the first day of school and dad had been to busy to fix me a lunch. He walked over and sat by me giving me one of his grins he always gave me. I remember him sliding the nachos in a box that the cafeteria sold and introducing himself. We became instant friends that day. I'm glad it happened.
It was on my birthday when AJ asked me out. He'd gotten my this necklace I'd been wanting since I was in seventh grade. At first I was to shocked that he'd given the time to remember that I'd wanted it seeing how I'd only talked about it once. He'd been a bit nervous, but when he asked all I could do was nodded and pretty much tackle hug him. I remember that day fondly.

Looks will only get you so far unless you have inner beauty as well.Thunder rumbling
Castles crumbling
I am trying to hold on
God knows that I tried
Seeing the bright side
But I'm not blind anymore
I'm wide awake,
I'm wide awake....

Looks~I'm not that special when it comes to looks in all honesty. I'm very short so don't be surprised when I tell you that I'm only five foot three. Being the shortie I am this means I only weigh about eighty two pounds. I'm light and stealth like a ninja no? To bad I'm a total klutz.My hairs a natural dirty blond and it gets lighter in the spring and summer, but darker in the fall and winter. My hair is naturally curly, but I often murder it with my straightener. My eyes are this boring blueish gray color and though they seem normal they have to be the prettiest thing about me in my own opinion. All others are not wanted. I'm often found wearing skinny jeans and short shorts if not a pair of sweats. For shirt I enjoy wearing pretty much anything. I have a few things given to me by Aj that I hold fond to me.
[/i]Love life~My love life's kind of dull because, I've only ever had one boyfriend so there's no point in talking about any ex's. At the moment I do not fancy anyone nor do I think I will for quiet a while. It's kind of like that moment when you realize that you don't need a boyfriend to be happy with your life. You know what I mean? If I were to like someone they'd have to be really amazing and an all around good person. It'd be nice if they were the same height or preferably taller than me and it'd be kind of mandatory for them to like music. They'd have to be pretty brave because, at one point I'd like them to meet my many felines.