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name; seawhisper [queen]
age; twenty-seven moons
gender; female [she/her]
location; nursery, camp
tagged; clan, tinyleaf,
orchidstar, robinsong
mood; distressed, scared,
horrified, confused, sick
other notes; kits due in two
days; three kits in total
she has developed a case of
ptsd from her past. read it: x
post number; one
βage; twenty-seven moons
gender; female [she/her]
location; nursery, camp
tagged; clan, tinyleaf,
orchidstar, robinsong
mood; distressed, scared,
horrified, confused, sick
other notes; kits due in two
days; three kits in total
she has developed a case of
ptsd from her past. read it: x
post number; one
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when tinyleaf steps away from me, i can feel the weight that i had forced her to bear spring back onto my own muscles. with
an exhausted and despressed sigh, i lay down a few feet from marshfall, ensuring that none of his blood can get onto my pelt.
i lay my head down on my paws, my heart and brain still throbbing with hurt and sorrow. "why starclan why must this luck go
where i go? why must it follow me?" i let the words out in one quick whisper before a shadow looms over me. tinyleaf is back
with herbs. what the heck will these things do anyway? reluctantly, i chew them into a mash before swallowing them. then, i
take back to my feet, my legs still shaking. immediately i curl back into a ball. looking back at tinyleaf, a sudden tiredness
washes over me. "i.." the words start to form in my mouth, but nothing else comes out. a parrot sings high over my head, and
cannot help but watch it; listen to its tune. memories of my kithood and the songs of the sea that we had sung flow through
my head like a river through a forest. "my heart belongs to the ocean.. where the seagulls roam free, and the stars above sing
nothing but glee.. my heart belongs to the ocean; my heart belongs to the sea" i whisper to myself, my voice cracking on
the last note. over and and over, i play that song in my head and in my heart; slowly regaining my strength. quietly, i get to my
feet, murmuring those words as i trudge toward the nursery. as the morning continues on, waves of grief wash over me like the
tides of an ocean. and all the while, i am singing that song- the one my father had taught me as a kit. it was my lifeline until
the hurricane had hit. until the day i had watched my father get flung into the storm of the ocean. the storm of the sea.
my heart belongs to the ocean
where the seagulls roam free, and
the stars above sing nothing but glee
my heart belongs to the ocean
my heart belongs to the sea
an exhausted and despressed sigh, i lay down a few feet from marshfall, ensuring that none of his blood can get onto my pelt.
i lay my head down on my paws, my heart and brain still throbbing with hurt and sorrow. "why starclan why must this luck go
where i go? why must it follow me?" i let the words out in one quick whisper before a shadow looms over me. tinyleaf is back
with herbs. what the heck will these things do anyway? reluctantly, i chew them into a mash before swallowing them. then, i
take back to my feet, my legs still shaking. immediately i curl back into a ball. looking back at tinyleaf, a sudden tiredness
washes over me. "i.." the words start to form in my mouth, but nothing else comes out. a parrot sings high over my head, and
cannot help but watch it; listen to its tune. memories of my kithood and the songs of the sea that we had sung flow through
my head like a river through a forest. "my heart belongs to the ocean.. where the seagulls roam free, and the stars above sing
nothing but glee.. my heart belongs to the ocean; my heart belongs to the sea" i whisper to myself, my voice cracking on
the last note. over and and over, i play that song in my head and in my heart; slowly regaining my strength. quietly, i get to my
feet, murmuring those words as i trudge toward the nursery. as the morning continues on, waves of grief wash over me like the
tides of an ocean. and all the while, i am singing that song- the one my father had taught me as a kit. it was my lifeline until
the hurricane had hit. until the day i had watched my father get flung into the storm of the ocean. the storm of the sea.
my heart belongs to the ocean
where the seagulls roam free, and
the stars above sing nothing but glee
my heart belongs to the ocean
my heart belongs to the sea
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name; alderdusk [warrior]
age; twenty-seven moons
gender; male [he/him]
location; the sunny pools
tagged; deereyes, owlcrest,
orchidstar
mood; upset, wants to try
and comfort deer and orchid
other notes; his brother is
deereyes
post number; two
βage; twenty-seven moons
gender; male [he/him]
location; the sunny pools
tagged; deereyes, owlcrest,
orchidstar
mood; upset, wants to try
and comfort deer and orchid
other notes; his brother is
deereyes
post number; two
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fortunately for me, that something happened to be my brother. although it was not entirely sunshine and rainbows. my brother
is covered in blood, his eyes cloudy with despair. "oh no.." i whisper to myself, my heart aching for him. i get up and trot over
to him, my head low so that i can look into his eyes. "my brother... share your thoughts with me.." i say aloud before making
my way slowly toward the water. flicking my ear toward him so i can make out his words. with a single swipe of my paw, i let
a splash of water fly up at him. "sorry, brother.." i murmur to him. it was an attempt to get the clouds out of his head, as well
as get some of the blood out of his pelt. out of the blue, orchidstar enters the clearing. i immediately straiten my shoulders
and dip my head in a show of respect. "orchidstar.. you have come to talk," i presume, my fur bristling with pride. this pride
fades away, however, as i realize that i can no longer help my brother. i look owlcrest in the eyes, looking for something that
i can not quite put a claw on. "please help him.." i whisper to owlcrest, before giving a sorry to deereyes and leading orchidn-
orchidstar to the other side of the pools. "orchidstar, i do not believe that your son was murdered. not in one hundred
years. it was likely a badger, or a jaguar. so please, tell me what else is on your mind-- and remember that anything you share
here with me? it stays here. alrighty?" i say, speaking a bit on the slow side. you can never be too careful when sharing these
kinds of things... especially when you are sharing with an emotionally injured cat. so, i keep my tone light and gentle as i
grasp every word that comes out of orchidstar's muzzle, trying to share my own opinions along the way.
is covered in blood, his eyes cloudy with despair. "oh no.." i whisper to myself, my heart aching for him. i get up and trot over
to him, my head low so that i can look into his eyes. "my brother... share your thoughts with me.." i say aloud before making
my way slowly toward the water. flicking my ear toward him so i can make out his words. with a single swipe of my paw, i let
a splash of water fly up at him. "sorry, brother.." i murmur to him. it was an attempt to get the clouds out of his head, as well
as get some of the blood out of his pelt. out of the blue, orchidstar enters the clearing. i immediately straiten my shoulders
and dip my head in a show of respect. "orchidstar.. you have come to talk," i presume, my fur bristling with pride. this pride
fades away, however, as i realize that i can no longer help my brother. i look owlcrest in the eyes, looking for something that
i can not quite put a claw on. "please help him.." i whisper to owlcrest, before giving a sorry to deereyes and leading orchidn-
orchidstar to the other side of the pools. "orchidstar, i do not believe that your son was murdered. not in one hundred
years. it was likely a badger, or a jaguar. so please, tell me what else is on your mind-- and remember that anything you share
here with me? it stays here. alrighty?" i say, speaking a bit on the slow side. you can never be too careful when sharing these
kinds of things... especially when you are sharing with an emotionally injured cat. so, i keep my tone light and gentle as i
grasp every word that comes out of orchidstar's muzzle, trying to share my own opinions along the way.

