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β Anthony August Holmwood
β the butler
β male - 26 - questioning
β location: on the move (manor)
β tagged: will, cynthia
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He'd half expected only a nod or a grunt from Will in response. He'd hardly spoken a word since they got here, and even since this morning he'd been terribly quiet. August used to dread moments like this, back when he first came to the manor. Back then, he found Will impossible to read, and save for the deadly cold undercurrent of anger, there was no telling what was going through his head. It used to make him uneasy. Not so much anymore. It wasn't, necessarily, that Will had become easier to read - he was still perfectly capable of hiding when he wanted to. Rather, it was that August had learned not to worry about it. He'd learned to trust that whatever Will was thinking - whatever he really wanted to do - he wouldn't do anything rash without at least giving some kind of warning, whether he meant to or not. Yes, Will was practiced in concealing his thoughts and feelings behind his stiff body language and neutral, glaring expression...but he couldn't hide everything. Not from him. The past four years were certainly proof of that.β Anthony August Holmwood
β the butler
β male - 26 - questioning
β location: on the move (manor)
β tagged: will, cynthia
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"You really thought I hadn't noticed?" he'd asked one day, doing his best to act as casual as ever, even though they both knew he was drifting into dangerous territory, sticking his nose into Will's new "business" when it was obvious he'd been deliberately kept in the dark (as if such a thing would have been possible,) "Or did you think that gun of yours cleaned itself?"
"Knowing her it might be just the family and a few selected people," Will said, bringing August out of his own thoughts, "I want you there."
He said it with such finality, and August couldn't help but feel somewhat surprised. Then he felt foolish for thinking that. It really wasn't that odd of a request given their shared experiences, but even so, his first instinct was always to downplay any rapport he'd built with his boss. Sometimes, like now, it felt silly to do so, but he always reasoned it was better than letting himself get too...familiar.
Focus.
"As you like," he said, his soft voice standing in warm contrast to Will's iciness.
"Remind me to have a talk with my mother later tonight after the reading of the Will. I have some personal, issues, I need to discuss with her."
August simply nodded.
Yes, I imagine you do.
Will would probably have to have a talk with everyone in his family at some point. Judging by how he eyed Cora, August was sure such conversations would be tense at best, explosive at worst. Speaking of conversations...
Cynthia wasted no time in gathering everyone back together in the parlor and laying out the plan for the rest of the evening. As she wrapped up her brief speech and made her way back into the crowd, he briefly wondered whether or not the other servants needed any help getting refreshments out to the guests. He didn't have longer than a few seconds to entertain the thought, however, as it seemed Cynthia was headed their way next.
Well, this should be fun.
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β Percival Erasmus Sawyer
β the fiancΓ©
β male - 21 - gray-aro/ace?
β location: front entrance
β tagged: evie
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"It's.. I, um, I didn't think you were.. coming back," was the first thing Evie had to say to him.β Percival Erasmus Sawyer
β the fiancΓ©
β male - 21 - gray-aro/ace?
β location: front entrance
β tagged: evie
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Ouch. He couldn't blame her, though. If he were in the same position, he might have thought the same thing. Even so, he couldn't help but feel embarrassed. Was it really so easy to give up on him? Was he really that flighty? The little voice in the back of his head started to pipe up again with an answer, but he hushed it.
Don't you start.
He listened as she deflected the attention off herself, insisting she would be ok even as her eyes began to water again. He had half a mind to press her, ask if she was sure, ask if she needed anything, but that thought immediately choked and fizzled out when her next question came.
"Were you okay.. at least?"
He paused as the last of the crowd parted around them and disappeared inside, leaving them alone in the open door way. For a moment all he could hear was the gentle drumming of the rain against the front steps, which rapidly turned to static in his head. Ok. Had he been ok? No, no of course he hadn't been ok. The past two years were some of the worst in his life - no, the worst in his life. He'd never been that scared for so long, and he was always scared of something. Where would he even start? Should he start with the "friends" who threw him under the wheels in the first place? With being threatened at gunpoint by criminals in his own apartment? What about the time spent hiding in London, arguing with himself for months on the merits of actually returning home?
I...I can't tell her any of this. I can't. Not today. I've upset her enough.
"Well..." he started, almost immediately chickening out. He glanced away from her and took off his glasses, wiping water off them on the hem of his equally soaked jacket, just so he wouldn't have to look her in the eye. He didn't want to lie to her either, but...well the alternative was definitely worse, so... "It's, uh...it's sort of complicated, but, um...yes. I-I'm fine."
He took a breath and put his glasses back on, eager to chance the subject. He glanced through the still-open front door and realized everyone had more or less disappeared.
"Oh, um, we should probably catch up. Your family is probably looking for you."


