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a splitting pain ricocheted through armaniโs head. leaning over the sink, she spit the toothpaste out of her mouth and groaned, putting her toothbrush inside the little stand on the hotel counter. with two fingers she massaged her temples, whispering curses under her breath. the previous night, after flying in from los angeles, she had celebrated her homecoming with a few too many drinks with all of her cousins. it was fun then, but definetly not the morning after. she put in her contacts and then pulled her hair into a lazy half updo, putting on just enough makeup to make her look somewhat alive. โpull it together, at least for the next weekโ she murmured to herself. it seemed that she couldnโt spend one week back at home without reverting back to her old ways. partying, regretting, crying, and then blacking out and waking up in some sort of mental facility. luckily, the latter hadnโt occurred yet, and she hoped that it wouldnโt.
los angeles had been kinder to armani than new orleans ever was. she was a completely new person there- way fewer breakdowns, friends who she was an actual decent human being to, and a career that she loved. the last time that she talked to her mom, she had been told that a silly girl like her could never be a successful model, especially not in a city as big as los angeles. and now armani was doing better than her mother ever did, and staying in a hotel because the two hadnโt spoken in years. another relationship that armani had ruined, she was beginning to question if she should keep a list. at the top would be ophelia parker.
looking into the mirror at herself, armani found herself finding it hard to breathe. stop it. youโre fine. get over yourself. whenever she thought about ophelia, the found herself on the edge of an episode. though the two didnโt end on great terms, lia had been armaniโs first love. first female girlfriend. the girl who encouraged her to come out to her devout christian mother. sometimes sheโd close her eyes and just imagine what lia must have experienced in the moments before her death. perhaps the worst part was the irony of it all. ophelia parker, star athletic swimmer, drowning. drowning. sometimes the bizarre nature of things made armani want to laugh. but something told her that she wouldnโt be laughing at all today. no, today she would have to face her high school friends. some of them she was on good terms with, some not so much.
armani didnโt really know why she sent the video of ollie to the university in the first place. ophelia had cheated on her with ollie, but it was just stupid high school drama. she ruined ollieโs entire future over a ten month relationship. when she sent the video and saw what happened to ollie, she finally came to terms with her issues. she never apologized, instead she just left and moved west. this was the first time that sheโd see him.
the petite woman pulled on a form fitting two piece romper, then laced her gucci sneakers onto her feet. one thing that her mother taught her when she was little- dress the way you want people to see you. and armani was nothing less than a rodeo drive barbie doll. she put her sunglasses on and then grabbed her birkin bag before walking out of the hotel room.
as soon as she stepped outside of the hotel, she scrunched her nose. one thing that she didnโt miss about new orleans was the stench of the french quarter. that, and the โhistoricโ horse and buggy tours that left literal horse crap all over the streets. delaneyโs cafe wasnโt too far from her hotel, and she could use a walk through the city. as she walked with her arms crossed and sweat clinging to the back of her neck, she found herself smiling. young kids played drums on the street with old paint cans, magicians attempted to attract tourists, palm readers smiled kindly as she passed their tables. it was hard not to miss home on good days like this.
when armani saw delaneyโs cafe, the smile on her face vanished. inside would be the very people that she was the most awful to. here we go... donโt screw this up even more. still quite visibly hung over and already regretting ever getting out of bed, armani opened the door to the cafe and looked around for the others.