✩ 𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐀 𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐀𝐍 ✩
who? lars, open what? overwhelmed, sad where? ballroom, drawing room
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who? lars, open what? overwhelmed, sad where? ballroom, drawing room
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- bad karma? catherine's lips also quirk up into a mischievous smile as she rolled her eyes. please, bad karma had nothing on her right now. she wasn't even quite sure if she believed in it after all this time cath knows she's racked up some of it, and yet here she was. happiest she could ever recall being, as long as she was alive.
"you know what this means, right?' cath asks, trying to conceal a tremble in her voice. "if it's what you wanted - we'd never have to be alone again, ever..." she trails, almost afraid to say the next part. because then, indefinitely, her feelings were revealed. "i know it's what i want," she says finally. a smile comes up to her face but it's slightly saddened, worrying. she knows how lars felt about royalty, he'd rather hang than have to spend his life with the people catherine has learned to rub elbows with since she was a child. and catherine couldn't live his lifestyle, not comfortably, and it was rather selfish of her but this ballroom couldn't be the only place they belonged together. there had to be a way for them to be able to embrace one day more.
and soon, the song did end, the men and women around them pulling away and giving fixated looks, bouts of dazed laughter, yet catherine didn't pull away, not yet.
"we still have...time," she says, finally, breathlessly, she didn't want the dream to end. "until a little after the festival to...figure it out-" cath sucks in a breath, her words wavering as she pulled away. for a moment she directed her gaze away from his and onto the floor, then back up. catherine rushes forwards and plants one last kiss on his lips, overwhelmed with a feeling she couldn't place. "excuse me. i have to go," she rushes off and out of the ballroom.
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the rest of the night passed in a blur, maybe she spent more time socializing and maybe she didn't, even cath doesn't quite remember. she does remember entering her room and taking off all of her jewelry, make-up, and switching into her nightclothes so she could throw herself onto the bed and weep. what was she thinking? lars would never take her - no matter how much her own heart yearned for him, and what was this feeling? no one ever told her that she would feel this way. it was so swallowing, so dwarfing, that cath broke in the face of it.
the next morning had passed with little to no ceremony, catherine not seeing too much of anyone else, not eating breakfast because she felt far from hungry. now she sat in a drawing-room on the second floor, gazing out of the window. dark clouds rolled in, heavy and quick. the day felt grey - it looked like everyone was to be stuck inside today.
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