by Baelixx » Sun Nov 02, 2014 6:10 am
Baelevile
She laughs lightly as he says she isn't snotty. "Well.. I don't know.. it really depends on the situation.", she says, playfully patting his chest before hugging him back. As he asks if they should start walking back, she nods. Watching him stand up, she listens to his words. Shrugging, she looks around. "Nah, I doubt mum would really notice my absence..", she says. "You could probably kidnap me for a week before she realizes something is missing. And then it would take her another week to realize what, or who, exactly it was. And then she would probably figure I ran away or was murdered or something.", she says, laughing lightly at the last part. But it was kind of true.. her mum really didn't care all that much. All she cared about was if the house was clean and if there was food in the house, and Bael's older little siblings could help with that. Not to mention her mum wasn't home three-fourths of the time. She tilts her head to the left slightly as he calls himself selfish. Sighing softly, she looks up at him. "hmm, well I don't necessarily expect you to be selfless... I mean, where would that leave you? On the street?", she teases lightly. "But honestly John, you don't need to treat me like a princess or anything. You have a life other than me, you know, and I want to be here for you to talk to, k? I don't want you to give up anything for me...", she says softly. While she loved him, even if she didn't say it all the time, she didn't think that they would last and get married or anything... The future scared her, and she didn't want him to make himself miserable to accommodate about her if it wasn't going to last forever. Sure, they didn't have any... problems or anything, but Bael saw herself as a rather boring person and not too desirable. More like someone to go to momentarily, not someone to last. And while it hurt to think about, she was pretty sure that some stick thin silicone barbie doll girl would whisk him away... she wasn't the most confident, highest self esteem, self image or least self conscious girl. She mostly saw herself as someone to be used, because that's all her family treated her as... but no matter... At his teasing, she smiles softly, laughing lightly. Looking at his hand, she takes it, letting him help her to her feet before brushing the grass from her jeans. Walking with him now, she smiles softly as she holds onto his hand.
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⭐️ѕane ιѕ тнe ιnѕanιтy мoѕт call
⭐️norмalιтy pυт ғorтн вy ѕocιeтy
⭐️yoυ woυld тнιnĸ wιтн all тнe genιυѕ
⭐️ and тнe вrιllιance oғ тнeѕe тιмeѕ,
⭐️we мιgнт ғιnd a нιgнer pυrpoѕe
⭐️and a вeттer υѕe oғ мιnd.
⭐️ѕoмe people never coмe clean,
⭐️ι тнιnĸ yoυ ĸnow wнaт ι мean.
⭐️yoυ're walĸιng a wιre вeтween
⭐️paιn and deѕιre, and
⭐️ looĸιng ғor love ιn-вeтween.
⭐️ ι υnderѕтand aвoυт ιndecιѕιon,
⭐️вυт ι don'т care ιғ ι geт вeнιnd.
⭐️ people lιvιng ιn coмpeтιтιon,
⭐️ all ι wanт ιѕ тo нave
⭐️ мy peace oғ мιnd.