the city. (semi literate)

[pep]

valentine eversworth
twenty - crush: n/a - tagged: becket

Val's heart fell when he heard the words and the moment was like slow motion. He should have known, and stopped
it before Beck could start liking him. He swore he felt his heart stop: he would give anything to be with his
friend, but first someone or something needed to repair his broken heart. He wasn't ready to give someone
his full, undying trust again. The only thing he could do, really, was wait. Wait for his heart to be repaired; wait
for his heart to mend himself. "I..." he tried to speak, but his throat felt like it wasn't going to allow him to say
anything at all. "I don't know if I can feel like that, and don't go blaming yourself. I just need to be allowed time
for my heart and mind to pick up the pieces of dignity I have left after my last boyfriend and hope I can redeem
myself after he just spilled my secrets like that..." He was practically not breathing, as the last thing he wanted
to do was hurt Becket, his precious Becket. He just didn't know what else to do until he could actually love again.
He felt like pulling away, but he didn't want to in the slightest. It was better than anything to hold someone in
his arms again, and he just wanted to love and be loved again.

[effervescence]

((I'm literally like, Sobbing but I loved he's his precious Becket. haha))

Becket Hudson- Crush: Valentine- Tagged: Valentine

his heart shattered. oh... came out of his mouth but inside his head, see I told you he would never love you. He sneered at himself. I'm just gonna, go... He stands up, telling Danger to stay and hurries up the stairs just fast enough that he can burst into tears without being seen or heard, he crumbles to the floor, curling up in a tight ball. He did blame himself, and Valentine couldn't keep him from feeling that way. He rose to his feet wiping his eyes. He stood up and walked to a door that said Becket. He pushed the apartment door open. It was a small apartment, clean and nice. His new home for the year.

[breath.]

Sorry to bother you, but is this roleplay still open?

[effervescence]

No...all of our spots are filled up! Sorry love

[breath.]

Oh, ok, thanks anyway!

[effervescence]

No problem!

[pep]

valentine eversworth
twenty - crush: n/a - tagged: becket

Valentine reached out for the boy's wrist when he began standing. "P-Please, Beck, wait..." he said, his voice genuinely
pained and it basically reflected nothing but pure hurt. He hadn't meant for it to turn out like this. His loose grip
was nothing as Becket walked away and the male's hand fell; at least he had Danger here to comfort him. Maybe.
He wouldn't be surprised if the dog followed after her master curiously, but she was deemed extremely obedient
already so he really doubted she would head after the boy. His eyes followed Becket before the boy was out of
sight, already upstairs. Val felt nothing but guilt and a throbbing pain in his heart, identical to the feeling he had
when his last boyfriend had broken up with him and his heart was ruthlessly broken, then his secrets thrown online
for all to see and giggle at. He reached over to the dog beside him and stroked her back gently, exhaling a sad
sigh. "Danger, just go to Beck, please..." he murmured, voice like it had been when he protected Becket from
the wild dogs. Soft, but calm. "He needs the comfort more than I do."

{ val will come around to liking him eventually. just you wait ;3 }

[effervescence]

Becket Hudson- Crush Valentine- Tagged: Alone

He looked out the large glass slider that led out to the balcony. The pack of wild dogs had left, and not far away he saw a large bear amble through the sparse forest. He took in a deep breath, wiping his eyes with his hands once more. He watched as a large dog took off across the road from the building next door. It wiggled underneath a broken door in the house across the street. He broke into tears again, curling into a ball on a chair.

Danger

She just licked his face, laying her head down on his legs, just like she had to Becket. It was supposed to be a sign of, no. You need to go talk to him. Her big brown eyes looked up at him, they said Go on Valentine, I think we all know how you feel.

[pep]

valentine eversworth
twenty - crush: n/a - tagged: n/a

He felt so empty, like a piece of him was taken out directly, and his heart beat painfully with each throb he felt
in his chest. He didn't know where these sudden emotions came from, and he didn't know why he felt this way either.
He'd let the boy down in the most gentle way he could, yet he still managed to hurt feelings everywhere. Another sigh
escaped Val and he leaned back against the wall, at least glad the scratching at the door had ceased. That meant the
dogs were gone, or at least for now. He felt eyes on him and noticed that Danger was looking up at him, and her eyes
were reflecting some sort of series of emotions that he could be able to read, but he really didn't have the energy nor
happiness to do so. "Please, Danger, just go," he murmured again, pushing at her a little. "Becket needs you.
He doesn't need me as much as he needs his ol' pal Danger, right?" He paused, eyes reflecting both sadness but honesty.
"Please. Do it for him?"

[effervescence]

Becket- Crush- Valentine -Tagged- Alone

He peers out the window, his eyes red and puffy, his throat raw. He leaned back in the chair, running fingers through his light blonde hair. He sighs, watching a tour plane fly above. He blows condensation on the window and draws a small heart with his finger.

Danger

She paws at his hand pushing at him with her nose. No please, you need to go talk to him! it was like she was urging him, she sneezes, then licks his hand, she lifts it with her nose. Biting gently and pulling.

((WB))