{In the end }
:First Name: Ashlynn
Pronounced as [ASH-lin]. Ashlynn \a-shly-nn, ash-lynn\ as a girl's name. It is of Irish and Gaelic origin, and the meaning of Ashlynn is "dream". I received this name from my father who was in love with this name. My middle name is also the name he chose.
:Middle Name: Marie
Pronounced as [ ma-REE ]. French and Czech form of MARIA. A French variation of Mary. Also, the name for that irresistibly mysterious girl whom you see around often, yet know nothing about. A notable bearer of this name was Marie Antoinette, the queen of France who was executed by guillotine during the French Revolution. Another was Marie Curie (1867-1934), a physicist and chemist who studied radioactivity with her husband Pierre.
:Last Name: Ladouceur
A French name coming from the noun "douceur" meaning softness; smoothness; mildness, mellowness, gentleness; sweetness. In fact, the name does not just come from the word, it is the word with "la" in front, marking the word as feminine.
:Nickname(s): Ash; And anything you can come up with.
The nickname 'Ash' was brought up by my friend Aaron. After Christmas dinner one year we were sitting by the fire with a warm cup of hot chocolate in our hands. We sat there chatting every so often but the silence we also enjoyed. After the fire had died, we sat there staring at the ashes as we talked. Randomly, he called me Ash. It's stuck with me even after his tragic death...
:Age / Birthday: 17 Years Old
Like many claim, I'm 17 years old, not young. I don't see the big deal with '17 years young' though, why do many make such a ruckus over something so small and useless. It's naive on their part. Let people say what they want without you giving them sh*t about it, okay? We have enough criticisim in the world already, you don't need to add to it. I was born August 6th, 1995 at a hospital.. Not an abnormal birthing place.
:Gender: Female
I'm obviously female, and I wouldn't mind proving it but you don't need to be looking up or down there.
:Sexual Orientation: Straight
I'm straight, very straight actually; sorry ladies. I'm not homophobic, so I don't mind whether you're curved, straight or bent a smudge. Whichever the case, I'll either like or hate you for your personality; not by your love interests nor looks.
:Social Status: Scene; Anti-Social
I have a trend classified as Scene. I wouldn't call myself scene since I don't like branding myself, but if I have to place myself under some band of people; it'd be Scene. What can I say? I'm Anti-Social. I won't start a conversation unless something sparks it, preferably my interests or something I can relate to. Nothing worse than filling in a conversation with fake comments and opinions.
:Birthplace: Sidney; Australia
I was born in Sidney, Australia. All that information helps narrow down where I lived, so don't be asking for specifically. I already told you.
:About your werewolf side: Loner
Yes. I'm a werewolf. And yes, i'm a loner. I don't like being in packs. The Alpha is too bossy for my liking. I'd rather go and do my own thing. In my wolf form, i have white fur with large crystal blue eyes. For a fae, I am rather large. I stand almost as tall as most brutes. Being a werewolf has its ups and downs. Ups; we have special abilities. For example, mine are i can turn fully into a wolf whenever i want, i have the ability to inflict pain on someone just by looking into their eyes, and i have the ability to make put images into someones and make someone see whatever i want them to see. Crazy abilities eh? Downs; well.. i can angry really easily and when that happens my eyes turn to their glowing blue color, my claws come out, and my fangs show... Kinda sucks.
{ As we fade into the night (woah oh) }
:Crush: Currently no one.~
I've just entered this little land, I don't see myself knowing anyone right away; none the less having a crush. Like many girls, I'm into tall guys with a lean build. Toned muscle is alright, but I'm not into guys with bulging muscles. Makes it harder to cuddle...And I am a cuddler. If you couldn't tell, I am very affectionate.
:Boyfriend: None
I do not have a boyfriend.
:Secretive Boyfriend: Never.
I don't keep secrets, and having a secretive boyfriend... No. If having a secretive boyfriend meant cheating, then definitely no. Cheating is horrible, I would never participate in such an activity. Never.
:Former Boyfriends: A few here and there...
I had my first boyfriend as an eighth grader, his name was Grant. He was too distant, and he wasn't serious about the relationship or my feelings. We started dating four weeks after knowing each other, and we went out just because he asked me and I didn't have the heart to say no. Before that he had been humorous and pretty friendly. Second relationship crashed and burned, the result of Jake cheating on a old friend of mine. Third was a mutual break up, things got complicated after he moved away but we stay in touch. Last but not least, the fourth relationship was a stab in the back, the reason I'm wary of pouring my heart out to someone else in modern time. I'm not straying away from love, I'm just cautious about turning the corner to get to it, because you don't know if you'll come face to face with the barrel of a gun.
:Children: N/A
I don't plan on having children for a long, long time. I would like to start a small family of mine, yes, but not now, not for awhile. I would like to have two children, a boy and a girl. I would prefer my son to be a few years older than my daughter, liking the idea of my son being able to watch over his younger sister.
{ Who will tell the story of your life (woah oh) }
:Personality Traits:
▪ Independent
Along with being Anti-Social, I've obviously gain the trait of being independent. I don't have to count on people to help me, most of the time preferring actions or activities on my own instead of in a group or duo. I get embarrassed easily due to aimlessly walking around trying to find my way, or find someone; sometimes if I need to go back I'll take a long way around instead of turning around, just for some reason.
▪ Eye Candy
Someone who is 'Eye candy' usually have a nice complexion. I guess I admit I do have pretty looks, but I wouldn't call myself beautiful. Many relationships were started because guys just kept me for eye candy instead of true, love. A reason why I'm precautions about guys who start to act like they want to start something with me. From now on, you have to prove that you'd actually like to date me, for my personality. Not just off of my looks.
▪ Neuroticist
Somewhat, I admit. I am somewhat of a Neuroticism. In short terms, a neuroticist is someone with the traits of jealousy, anxiety and moodiness. I have a small amount of all of those in me, unfortunately.
▪ Friendly; Courteous
Once we've spoken a time or two, you'll notice my friendly behavior. I often blossom once you're more than just a stranger, usually if I know some things about you.. And know you aren't some serial killer. I'm absolutely polite, having been raised that way. I value people who are polite as well, it's a small virtue that not many have.
▪ Seductive
I can be very seductive when I want to be. If I see something I want, i'll use my seductiveness to get it. It's a great personality trait to have. It's almost like I can compel you to do anything for me.
▪ Rude
I can be extremely rude if you tick me off. If your bullying my friends or hitting on my boyfriend, i will kick your *ss. No warning. Nothing. Just a b*tch in your face and maybe a fist.
▪ Others
The others you can figure out for yourself.
:History:
My mother fell in love with a French man when she was young. By the time she turned 18, she married him. Soon after, I was born. My mother died when I was two months old, leaving my father to take care of me. He was in my life for six years until he ran from financial and child care obligations, he just.. Ran out of my life. I never saw him after he stormed out of the house, arms full of luggage. The lightning cracked across the sky, rain falling on my cheeks to mask my tears while I watched him drive off outside. It took a few weeks until child support noticed I was alone. I was soon placed into an orphanage, being adopted two years later by a couple who couldn't have a child of their own. So on I grew, an only-child with my adoptive parents.
:Flaws:
▪ Anorexia
I battled against Anorxia for two years. It happened between the ages of 13 and 14. It was horrid. I skipped meals, made excuses, lied and would hide my body away. The reason I turned to this extreme, were due to my life. I was fed up with the family battles, the feel of neglect that I tried to look up to somebody and become 'perfect'. I hated myself, and my body and tried everything to become what I wanted. Years later, I'm thankful my family and friends helped me as much as they did to get me help, and rehabilitation. I owe my life to them all.
▪ Depression
I suffer from a slight case of depression. It started when my father drove away from me. The orphanage began to notice it when i didnt get involved with the other children. They started to notice i was kinda pushing all the kids i liked away. Once adopted, my depression slowly dissappeared but going into highschool has brought it back.
▪ Phobias
I only have a few phobias, some common ones, others not so common... Claustrophobia {Fear of confined or small areas.} ;; Pediophobia {Fear of dolls}
:Family:
◦ Mother: Ellie {Adopted-Mother}
◦ Father: Axel {Adopted-Father}
◦ Siblings: Only Child
{ And who will remember your last goodbye (woah oh) }
:Likes: Affection; Friendly People; The Colors: Black & Blue; Pandas; Large Dogs; Horses; Scene Styled Hair; Black Nail-Polish; Wristbands; Green Day; Alternative Music; T-Shirts; Video Games; Guys ;3 ; Soccer; Sports; Football Games; Smiles; Hugs; Humor; Winter; Rainy Days
:Dislikes: Lies; Annoying People; Ungratefulness; Hot-Headed People; Preppies; Fake Feelings; Frisbees; Volleyball; Promises You Can't Keep; Oral Reports; School; Large Groups; Awkward Moments; Bullies
{ Cause it's the end and I'm not afraid }
:Friends: A few here and there.~
I really haven't met anyone here yet, but I have many friends where I used to live. People tend to want to controversy against that fact, knowing how I'm Anti-Social; but just because I'm that way, doesn't mean I don't make friends.
:Enemies: A few.~
A few preppy groups of girls dont seem to like me. I have no clue why but i can't change their minds.
{ I'm not afraid to die. }
:Hair Color / Length / Style: Dark Brown, Curly, Right below her breasts
My hair is dark brown and curly. It is naturally dark brown. I like the length of my hair at current time, so when it comes to getting my hair cut, I usually go for a trim to clean off the split ends. I don't straighten my hair daily, so it takes time for my hair to develop split ends. Due to that, my hair does grow so trims are still necessary.
:Eye Color: Light Blue with a grey around the iris.
My eyes I find are one of my best features. Some people say they look comforting and some say they can get lost in them.
:Skin Tone: Pale
Funny how I spend a lot of time outside in the sun, but I don't tan and strangely.. I don't sun burn either. Maybe how I've adapted to the UK temperatures and weather- Always windy and rainy; basically overcast. Rarely did the sun ever shine.
:Body Type: Lean and softly toned.
I'm pretty lean, and toned from the sports and activities I take part in. I'm lean from when I took a turn to anorexia.. I don't like to talk about those unforgettable times, but when people make smirk comments about anorexia, and how, 'stupid' it is it's like a painful blow into my heart. Those people don't understand how it's a mental thing that's usually brought on by traumatic events. It just makes me so mad to hear that. Anyways, I'm healthy again and no.. I don't look like a skeleton. I look normal.
:Tattoos: Tattoo located on the front of her right shoulder.
I got this tattoo when I was 17 for my birthday.
:Random: Nail Polish
Just one of my favorite colors to keep my mood up.
{ Not afraid, I'm not afraid to die. }
:Pets: Chaos Male; Pitbull; 2 Years Old
Chaos is a big chunk of my life. He's my first dog, I got him when I was 15 after years of begging. He's very watchful and protective over me, giving me confidence to go out to do activites without worry of being assaulted in any way. He is brings joy and a smile to many faces.
:Theme Songs: She Wolf (falling to pieces) - David Guetta ft. Sia ;; A Team - Ed Sheeran ;; Lover Dearest - Marianas Trench ;; Breathe Me - Sia






















