------------------------------------------ Emily Jay Carter
Hello my name is Emily, Emily Jay Carter.
You may call me Em or Jay if you wish, or just Emily.
I am indeed female, don't confuse my gender.
I am seventeen years old :)
Digging Deeper.
Hello my name is Emily Jay Carter, just in case you have forgotten already, I would hope not. I would consider myself to be sweet and innocent.. Like a plate full of candy, but hey, this is only my opinion, fell free to judge me at your own will. I am not a very controlling person and I love to live in freedom as I consider myself to be young, wild and free, living life to my fullest since you never know when it could end, ya know? "Respect what you got because you never know when you're going to lose it" that's my motto for life. I have a very bad habit of putting other people before myself, I like to make sure everyone is happy before I even think of myself, I may mess up sometimes, but you cant blame me for trying, I'm not perfect, no one is.. People may call me perfect at times but I absolutely hate it! It really gets on my nerves, I don't believe that anyone is perfect. I can be a bit of a flirt at times, but that's just me, I'm not that bad but yeah. I love to make people smile and sometimes I think to myself, I should be a comedian, but then I zone back into reality, what really lies in front of me. I like to think of myself as one of those people you can come to for help, you can share your secrets with me and know I wont tell anyone, I am a big secret keeper, I know how to be trustworthy and nice. I'm not afraid to express my feelings, if you hurt me I will say something instantly, I don't hide my feelings unlike some.
Well.. My life started out great but it all went down hill after awhile, I never met my father and I lost my mother when I was nine years old.. She died while giving birth to my younger sister Kayla. Ever since then I have been living in an orphanage with Kayla and my pet rat, Rose. I've met so many nice people since I've been here, they've all helped me so much, Kayla asks me a lot of questions about why we're here and where our family is.. It's really hard to answer, if only she knew, everything would be so much easier. I know this sounds really bad but at times I can't help but over think things and I start blaming Kayla for the death of my mother and us living here, I try my hardest not to but sometimes I just can't help it. I mean I love it here but it's just not the same, everyone here is so lovely and caring though. They give me the freedom I need and they let me do what ever I want since I'm the oldest here (as long as it's not anything illegal obviously). I get to move out into the big world soon, living on my own with a job and just surviving on my own. It's a scary thought of having no one to help me but I'm still really excited. I would've left sooner but I couldn't bear the thought of leaving Kayla but lately she has just been telling me to leave her and get on with my life, as much as I hate the idea of leaving her I'm moving out next year.. I don't know what I'd do without all these lovely people in my life that have helped me.
Okay so.. I have sort of pale skin and beautiful big bright blue eyes. I get so many comments on my eyes since they change depending on my mood, they go Dark blue when I'm angry, a nice green colour when I'm excited or happy, and a dull grey when I'm upset, I actually love my eyes but everyone has their own opinion so I don't mind what is said about them. I am 5.6" and weigh 55 kgs, not too skinny and not too fat, I'm in between I guess you could say. Oh my hair you ask? Well my hair colour at the moment is just black, I dye my hair quite often though, its been blue, purple, pink, red and a lot of other colours. My natural hair colour is dark brown though.. There's the basics of my looks and you can just figure out the rest for yourself.
What do I like? Well to be completely honest I love the show, most people hate cold weather but I prefer the cold to summer or any other season. I like to think that I'm pretty good when it comes to snowboarding, but I don't really know since no one really has the same interest as me of snowboarding so no one will really tell me whether I am good or not. There is also the childish side of me that loves making snowmen and snow angels, I drink a lot of energy drinks even though they aren't that good for me, I'm totally addicted to the rush I get after having a couple. I love watching horror movies, Christmas movies, comedies and sometimes a soppy love movie or 2 every now and then or snuggling up with a good book and a nice big cup of hot chocolate.
I have very few dislikes actually, but really stuck up people who think they're all that really get on my nerves, and to be completely honest I'm a little afraid of the dark and falling in love.
No one right now.. I've liked people before but that never really goes anywhere so I just decided to give up on the crush thing and I hate to admit this but I've never actually been in a proper relationship before, but please don't hold that against me. If you want to know what type of guy I am looking for, I want someone to have fun with, someone who loves snow and will snuggle up and watch movies with me, with the benefits of cuddling and kissing. Though I don't want to be forced into anything, as I am new to the whole 'love' thing.


I have a pet rat named Rose which goes everywhere with me in my hoodie pocket or just on my shoulder, she has a few toys which she loves, they are a tiny teddy bear and cute little pram. I have had her for a few years now, I am surprised the orphanage let me get her actually, but I am glad they did let me, there is also my dog Teddy, he is my only real friend that I have .. Even though he is just a dog he is a really good companion and has been there for me since the death of my mother. He was a gift from my mother, I've had him ever since he was a puppy, so he's pretty special to me. If anyone tries to hurt him I will personally hunt you down till I find you and you better have a pretty good reason for whatever you do or your dead.
Anyway, I think that is about all there is to know about me. Seeyah :)