Chasing the Sun. Semi Lit. Full

[kitty kat.]

i looked over at him and shrugged "i dont know. i guess- i just thought i would see what would happen. we were talking..." i trailed off not really finishing my sentence and kicked some snow as we walked. i put on my jacket even though i really didnt need to and started chewing on my lip again. i looked down briefly and then back up at james "i know you think of me like a sister. you know cause you said that earlier." i said not sure if i should continue talking "but then we started talking tonight about love and you were being so sweet and kind that i thought i would just try it. see what would happen. and now you probably see me as a freak or something for kissing you" i finished and looked at the ground stopped. i fell back into the snow and began making a snow angel closing my eyes feeling the cold icy snow on my face and legs as i did so. after a while i stopped and just lay there. i opened my eyes looking at the night sky

[Erebaras]

James watched her for a moment, talking in what she said. He knelt down next to her snow angel and looked at her in the eyes. His eyes guarded his inner thoughts probably for the first time. "No. I don't see you as a freak." he said, looking down at his feet. "In all reality, I don't know what to think. When we met, I liked you as a sister and I haven't thought twice on that since. Never had a reason." He looked back at her to see what her reaction would be. "I mean, I don't know how I like you, anymore. I just like you. I don't know if it's like a sister or a-a friend. For all I know, it could be more then that." With that, he stood up and looked away from her. What was he thinking? He couldn't pull a single thought away from the chaos of his mind.

[kitty kat.]

i searched his eyes when he bent over and when he got up, i sighed sitting up looking at james from an angle. i stood up looking up at him with a sigh "james you dont have to think your breaking my heart. i mean all i thought was the same thing as you did when i first got into the group. but tonight when you came after me it kinda made me wonder why you did come after me. why you wanted me to stay around. and why i am the one you said keeps you sane." i said. "and then we got to talking in the dinner and what you said made me feel like i was someone who finally wasnt a disappointment and i just-" i didnt know how to end my sentence and sighed running a hand through my hair and looked at the snow swirling around us.

[Erebaras]

James sighed and looked at her, his face had a slightly guarded look. Then he did something impulsive. Even for him, this was extremely impulsive. He gently grabbed her hands. The grip was loose enough that she barely had to put effort into pulling them out of his. "Smack me and I'll get the message." he whispered as he brought his head closer to her's. Next thing he knew, his lips gently touched hers. He was sure his heart - if it still was beating - raced. His eyes closed. He pulled his head away after a long moment, but it didn't go far away. His face was still inches from her's and his eyes still not open. In all truth, he was scared out of his mind.

[kitty kat.]

i was about to say: slap you for what? but him kissing me gave me my answer. i was shocked he kissed me again but relaxed quickly as if i practiced a thousand times before. i was on my tip toes and slowly wrapped my arms around his neck eyes closed. as he pulled away i opened my eyes looking at his still closed eyes and smiled a bit. if i had a beating heart it would be racing. "why would i slap you for that when i kissed you not even a minute ago?" i asked. my arms were still around his neck and i looked at his face searching for answers "so what does this mean?" i asked him. i know i sounded stupid but i didnt want to jump to conclusions. i wanted to kiss him again but didnt making sure i was right in the first place

[Erebaras]

His eyes opened. "What does this mean?" James repeated. "I guess it means we aren't siblings." He chuckled softly and smiled like a kid in a candy store. He made a face of mock musing for a moment before the idiotic smile returned. "I do believe that you have a boyfriend now." he said. "That is only if that is what this means." he added in a teasing tone. He felt like a little kid and was enjoying every second of it. The snow just sent his inner child over the top. He couldn't help it.

[kitty kat.]

i smiled the moonlight gleaming off of my fangs and pulled james closer to me "a boyfriend huh?" i asked with a smile. it really wasnt a question but i still said it like it was. "i guess im your girlfriend then" i said and got back on my tip toes to kiss his nose. i kept my arms around his neck not wiping the smile off my face "well i vote me and you should celebrate" i said giggling. i felt my stomach flutter but ignored it all the sick feeling gone replaced with happiness. "lets go to a drive in movie or something" i said feeling my fangs slowly fade away. i kissed him again softly and closed my eyes wanting to remember this night as long as i lived and it to last as long as it could

(heading to bed for the night will post in the morning if you reply :3) (will post aftter school if you do :3)

[Erebaras]

James smiled and never looked away from her eyes. "One problem with a drive-in movie." he said, "we don't have a car." He wrapped his arms around her torso. "How about we go to a nice restaurant? Or maybe somewhere fun?" he said, taking in this new relationship between them. In all honesty, he was scared of what might happen between them, but right now he was going to enjoy tonight.

[[It's okay. I fell asleep.]]

[kitty kat.]

(lolz same)

i smiled and laughed "you right we dont." i said "well how about we go roller skating or dancing?" i suggested. i smiled as he wrapped his arms around me. i rubbed his neck genitally and put on a bigger grin "you can pick other wise we'll be here till the sun comes up" i giggled a bit and then began walking taking his hand swinging it as we walked a smile still stuck on my face. "i never thought about this ever" i said blinking "im not hallucinating am i?"(sorry bit of a WB)

[Erebaras]

James meet her grin with one of his own and then a look of mock thoughtfulness. She started walking and easily fell into step with her. Decades of walking near or next to her allowed him the knowledge of her step. It was habit. "I guess I'm just an old romantic when I find just standing with you until the sun comes up just a great as any other plan." he said, glancing at her and squeezing her hand gently. "I also do not believe I'm a hallucination." He chuckled and started ahead of them. He liked this. "I never even thought I liked you like this. Always thought is was sibling love." he admitted after a moment.