» » . I HAVE AN ANIMAL PROBLEM..AND ITS KIND OF BAD
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So I was given the name of Zoe Anabelle Jackson, yeah it seems a little choppy because you have a unique first name, Victorian middle name, and standard last name. Though I loath my middle name more then any other part of it, but I tolerate it was because it is a tradition to name the first born daughter Anabelle, whether it is middle or first doesn't matter as long as it is passed down. I do love my first name though, it makes me seem awesome and like I am my own person which i try to be, its also short and to the point as well as unique just like me. As for nicknames I don't really have any as you can't really shorten Zoe anymore then it already is, but if you come up with one you can call it. I'm nineteen, almost twenty so I've entered an awesome part of my life and I'm starting to get old. Nahh not really. 95% sure I'm female because its on my birth certificate and thats what I was told as I grew up, but if you don't think so by all means check if you don't believe me you might even find something you like. Even though I am a girl and its normal for girls to get with guys I am bi-sexual, I have had a few one night stands with girls. Though I still do tend to go for guys, but don't tempt me or I may just have to switch teams again.
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Being me, I was born as a normal child with a normal height of 5'6" though some people like my doctor may say im a little over weight its just because I am muscular because I play sports even though I'm not really good at any of them, I try and that counts right. So I weigh 155 lbs of pure muscle and a little layer of fat to protect my muscles, thats normal for any girl. Now about my curves I told you that I was a bit curvy, but of course all in the right places. I have an hourglass shape, curves in all the right places and I am happy to say I do have boobs and a pretty nice ass. My skin tone is considered fair, though I do tan easily which happens often as I am always outside doing my art work or running around with my dogs. My eyes are one characteristic that really does stand out for me since they are blue on the outer edges, with a golden ring in the center. Then as you get closer to the pupil it turned into a beautiful green. Quite stunning I know, and they are complemented by my waist long, wavy, warm chocolate brown hair. Also there is usually paint or clay or even brushes stuck in my hair that's normally in a messy bun. Most people say i am very pretty it seems that they are correct as I get stared at as I walk by, the attention is something that I have gotten over.
Now for the part most people don't see or know, or, I guess, the less attractive part of me. I do in fact have to wear glasses though I mostly wear contacts and pretend like I don't have too, but sometimes you can catch my chilling at home in just my frames with are simple black Ray Bans. I have acne like every other teenager though most of my acne is located on my chest and shoulders. I am very self conscience of that as they have left scars all up and down my chest, but I am however getting over it because I use a scar jell to make them disappear. There are also a few stretch marks on my thighs and on my tummy from when I was kind of chubby, thats why I go to the gym four times a week and kick box as well.
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This is my tiny studio appartment, I love the high ceilings, though it can get a bit cramped with my mass amount of pets.
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I-phone and mycases I have a tendency to change my phone case to match my outfit, I'm weird like that.
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My Jeep Wrangler though most people don't sit in the back as it belongs to the dogs.
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I played volleyball and soccer in high school, but I'm defiantly not the best, probably one of the worst since I could care less what my coach had to say about me. Though I am pretty good at kick boxing, because its something I'm passionate about, and I kick box now just for fun and I believe I am very good at it.
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I have four jobs. My first job is my job at a catering company and I have worked there for almost three years now as an organizer and mini-manager mostly on the weekends. I also work in a tattoo parlor for about half a year, as a designer and phone taker. And of course like every other girl, I am a waitress and bartender in my free time. Lastly is my job at a chartering company for large sail and power boats, but I only usually work during the summer for a few months at a time.
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As a kid I was great at art, I'm still a little bit good at it, but I've picked up cooking from my dad. I'm also great with animals, they love me.
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Royal Purple or really cool colors in general, as I usually wear greens and blues, but I admire purple above the rest.
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42 after all it is the answer to the universe, what other number could possibly suffice.
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A garbage cheeseburger, which is basically a cheeseburger decked to the nines with weird stuff, like mushrooms, eggs, ham etc.
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Fall, Autumn whatever you wanna call the season where the leaves turn beautiful.
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I hate white horses, there is just something to pure about them that makes me not like them. I also hate small dogs, I don't see the point of having a dog the size of a rat when you could just have a rat.
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Everyone has issues am I right well mine have a drastic toll on my wallet so I have to work often. I have a horrible addiction to finding stray animals and keeping them, it really is a problem as I spend just under three hundred dollars a month on my pets. I also have an anger issue and the smallest things make me mad and I tend to go on a rage, which only leads to me getting drunk. I also have a tendency to get drunk when I'm really mad at someone. And like every other teenage girl I am self conscience of my weight as I was fat when I was younger and I have scars all over my body.
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Me, well i'm just perfect aren't I. I know deep down that I could never be perfect and that I think drives me to become as perfect as I can be and that shows in my art work as I am never done with any piece because I always find something to add to it to make it even better. I am not be the smartest or best role model to look up too, but I strive to be nothing more then myself and that is one thing I really think makes me stand out amongst others. Even though I am angered easily or annoyed at least I try and see beyond it, but usually am unsuccessful, because I find imperfections in everyone and then judge them for it knowing they do the very same to me. So before I ever met someone, I judge them, and no matter how much I try not to do this, little things they do spark me to comment or at least think something negative. I'm very much a contradiction as I am a pessimist seeing nothing but the bad side of things when I am angered, sad or lonely, when I'm happy I tend to be the most optimistic person wanting everything to be good any shinny. Confusing is another word for it really as I not only confuse others but myself and usually at war with myself for thinking the way I think, like having a little devil and angle standing on my shoulders. Except instead of angle and devil its optimism and pessimism.
Now to talk about the better sides of me. I'm weird, completely and utterly and I love it. I like being the only one not afraid to say what I think, or do as I please. I'm sarcastic and pretty dang good at it. I laugh at jokes told yesterday, I smile at anyone to make them smile back at me. The only dream I have is to inspire other people, to make them create something, to believe in themselves through my artwork. I'm usually a friendly person, thats of course if you don't rub me the wrong way, but I am a bit of a lovely dovey person. Very old school, I like gentle men, but I want someone who will also, and most importantly, be my best friend. True to my heart I am, I will fight for someone I love, someone who needs me as much as I need them.
Well that was kind of the lovey dovey me, but I can't help it. I also show my emotions even when I think I am hiding them. I'm kind of a clumsy person, falling down or up stairs, and of course tripping over nothing, but that's why I think people like being around me, I tend to make other people look good. Deep inside I am a kid, and will be forever. I love Disney, Pixar, and Dreamworks, and all things toy and animated. Personally I would just love to be a little kid again which is when I learned to be an artist through all the colors, love, friendship, and the other meaningful crap they put in those movies. I will never grow up and thats what makes me special as I see things most people over look.
Well... It all started when I was little...
My history really isn't to depressing, its actually happy, I know what a horrible thing. Well anyway, I grew up in Atlanta with my older brother Damion who is three years older then me and my twin younger brothers who are a year and half younger then me. My dad was very much well set off since his parents were rich, so he inherited a famous restaurant from them as well as a good bit of money. He was lead chief in the restaurant for some time though he did work in others afterward, still owns it, but he has many hobbies now that he no longer cooks seven days a week.
His first bit hobby was traveling so went a lot of places then he naturally wanted to be a wild life photographer, and he was pretty successful in that, but his next hobbie had the most impact on me. He started to love sailing so he could get more water shots and I feel in love with sail boats and motor boats and just the water in general. Naturally he bought a huge sailing boat, and we learned as a family to be an amazing crew, Damion the captain and I his first mate, the twins his almost everything else, but left the cooking to my dad. This was the beginning for me as we soon now had smaller sail boats that I could man alone. When I turned sixteen I started to help on charter boats that were multimillion dollar sail and power yachts, where I did anything from being a first mate to attending to the people on the yachts. I grew up with the chance to do some many things and I took advantage of every opportunity. My father was the best parent a child could ask for.
You might be wondering why I don't really talk about my mother and that is because after the twins were born she just wanted to leave, she said she couldn't take it or us anymore, so she took my father's money and left. We don't talk about her much, but my father always said she was a perfect mother to each of us, but a year after the twins were born something happened and she just left. So that was the really only depressing part, now onto the happiness. Through my father I picked up my love for art at a very young age and now I can't see myself doing anything that doesn't involve art. I got along great with my older brother and even though my little brothers were devils at times I loved them too, we were one happy family.
Thats the summarized version of my life but none of my past really matters other then we went on lots of vacations to tropical places, so i have been to more countries and beaches them most grown adults. As well as over the years we have acquired a mass amount of pets and it started with my dad's dog Max, who we have had since we were just children. Then came our cats Boots, Hoax and Jinx who are all brothers from a litter our neighbor had who we have had since i was like ten. From there it only went up as we slowly started to foster dogs from a local shelter that rescued dogs from the dog pits. It started with Boss and Charming who i think are brothers as they are very much alike, then Pimp came soon followed by Playboy and Casanova, they are inseparable now. The newest of the pits is Romeo and is very skittish. We of course couldn't let them go so we adopted them and let them become a permanent member of the family. Though we also have two others who came in between the rescue dogs as well as my frogs, chameleons, kittens, bunnies, snake, parrots and the newest member of the family our pet octopus. We truly have a Noah's ark of animals, most people are jealous of our mass collection of animals, but it helps that my father is pretty much loaded.
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»colors----------»star gazing
»nature---------»tattoos
»animals---------»sunsets
»pitbulls-----------»camping
»art-------------»beaches
»trails----------»traveling
»swimming------»food
»outdoors-------»smiles
»hiking--»jumping
»tents------»horses
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«cold rain in thunder storms
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I do have several ear piercings including an industrial and four on the side of my right ear connected by a spiral, along with quite a few tattoos which is only fitting since I work in a tattoo shop. I got this one with my three brothers as we are just a set of four, I'm the spade. I got this one because I'm one of the strangest people or so they say. This tattoo was my first and the most meaningful as I always want to be true to who I am. This one was pure inspiration as that series or books effected the way I think and opened up my mind to new things. I got this with my best friend Merlot, as we are basically sisters, mine is the one with the black center .My dad may be very over protective but he did very much let me have free rein over what I can do with my body. There is also a child still inside of me and the small things make me happy, especially stuff meant for kids. Also most people think I'm preppy because I look preppy, but I am the farthest thing from preppy, I'm a tomboy with the attitude of a pit-bull when angered.
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i am currently single as I don't date to much as I'm really awkward around guys I have a crush therefore I ruin my chance before I even figure out if he likes me. Though I have dated, not hooked up with, like three boys. One in third grade a total sweetheart but it just didn't work out. Joey was my first boyfriend but was a complete ass so we broke up like a month later with a little help from my dad. Then Jason, he was two years older then me and we dated for about a half a year most of it in secret and when my dad found out he wasn't so supportive, but appreciate him because he was actually a friend of my brothers of the military and allowed it. Though it didn't work out as he left for the military and we couldn't keep in contact. Since then I have had dates, but having sex twice then not talking doesn't count as dating to me.
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Someone funny and weird, but mostly I would love it if he wrapped me in a bear hug. Also the one, there's probably others but this is the main one, way to sweep me off my feet completely and that would be if a boy took me out to watch the sunset and wrapped his arms around my waist, resting his chin on my shoulder next to my head. To me that is just the most romantic thing a guy can do for me. I am also very attracted to people with tattoos and piercings, to me it just shows how they aren't afraid to be creative and expressive of who they are. Now to more of the physical attraction. I love a guy who is taller then me, with a nice muscle tone to match his brown hair and eyes. I would also date a guy older then me, I actually prefer it, their more mature.
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My mom Micheal left me as a small child so i remember nothing of her though my father says i have her eyes, which are unique to my family as my father and brothers have brown golden eyes. She however, was a gold digger who is probably in her mid thirties now married to some old man with lots of money. My dad Peter, is probably the kindest most judgmental and protective man in the world. My dad is very overprotective of me over than my brothers as he just wants to protect me and make sure nothing bad happens to me, my older brother does the same thing from time to time. He was a famous chief, though still is in our house, but he now owns a famous restaurant and it happens to be the one he made famous for his soul food and steak. My dad is 45 and quite dashing or so the ladies think as he is quite a popular single dad.
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I have three brothers who are both the best things in my life and a curse. My older brother, Damion, is now 24 and he is currently studying to become a navy seal. I am also the closest with Damion even with the age gape, he was kind of like my shadow in high school. Then there are my twin younger brothers, Zachery and Alexander, who are both 17 and their currently in their senior year of high school. The best way to describe them is the Weasley twins, thats at least how i see them as they are identical, pranksters and addicted to causing chaos.
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My father let me and my brothers acquire a large amount of pets as a children and so it only seemed fitting that when I left for the big wide world I would have to take them with me. Lets start out small and get bigger; Helium is my crested gecko, Fern is my leaf tail gecko, Tangio and Peach are my panther chameleons and, Lily, Magnolia, Iris, and Hibiscus are my red eyed tree frogs, and lastly Simba my savannah monitor. There is also my albino runt ball python, Snow, they usually grow to about four five feet, but since he was kind of sickly I think he wont get past three. I have only had him for half a year and he is ruffly half a year old give or take a few days. I have two ferrets, Ctrl and Del, because once I got them I regretted it as they cause chaos and I wish I didn't have them sometimes, but I have a problems with getting ride of animals I still similove. There is also a resident cat that lives here, Really? and yes even on his tag there is a question mark, he could careless about all of my pets all he wants to do it lounge on the small balcony. Then on top of that full house I have three dogs all completely different in every way, that I decided to smush in this tiny studio apartment. First is Bruce Wayne, he is actually the one I added last to this family and I made his name Ironic to a friend of mine's dog who's name is Bane, it seemed fitting. Carter he is a eight month old husky wolf puppy that I got from a family friend who's wolf hybrids had puppies, you couldn't say no to those eyes. Lastly is Issac, he is a pitbull I found on the streets completely torn up and abused, when I was younger. He is almost seven years old now and comes with me everywhere, hiking, college and especially when I have to travel. Now my babies that can't fit in my apartment. I have five horses,; a Friesian ( Lily ), two Clydesdales ( Chester and Big Boy ) and two Andalusians ( Zeus and Aphrodite ).
- name » » Simple Beginnings, well thats her show name at the very least. I thought it was fitting since she was the very first horse I got and the one horse I have the best bond with. She knows what I want her to do before I tell her or signal her too. Since that is a bit of a mouthful, I just call her Lily around the barn, its also what she responds too.
age » » She is about seven years old, but still acts like a foal from time to time, though I have had her since she was a year and few months old.
gender » » Obviously she is a mare.
breed » » Friesian, and a purebred at that. I got her from Shady Nook Farms in South Carolina that specialize in breeding top of the line horses with dressage, jumping and cross country. Some of the best Friesians I have come across, but at a very pretty penny.
genetics » » Well everything about Lily is elegant, beautiful and solid black. She is just under 17hh, another trait that the farm breeds for, with long wavy black mane and tail which I will ever cut. In some cultures its considered a sin to cut the mane or tail form these beasts, I'm not superstitious, but they look better with long hair. Her weight is just under 1500lbs, most of it being muscle in her powerful legs, mostly in the thighs. Also her legs are a little longer then normal, which is rare and another reason she costed more then almost any other horse at the farm.
personality » » Friesian Horses are considered companionable, willing, hard-working and sensitive. They are also intelligent and quick learners. Lily follows along all those as well as being motherly and protective and easily angered and startled. she tends to rear up to often in my opinion, and does what she wants when she wants unless you speak to her in a certain way.
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- name » » Waiting to Exhale, because I mean you just have to hold your breath as he gallops by. He is a little god to me so it is only fitting that his barn name be Zeus, its also the only name he responds too.
age » » He is five years old almost on the dot, but in his heart he will always be a foal.
gender » » Stallion, as his genes are to valuable to fix him.
breed » » A pure bred Andalusian, with some of the best genetics money can buy, which is why I am a broke girl.
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personality » » Zeus tends to be docile when he is alone or with horses he knows, but when around new people he just has to much energy both good and bad. He is intelligent and sensitive, he knows when your talking about him, he'll look right at you. When he is treated with respect he is the best horse in the barn and a quick learner that is responsive and cooperative. If he feels like you don't respect him he will become the foal he is inside and be a stubborn piece of crap.
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( the horses are a work in progress )
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