F | 17 | Befuddled
Damn. Quentin Adams really went from zero to sixty . I think we he was talking about Nirvana and then he was all, "we're gonna die now (: " and then, "I don't feel like going to class :( ." All with a steady, casual voice full of ease. As if the idea of being confronted by a killer was no major biggie. His whole train of thought made me think he had ADD for a moment, and then I remembered that this was Quentin Adams. And that's what Quentin Adams did. He talked. He was a happy-go-lucky sort of guy. The good kind.
Maybe it was being stuck in a claustrophobic room all summer? Or only going to funerals? Or sitting in a house with an old lady who was going through menopause? Or arguing with an old man still getting over the trauma of having a prostate exam given by his new very-much-male doctor? I'm sure those things caused some sort of debilitation. And they obviously didn't help what little social skills I had left to my name.
I noticed some of the people watching us Quentin. But maybe they were noticing me too? I mean, they couldn't have just thought that he was talking to Frodo Baggins wearing the ring that made you invisible. Although Quentin did seem the sort of guy who could even make friends with an imaginary friend. But then if Quentin had no one to talk to, I'm sure he'd just find someone instead of making someone up.
He put his arm around me and guided me through the halls and I felt myself tense up as I fought for mental and physical balance. My ears were burning and my mouth was drying as I thought to myself, Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid! "Well, new friend, let's march on to battle." A battle it was. And I let him steer my onward as I rigidly grasped for some sort of calm.
I was glad that he approved of my taste in music too. "Sorry about stealing your music."
"N-no that's alright. I should probably take it out anyways." And I plucked the earbuds out, hurriedly trying to hide the fact that I was trembling I was so nervous as I wrapped the cord back around my iPod. Kurt Kobhain wuold be proud. So proud.
"Jesus, this hallway feels like it goes on forever. It's like the suspense before you know someone's going to be killed in a horror movie." I let out a nervous laugh, and could feel Jesus doing a facepalm. He was saying, 'I created a monster.' "I don't feel like going to class." Hunh. The idea of ditching class had occurred to me more than once when I was getting out of my truck earlier. Of course I had never skipped a class in my life, but after everything that had happened- school just didn't seem to matter as much as it used to. Is that bad?
"Why do I feel like that's something you think everyday?" And I found myself smiling as I looked over at him . It was weird, because somehow I wasn't being a total recluse like I had planned to be this year. Instead I was actually communicating with real human beings instead of my journal. And I spoke to Quentin like my parents had never died. Somehow he made me forget them. I think that's one of the reasons he's so popular. Because he makes everyone think he's so happy. Was he really happy? If not, he was really good at pretending. I thought about recommending him for the Drama Club if it really were all a facade. But I think it was a bit of both. More happy than sad though. Like he was determined to not be, ya' know- me. Someone like me. Nonetheless, Quentin Adams was popular. It made me wonder why he would have even thought about approaching Elena Winters.
He could be plotting some humiliating scene where I would eternally be branded a freak. Not that countless people had already done the honors for him. Maybe he secretly relished at the idea of torturing me, and this is the first time he's come into the light to exact his plotting? Or maybe he's the leader of a secret cult? Somehow though, I couldn't imagine Quentin Adams running the KKK or the Illuminati. I can just see him now, removing his white cowl with a cheeky grin from ear-to-ear and his hand waving at me furiously while the KKK preformed their next sacrificial ritual. As my thoughts ran miles, there was no idea that came to mind that seemed plausible. Whether it was for better or for worse, they just became less and less realistic. There was even one plot where Quentin was secretly a werewolf, and he had evil plans to drag me off of campus to make me his lunch. Or there was the possiblity that Quentin was really a mass-murdering serial killer with schizophrenic tendencies coupled with symptons of early on-set dimentia. Of course, there was also the possibility that Quentin was just a nice guy who wanted to be my friend. I'm thinking too much again.
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OOC: Haha, woah! Now you're hashtagging things? This is moving too fast xD .
I just feel empathy for those stricken with the awkward disease. I was... I think was thrown at the wall at a very young age. Or maybe I was dropped from a great height?
And I shall accept your awkwardness too, life.lite. . I love Quentin too! I'm just sitting here laughing at how bubbly he is, and Elena is just sort of watching him talk and talk and talk. It's adorable! He reminds me of an attractive version of one of my friends x3 !
This is the voice I envisioned Elena making when Quentin put his arm around her: Link



