Rachel softly placed her Hands on his cheeks and kissed him for a Long time. "I trust you blindly. and it's not about trust, Darling. the reason why People are keeping Things secret is that they don't want to hurt you, because they love you and don't want you to worry even more than you already always do. they are just trying to protect you, just as you were trying to protect me by not telling me about your mental diseases, the BPD, being a Vampire and so on. see? you're doing the same, and for exactly the same reason." she took his Hand and looked into his eyes. "Jim, the difference between your mother and you is that you are even stronger than her. and you have me. i know you always want to protect and shelter me, but i am strong, too, Darling. and just as you are protecting me..." she looked deep into his eyes, a burning Determination in hers. "...i am protecting you. we're a Team, Jim. and a damn good Team." she smiled softly, her eyes sparkling. "remember this song, Darling?
yeah i know the Feeling of finding yourself stuck out on the ledge
and there ain't no healing from cutting yourself with the jagged edge
i'm telling you that it's never that bad
take it from someone who's been where you're at
layed out on the Floor and you're not sure
you can take this anymore
so just give it one more try..."
Mac turned human again and sat down beside her, carefully watching Noah. "hey, my Little storm, don't you want to make a break, you crazy Little hurricane?"
>>Daddy? why was mommy crying?<<
>>she thought i would go away.<<
>>will you go away??!<<
>>nah my Little storm, i will stay with you and mommy until i'm super super super old.<<
>>you are already old!<<
"wow. Kids can be so cruel...hunter! he just called me old!", mac mumbled, drawing around on a napkin. "hmmm, some sort of...Ultra light fibres..."
Athena pushed her head into his chest, clinging to him tightly.
"i'm afraid to talk about it...", she whispered. "I'm afraid that if i talk about it i might wake up and find myself in the dark alley again. i'm afraid this is all a dream... it's just too good to be my life...to be reality. i know i act pretty Fitting to my Name, but... if names were personalities, i'd be more of a Craven or Riven..."





























