Aegis (joining closed!)

[Fenyx]

Macon sighed and looked up to the sky. he saw the moon, as always, even in this daylight. this had broken. was luba evn there? did she even exist? or had it all been a lie?
he wiped a tear away and hugged hunter tighter.
>>me neither<<, he whispered in his thoughts. >>how can she do that? she would never do that...<< he looked away. >>i believed in a lie.<< his thought voice was cold. >>luna. nothing but a lie.<<
>>stop it!!<< he thought to himself. >>help her!!<< but he didn't have the strength. what had always kept him going, his endless belief in luna, was broken.

Raxhwl sighed and shook her head. "had better days...", she murmured.

[I quit:)]

Hunter looked ar him. "Luna? What is wrong? Why did you believe in a lie?", she asked him, stopping from breaking down. >>Help him, don't think about yourself now. Be strong, as always. Help him!<<

Jim pulled her closer. "Maybe you need some fresh air.", he said, softly stroking over her cheek.

[Fenyx]

"the luna i thought to kniw would never do this to us. not again." his eyes were ice cold. "but it doesn't matter." he shook his head. "i'm sorry for grammy, i really am..." macon looked away, avoiding to look into the sky. >>luna doesn't exist. we're all alone here. she never existed.<< he ripped a gracile necklace off his neck. a beautiful moon. He sighed and threw it away. "nothing but an illusion."

Rachel sighed and looked at the sky. it felt weak today. somehow.... she frowned. "something is seriously wrong...."

[I quit:)]

Hunter frowned, wiping away a tear from her face. "But Luna is your mother...Luna has always been there...", she whispered sadly. >>Oh no, it's my fault...now he's breaking because of me as well...<<

Jim raised an eyebrow. "What do you mean?"

[Fenyx]

"if she would be there this would have never happened", Macon said coldly. "it was a mistake ever believing that there was something bigger. someone who looks over us." he sighed. "sorry i should be there for you. bit the other way round." he hugfed hunter tightly, feeling as cold and empty inside as never before. He had believed in nothing but a lie...had he...? he stared up to the sky, nit believing to find anything more than cold stars and a cold planet up there...but also hoping he was wrong.

Rachel frowned, still looking up. her eyes lit up like the sun. "he's griefing....Sol is griefing for Luna. she...she seems to be dying?"

[I quit:)]

Hunter wrapped her arms around Macon tighter. "It's alright, hun, I don't need you to be there for me now, you need me to be there for you now.", she softly stroke over his cheek. "Grammy's death isn't Luna's fault... Luna has always been there for us. She has saved us so many times... this can't be a lie, hun."

Jim frowned. "Luna's dying? How's that possible?", he asked, looking at Rachel.

[Fenyx]

Macon looked inti hunter's eyes. "and hiw many times did we lose everything? how many times did we have to suffer? it was a fault ever believing." he stared at the ground. "there's nothing to believe in."

Rachel stared at the sky, then looked at jim. "Luna gave her life for him. she said she would live on in him. if this part of him dies..." she pointed at the sky, which started to turn red. "i don't want to know what happens..."

[I quit:)]

Hunter took his hand, smiling softly. >>Stay strong. For him.<<
"Darling, there is so much to believe in. Don't you believe in our love? In your son?", she asked him, and placed her hand on his chest, right above his heart. "Everything you love is also everything you believe in. A fault ever believing, you said... loving is believing. And loving isn't a fault. That's what you have to believe, Luna is Love. And Love is everywhere and everything."

Jim looked at the sky. "Macon. We gotta find Mac, you said she's dying, what if he's dying as well?!"

[Fenyx]

Mac sighed, feeling somewhat...unreal. he looked away "i can't", he mumbled. "i just can't. I can't hold on anymire. i can't stand. i really tried i tried for all the years, but i can't. i just want to sleep..."

Rachel nodded and raced out of the window. >>where are you, where are you??!<<

[I quit:)]

Hunter felt as if someone had just stabbed a knife into her heart. Her heart stopped beating, she stopped breathing.
Macon was thinking, he was speaking about...
it.
About... suicide.
"No, Macon, no... you're stronger than that, no...", the tears were running down her cheeks again. "I know the feeling of being sick of pretending to be strong, if you actually just want to break... honey I am here, fall... I'm always here please..."

(Aaaaand I'm crying xc)

Jim shifted into his wolf form and sprinted out of the church. "Macon!"