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[NatchiriNeko]

{{ .. I love momo so much he's such an energetic lil child }}

(Lol ikr. Like Rei, kinda. They would be such good friends. But sadly, Momo legit despises him with all his being. Cuz Reiiii stoleeee his mannnn. heuheuheu)

[despairz]

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Surprisingly, Seiji got a good night's sleep. Maybe it was because the bed was comfortable. Or, another person was in the room and he wouldn't die if he actually let himself sleep. He woke up a few times, the first being when Momo got up. He heard the shower before slipping off to sleep. The next, the smell of food woke him up. Skipping dinner was a dumb idea, but he felt sleep was more important at the moment. The last time, it was Momo landing on him.

Seiji's entire bod jolted and he squeaked, looking up at the redhead with wide blue eyes before he fell off the bed. The insane laughter cut off and the blonde took a moment to remember where he was. Before being woken up, he was having a nightmare. Next thing he knew, there was the weight of something on him.

When he looked over the edge of the bed and at Momo, he blinked once, then covered his mouth with his hand while trying to stop the laugh coming from him. It was a small laugh, a slight smile climbing across his face. "Such grace, Momo." The blonde murmured, shoving the covers back and swinging his legs over the bed. He yawned and stretched his arms up, the satisfying pop of his bones sounding in his ears. He glanced at the clock with the mention of it being time to.

"You even got me breakfast. What a good housewife you'd make," Seiji joked, grabbing a pancake off the plate and ripping little pieces off of it, nibbling at it was he pulled his coat onto his arms. He had to hop around the room while tugging on the boots, which went over his knees. He hissed when his elbow hit he corner of the wall, hurrying to follow Momo out of the room. The backpack he swiped from under the bed was thrown onto his shoulders, and he was following Momotaro.

"Judging by how absolutely ecstatic you are this morning, you slept well?" He asked, turning his head to look at Momo. He couldn't help but admire the red hair. It wasn't that common; most people had black or brown hair. He quickly moved his gaze to the ground, where he watched his black boots tap on the floor near silently.

[NatchiriNeko]

(FYI: I mentioned in one of my earlier posts of Momo's, that he stood at roughly 6 feet. This has changed, considering I feel like that height doesn't fit him. Momo is short. That fits. Barely taller than Seiji. XD Not totally sure his exact height, and nor will I try to figure it out. Lets just stick with what I said above ^^)

Momo eyed Seiji as he exited the room. He was indeed surprised to be honest. I really thought he was going to either beat me on the head, or start cussing me out... A bit relieved that he wasn't dead from pouncing onto the angel hair colored boy, Momo let out a nervous laugh. They both began walking down the hall, and Momo kept his eyes down on his phone. Flipping through messages from contacts, and checking emails. After all, his job was Rebellion informant. He had to continue contact with hundreds of people all around the clock. I mean, that was the way to 'get' information.

Momo jerked his head, surprised that Seiji had initiated conversation with him. Taking advantage of this moment and thinking, The phone can wait. He smiled. "In all honesty, I didn't sleep all that well. I have been forgetting to check in with my demon the last few nights, busy with work and all. So, she decided to practically drag my mind into her realm, in order to talk with me." He sighed, cocking his head. "But then again, I guess I kinda understand why. Shes so bored all the time, and none of the other demons really speak to her, so I'm kinda the only one. Then again, she enjoys taunting me, and I begged her to release me, and let my mind rest. Considering that is what sleep is for. But, NOPE!!!

Momo stopped, spotting Kaoru. "Kaoru! Keys!" He called out, before throwing the keys in his friends general direction. Thinking they would fall to the ground, he was surprised to see Kaoru quickly turn and grab them. He laughed a bit, before his smiles turned to a frown quickly. Momo spotted Rei. He felt a little irritation, and eyed the black haired adult. He doesn't look like anything special. Average, besides the piercings. Momo took a step back, crossing his arms. Why him out of all people Kaoru? Momo thought of himself as better looking, probably a better entertainer, and...well. The only big difference he could see was that Rei was indeed taller than himself. Momo wasn't sure of his exact height, but he wasn't 'tall'...He was a bit below average. Turning to look at Seiji, he realized he was barely even taller then his friend.

He looks like, 16 or 17. Momo growled at himself. Great, I'm barely taller then Seiji, and I'm freakin 19. At that moment, Momo wished to be taller. Perhaps if he was taller, Kaoru would notice him more? I'm short. Aren't I. He thought. Momo grabbed Seiji's arm, feeling angry by looking at Rei and Kaoru so long. "Come on. Lets go outside, we are leaving soon anyways." He muttered.

[despairz]

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Seiji thought for a moment, thinking of his own demon. That creature didn't even taunt him. He just scared him half to death with terrible scenes, then forced him into talking for a half hour before letting him sleep. Depending on the nightmares and how fast he escapes them, he can get a normal amount of sleep. Most of the time, he doesn't.

Before he chose to speak, he watched Momo throw their room keys to Kaoru. His entire demeanor changed for some reason, in a split second. Rei, maybe? He had been asking about him quite a lot the night before. He shrugged it off: not his business, not his problem. It wasn't until he fell silent and crossed his arms that Seiji became slightly worried. Something was definitely wrong, and as much as he hated to admit it, he wanted to know. It would be nagging at the back of his mind every time he saw Rei and Kaoru together. Just why, exactly, did Momo care so much?

He'd been staring down at the leader and Rei when he saw Momo turn to look at him from the corner of his eye. He turned to look back at him a few seconds later, and he was staring. Narrowing his eyes, he was about to ask him what he was doing when the other grabbed his arm and said something. Seiji didn't quite catch what he said, but he hardly had a choice but to follow Momo.

When they were outside, he narrowed his eyes once again and turned to stare at Momo. Before talking, however, he tugged his arm away from the other. "Mind explaining why you're so quiet and not-Momo right now?" He asked - or more so, demanded. He dropped his arms to his sides, staring him down. While this wasn't usually like himself, being dragged away because of something that was most likely personal didn't make him the happiest camper. He really did care what he had to say and possibly wanted to help, but if he played nice then there was the chance he wouldn't get anything out of the redhead. So, demanding it is.

[NatchiriNeko]

Momo burst out of the hotel, dragging Seiji beside him. He quickly let go, and leaned his body against the front wall of the small building. For a moment, he only stared into the beyond. He said nothing. Eyebrows furrowed, and eyes narrowed. Its not like I change myself to fit Kaoru's standards...but maybe if I try harder? Momo shook his head, letting his body slowly slide to the ground. In but a few moments, he was now sitting on the ground. Back still against the wall, and one leg pulled up closer to his chest. He rested his arm upon his knee, tilting his head downwards. Seeming as if he was staring blankly into the cement. No matter how hard I tried in the past, it never worked anyways. Except...

Momo remembered when Kaoru's father had died. That night he came to his friends house. Knocked on the door, holding a black umbrella above his head. It was raining. And, when Momo realized the door was unlocked he entered. He searched the house for Kaoru, only to find him sitting lifelessly in the corner of his room, in the shadows. He would never forget the expression Kaoru had when Momo called out to him. It was obvious the black haired boy had been sobbing, and his eyes still filled with tears. A look of longing, and brokenness. At that moment, when Momo embraced him, Kaoru was vulnerable enough for anything.

The dating had only lasted barely a week, before Kaoru 'back' to his 'senses'. But, for that week, Momo had never been happier. He finally had what he always wanted. But, nothing lasts forever. And, according to Kaoru, none of it was real. But in the back of Momo's mind, he wished, oh deeply wished it had been.

"Mind explaining why you're so quiet and not-Momo right now?"

Momo jerked his head up, turning to see the blonde haired boy standing above him. He remained silent for a moment, before trying for a smile. At first he thought of lying to his new friend. But in all honesty, the expression Seiji was holding, was intimidating. Perhaps, even, a bit frightening. Momo was terrible at lying, always had been, even though he did it often. If he did lie, and Seiji knew, Momo felt something bad would happen. Very bad. His smile disappeared. Yeah. The man I'm in love with loves someone else. A pure idiot. Momo rolled his eyes. As if I could say that. He thought for a few moments, the best way he could say it. Finally, he spoke. "Nothing really..." He muttered. "I'm just don't see how someone could have such 'low' standards." Momo gritted his teeth, raising a brow while staring down at the cement. "Kinda pisses me off." Standing up, he dusted himself off. "Either way, I guess there is nothing I can do about it." Yeah right. Act cool. Its not like it still bothers you. "I'm done trying." Well thats not true is it? You will constantly keep trying to earn Kaoru's love. No matter what.

Momo's eyes widened, as a thought suddenly entered his mind. A brilliant thought. If Kaoru constantly spent time with Rei, and if they have been re-united for a few years now, then of course he is going to think hes 'fallen' for him again. Thats the answer, its about who you spend time with! Momo grinned. Of course. Thats why most long-distance relationships don't work. Because you need to spend time with them! Be around them! "Thats it!" He shouted. "I've decided something, Seiji." He said, chuckling. He playfully elbowed his friend. "From here on out, for as long as I can, I am going to stick with The Rebellion. That's right! even live at that boring as hell building!" For Kaoru... He thought. "I mean, I'll be gone now and then. Tending to business, meeting people, information handling as always. I mean, that is my job." he began, "But, I shall be present!"

It didn't occur to Momo, that Kaoru wasn't in love with him. And, would never be in love with him. Kaoru only loved one person, and that was Rei. Not only that, but Momo needed to move on. He needed someone to bring him back into reality, and out of his dream world. To show him, that in truth, Momo wasn't really in love with Kaoru. Perhaps he had a crush on Kaoru before, but he never truly fell in love with him. Momo had never fallen in love with anyone, and never felt the feeling. So, how could he know what love felt like, if he had never experienced it? He can't.

[NatchiriNeko]

Kaoru sighed, trying to ignore Riko's comment. It aggravated him a little, because in his mind, Riko's comment was teasing. 'As If' they were a couple. I mean. Kaoru turned to glance towards Rei. He quickly looked down. He feels differently. He thought. Taking a deep breath, then slowly releasing it. And I promised myself, that no matter who he loves, I will support him. Kaoru suddenly hear a voice behind him. Turning quickly, it was almost as if he had hit the 'slow motion' button. He saw keys flying in the air towards him. Quickly, he caught them perfectly. He glared at Momo for giving him such a 'short' notice. But, something else caused his gaze to turn. Momo wasn't looking at him, but at....Kaoru turned to look at Rei. Hes looking at Rei. Why. Suddenly, he remembered.

Momotaro never knew that Rei had entered back into his life. For years, Momo tried to convince Kaoru to let himself be Rei's 'replacement'. But, no one could replace Rei. This much was true. Kaoru felt a nagging thought at the back of his mind. Does Momo still...have...feelings for me? He quickly shook it off, shaking his head in agreement with his thought. No of course not. Kaoru chuckled a bit, for even thinking about it. He quickly pushed the thought into the back of his mind, and most likely, into an abyss of thoughts and memories he didn't care to remember or think about again. Afterall, Kaoru was too wrapped in his own worries. Rei was all he could see, all he could think about.

Kaoru approached the front desk, once again greeted by the friendly old man. He returned everyones keys, payed the bill, (which thankfully wasn't high, considering the hotel wasn't very high quality.) And, began to head over to the front sitting area. He knew some of the group hadn't yet left their rooms, but he would wait. They still had a good half hour before they needed to leave. But, if any of them were late...

Kaoru took a seat, glancing up to see if Rei would follow. After a few moments of silence, and assuming that Rei was somewhere near him, he began to ask something. "So." He began casually, "Riko. You into her?" He asked. Kaoru suddenly realized that no matter how 'casual' or 'normal' he asked such a question...it wasn't like him. Kaoru never asked questions of that sort, or phrased that way. Simply because with other people, he didn't give a damn. But, he was a little desperate to know with Rei. He slapped himself mentally, wishing he hadn't said anything. god, I'm an idiot.

[Fading Dreams]

- me chocking on my water as i read that sentence - haha kaoru. actually. I cant. let me just take a moment. HAHA KAORU YOU DERP.]

[despairz]

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As soon as Momo said, "nothing really..." Seiji scowled. He continued to stare at the other as he spoke, the look of displeasure remaining on his face. He had no idea what the redhead was talking about, but he could only assume it definitely had something to do with Kaoru and Rei. Which one of them, he had no idea. Maybe both. He crossed his arms, exhaling slowly. He wiped the emotion from his face again, though that alone was evidently a sign of annoyance. Not like Momo would know; he'd known him for, what, a few hours?

He stepped back when Momo jumped up, expression unchanging as he started to yell about something. That something just so happened to be Momo coming to the Rebellion headquarters and staying. "Good job trying to change the subject," he mumbled, which he purposefully made sure he said it while Momo was talking.

"Wonderful." Seiji said sarcastically. He was a bit happy he'd made a friend, dare he even call him that, and in reality he was glad Momo was coming with them. Maybe he could stop being as bored and friendless back home. The only person he ever actually talked to was the demon he had a contract with, but he hardly enjoyed the conversations. He was forced into them, and they were mostly one-sided conversations.

"I'm sure everyone will be glad to have you back," he said, mostly out of politeness. He didn't know Momo's relationships with anyone from the Rebellion, aside from the fact that he knew Kaoru and possibly Rei. He shifted his shoulders, attempting to get his backpack to sit comfortably on his shoulders. Fortunately, the black bag only contained things like water bottles and first aid items, so it wasn't heavy. There were a few pieces of food like granola bars, just in case he needed it. Seeing as a part of his contract with the demon granted him powers with blood, it only made sense to carry things that could get his energy back up if he ends up using the powers.

His ears tuned into Momo's heartbeat, suddenly, seeing as he was the closest person in the area. The sound was loud in his ears, and a bit too fast to be normal. He huffed and uncrossed his arms, tuning the noise out. While his sensitive hearing was useful is he ever needed to keep watch over something, it often annoyed him to no extent. Randomly, he'd pick up on people's heartbeats.

"Anyways, does your sudden decision have anything to do with... Kaoru?" He asked, tilting his head to the side ever so slightly. He tuned his ears in to his heartbeat, waiting for it to either speed up or stay normal. Then, he'd probably have his answer. If his heart sped up, the answer was probably yes. Stays the same, most likely not.

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Momo, even know he was talking to Seiji, was too enthralled with his new idea, that he didn't pay much mind to his friends replies. He smiled, tilting his head upwards. He hadn't felt so motivated and happy for quite a while. He sighed, relaxing a bit more. He once again leaned his back against the hotel wall. Suddenly, he heard a question. "Anyways, does your sudden decision have anything to do with..." Oh god, please don't say Kaoru. "Kaoru?" Why do I even hope for anything anymore? Momo began laughing nervously. He felt a bit of heat begin to build up in his body. His palms getting sweaty, as well as his forehead. He gulped, trying to decide how to answer.

He was panicking. Alot. Momo began to breath a bit heavier, not wanting to admit who it was. "Well..." He said, inbetween nervous chuckles. "Its...I...he..." Momo let his head drop, he body losing the enthusiasm it had before. "Yeah. I guess." He mumbled, so it was barely audible. He finally had the courage to lift his head, locking eyes with Seiji. He wasn't sure what to say, and he honestly hoped Seiji didn't ask anymore. He didn't want to tell anyone his 'history' or 'true' feelings about Kaoru. After all, people would probably tell him to forget it. But he didn't want too. Not at all.

"It really isn't anything!" He said loudly. Perhaps if he convinced Seiji that it really 'was nothing', he wouldn't ask anymore. Because, if Seiji did end up asking more, Momo would probably not be able to hold it in. Not because he wanted to blurt it out, but like I said earlier, he is terrible at lie-ing. Simply terrible. He sighed, "By the way, can I ask a question?" He asked. "Is that your natural hair color?"

[despairz]

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There was his answer, even before he even said anything. Seiji rolled his eyes, but looked back to him. "That's quite a big decision, coming to the Rebellion. You must've been good friends," he hummed. Of course he knew something for going on - or something had gone on - between them. He knew that he was being too manipulative and sneaky, which were two things he was usually the opposite of.

Momo burst out about something again, but it was short lived. A simple statement. Seiji nodded once, but showed no interest on the outside. He kept the same neutral, though slightly angry-looking, expression. His eyes wandered to the surrounding land, scanning over each and every natural landform, studying it. His head was pounding again, and every time he did he couldn't help but think it was probably the demon pounding on his skull, just to annoy him. Oh, he already knew the demon would be asking about this conversation later.

Momo started to speak, to which Seiji snapped his attention to the other, locking their eyes. He was slightly offended at the statement, though he only snorted. "Of course it is. I could ask the same to you." He pointed to the shock of red hair on Momo's head. At the mention of his own hair, however, he self-consciously ran a hand through it, chewing on his lip like he often did, forcing his arm to drop back to his side.