
Kaoru wiped his face, hearing no reply from Rei. Suddenly, he jumped a little. "Damn it, too early." The voice came from somewhere around him, but where? The room was dark, almost pitch dark. He sighed, waiting a few moments till his eyes began to adjust well enough to the dark so that he could at least somewhat see the room. Kaoru listened closely to the dead silence, seeing if he could any other noises. Eventually, in-between the creaks and noises from outside, he heard slight sleeping noises. Steady and calm breathing. Kaoru followed the noise, leaning onto the bed. His eyes then caught sight of a lump in the bed. It was Rei.
A wave of relief washed over him. Rei was here. Rei was with him. He thought he had never felt so thankful for his friend, but in that moment. Perhaps it was because of the dream? Or maybe...or maybe... Kaoru smiled, as he leaned down towards his friend. For some odd reason, he wanted to touch him. Kaoru froze, Did I just think, to, touch him? Kaoru pulled back, scolding himself. But, the more he thought about it, the more he wanted to. He wanted to hold Rei. He wanted to touch his hair, and- Kaoru stopped himself yet again. But either way, he had to do something. He couldn't hold back any longer.
He looked down at Rei, who was sleeping soundly. Suddenly, a smile appeared on Kaoru's face. He chuckled a bit, reaching out his hand. He gently touched his friends cheek, before resting his head against his. "Rei. You're such an idiot." He muttered. Yet, he loved his friend.
Love. Did I just think Love again.
Its just a friendly love. I love him as my best friend... Kaoru's eyes opened, and he moved away from Rei. But was that true? Kaoru wouldn't admit it, he couldn't be honest with himself. He suddenly thought of what would happen if he lost Rei. Not again. If that happened, if he lost Rei again, he couldn't go on. The Rebellion would do nothing for him. What was the real reason he ran The Rebellion? as sanctuary for 'special' ones. Right? But what was really his drive...He was lifeless before Rei and him were re-united. And, to be honest, he was on the verge of...death. He was once at such a dark place. Now, because of Rei, he had a reason to live. Someone to live for. Love. Kaoru repeated over and over again in his mind. He once heard, that if you were really true in love with someone, you wouldn't be able to live without them. You would be willing to give your life for theirs. And, when it came down to it, Kaoru would die for Rei. Love. Rei. Kaoru jerked his head upwards, as his eyes widened. Do, I love Rei?
No. Its not natural. Right. Not natural. Kaoru wrestled with himself. Knowing the truth. I love Rei. As, a lover. At that moment, when the thought appeared in his mind, Kaoru couldn't push it away, like he had done in the past. The truth was too strong, too vibrant. It was there, right in front of him. All this time. Kaoru chuckled, wiping his face. "God, I'm such an idiot." He muttered. Took me long enough to see. Kaoru turned to look down at his friend. He felt like smiling, and like, embracing-
A dangerous and threatening thought entered his mind. Rei must feel differently... Kaoru's smile faded. Rei doesn't 'love' my like that. I mean, look at him. Kaoru sighed, And, whats wrong with that? He probably likes...Riko? Asami?? Girls. Kaoru turned away, trying to hide his expression of disapointment. No matter what. I will support him. I love him. Kaoru smiled a bit, feeling his fill up with water. I'm not afraid to think it anymore. I can at least think it. I love him. He wiped his eyes, And, I'm not crying. I'm just...happy... Kaoru lied down, resting his head on the soft white pillow. His back to Rei. Tears continued to run down his face, while Kaoru began to fall asleep, with a smile on his face.
I love you Rei. No matter what. I will always love you. I will protect you. And, I will never let anyone take you away from me again. Ever.
Kaoru was well aware that this may always be a distant love. That Rei would love someone else, and Kaoru would always remain but a friend. But, as long as Rei is happy. He would be happy. Kaoru couldn't love anyone else, because, Kaoru loves, Rei.
A wave of relief washed over him. Rei was here. Rei was with him. He thought he had never felt so thankful for his friend, but in that moment. Perhaps it was because of the dream? Or maybe...or maybe... Kaoru smiled, as he leaned down towards his friend. For some odd reason, he wanted to touch him. Kaoru froze, Did I just think, to, touch him? Kaoru pulled back, scolding himself. But, the more he thought about it, the more he wanted to. He wanted to hold Rei. He wanted to touch his hair, and- Kaoru stopped himself yet again. But either way, he had to do something. He couldn't hold back any longer.
He looked down at Rei, who was sleeping soundly. Suddenly, a smile appeared on Kaoru's face. He chuckled a bit, reaching out his hand. He gently touched his friends cheek, before resting his head against his. "Rei. You're such an idiot." He muttered. Yet, he loved his friend.
Love. Did I just think Love again.
Its just a friendly love. I love him as my best friend... Kaoru's eyes opened, and he moved away from Rei. But was that true? Kaoru wouldn't admit it, he couldn't be honest with himself. He suddenly thought of what would happen if he lost Rei. Not again. If that happened, if he lost Rei again, he couldn't go on. The Rebellion would do nothing for him. What was the real reason he ran The Rebellion? as sanctuary for 'special' ones. Right? But what was really his drive...He was lifeless before Rei and him were re-united. And, to be honest, he was on the verge of...death. He was once at such a dark place. Now, because of Rei, he had a reason to live. Someone to live for. Love. Kaoru repeated over and over again in his mind. He once heard, that if you were really true in love with someone, you wouldn't be able to live without them. You would be willing to give your life for theirs. And, when it came down to it, Kaoru would die for Rei. Love. Rei. Kaoru jerked his head upwards, as his eyes widened. Do, I love Rei?
No. Its not natural. Right. Not natural. Kaoru wrestled with himself. Knowing the truth. I love Rei. As, a lover. At that moment, when the thought appeared in his mind, Kaoru couldn't push it away, like he had done in the past. The truth was too strong, too vibrant. It was there, right in front of him. All this time. Kaoru chuckled, wiping his face. "God, I'm such an idiot." He muttered. Took me long enough to see. Kaoru turned to look down at his friend. He felt like smiling, and like, embracing-
A dangerous and threatening thought entered his mind. Rei must feel differently... Kaoru's smile faded. Rei doesn't 'love' my like that. I mean, look at him. Kaoru sighed, And, whats wrong with that? He probably likes...Riko? Asami?? Girls. Kaoru turned away, trying to hide his expression of disapointment. No matter what. I will support him. I love him. Kaoru smiled a bit, feeling his fill up with water. I'm not afraid to think it anymore. I can at least think it. I love him. He wiped his eyes, And, I'm not crying. I'm just...happy... Kaoru lied down, resting his head on the soft white pillow. His back to Rei. Tears continued to run down his face, while Kaoru began to fall asleep, with a smile on his face.
I love you Rei. No matter what. I will always love you. I will protect you. And, I will never let anyone take you away from me again. Ever.
Kaoru was well aware that this may always be a distant love. That Rei would love someone else, and Kaoru would always remain but a friend. But, as long as Rei is happy. He would be happy. Kaoru couldn't love anyone else, because, Kaoru loves, Rei.
Tearing up with this post. The feels. Heheheheh :3








