by Ayato ototochan » Sun Apr 06, 2014 3:20 pm
Sam looked at the ground "oh" he said softly "I...I was homeschooled up until..." He cut off "I was homeschooled and was pretty much forced to learn things that I would never have known at certain ages. It was hard though. I...I was not allowed to look at my mum or she would freak and beat me saying that it was my fault dad left and saying that I looked just like him because of my eyes" he tensed "she forced me to look at her whenever she was asking me a question and would beat me again if she saw my eyes even at every wrong answer she beat me. I knew the answers of course but I would lie just so I could get attention instead of getting pushed so hard to learn. I'd get beaten about ten times a day at the least. She also kept saying things like how she wished I was the man she fell in love with all because I look like the father I never knew" he said nervously "she was insane. It was like she was angry for the first minute and then wishing I was my father the next" he flinched "I never knew which mother I would have after a few minutes. It could have been the violent mum or the mum who actually hugged me and seemed to care". He was surprised with himself, telling a compleat stranger about his past and he was surprised that he even talked as much as he did. He shuffled his feet " I...I want to find my dad but I don't even know his name or what he looks like besides having blue eyes" he said softly
(So sorry this is soooooo long. My thoughts kinda flooded my mind ^^)