Even though I often fell asleep or felt tired I needed almost no sleep at all before I had my energy back, and I slowly woke up yawning and stretching. But I noticed I was hungry, very hungry in fact and a sigh escaped me.
But I was determined not to ask for any food, if the hunger got really bad I could always just go steal a little piece of food or something.
It sadden me the fact that this was the most of nature I would ever see. A garden. I knew there was much more in the things called forest and woods, and I missed the part of my life before I became a slave. When I was just another innocent child, not having a single clue about my future. I was happy back then, I had forests to explore with the faithful - but elderly - family bloodhound Mau.
I could feel how my whole mood suddenly changed, I had been in a somewhat happy state earlier. But now I could only feel sadness and I closed my eyes wanting to drift into a place I knew was painless and where I could forget, all I needed was to fall asleep... But the hunger was impossible to ignore and the sadness I felt made the whole part so much worse. I could deal with hunger easily, but whenever I started to think of the life I had before all of this misery. That was too overwhelming for me, but I stayed strong and kept the tears back. But my breathing was unsteady and it bugged me greatly.