by Alpha* » Thu Sep 16, 2021 1:06 pm
Whiskers twitch in amusement; "We will trade nests then." Is stated decidedly, not moving from where he sits before her. "It'll be quite fine." Her purr is nice, he likes it, but his own attempt cuts off soon after starting, a wan but warm smile finding his muzzle: Why are you here? What do you want from me? "I don't sleep much anyhow, I'd prefer my clanmates be comfortable. "
The warmth in his smile and his eyes dissipates, like fog in the sun when she moves. He is suddenly back on guard, back to caution and contained violence. Don't touch me. Hurts. Please. is passed through his mind along with a series of memories- memories which cause his pelt to twitch with remembered pain. There are scars under his plush pelt, thick roping ones and ones that are thin as a hair; typically they cause his fur to not lie flat, lending a 'bedhead' type of style to his patterned silver pelt. Green eyes go from an acidic spring green to a murky swamp shade in seconds; Don't! Rook, please. Don't let Bone touch me. Please. Don't, please. Don't touch me.
FallenRains clears his throat, somehow managing not to speak what passes through his traumatized mind, even as he freezes, rather than moving away. Shes not Bone. She's not Ralyuk. Aprehension causes him to tuck his tail around his ankle again, prepared to fight. To flee. Shes seeking comfort. Warmth. It's cold in the shadows. She's your clanmate. Your friend, right? Probably wants to share comforts. his heart is slamming into his ribs. Because this isn't a fight, and he is honestly, completely trying to be normal. To not scare her or anyone. I'm not who I was.
When she changes subject ever so slightly, he grasps it like a drowning human had used one of their floating monsters' pelts, greatfully blinking at her. He exhales before answering, "the Simplicity. " He replies slightly louder, as if he isn't sure she could understand if he wasn't. "I miss the simplicity. "
(OH I see!)