by Alpha* » Fri Dec 13, 2019 4:58 pm
FallenRains
He opens his mouth to respond and then shuts it without a sound. It would do no good.... Sheepfeather is right, he needs to help the clan.
But punishing himself? Does he do that?
"I.. I see, I hear, I obey." Is said in a voice that isnt quite his own. A link to a past he desperately wishes to forget. But how can he forget when he cannot even forgive himself? Noone else would forgive what he has done.
Blue eyes shimmer as he stares at the elder; "oh.. of course you can stay. But umm ... i.. " he swallows the hard lump in his elegant throat. "I dont want to be near the earth." He wishes to be in the trees at the very least, closer to his beloved heavens. Closer to the stars and the ancestors and his once-love BirdsShadow. Even though it would hurt so very much.
Fallen ducks his head a minute, "come with me. It ... it isnt far." He turns and shambles away, one side aching. Had he deserved this? The claws and pain, the rage and sorrow. She had been lucky - she was a she-cat. He doesn't hurt she-cats intentionally. She was lucky he has his own Code beside the Warrior Clans Code.
Or is it he who is lucky?
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RisingStorm
She has a hard time getting rolled back onto her belly, and sits there a minute, panting. That hurt! "Hello again, ShewBranch," she meows warmly, getting to her aching feet slowly. Her curled fur is awry but she makes no move to fix it- despite the plumpness that is her belly that belies her pregnancy.... she is severely underweight. Her once lovely face has a thinness too it, and were she human one might say that a gust of wind could blow her away. A shadow of herself; and there is such sorrow in her eyes.
"Am I.. am I still welcome?" Is whispered, inhaling the warm scent of her Clan. "I.. would my family be... would what's left of my family... be welcomed?" Her voice breaks and she doesn't mean to cry but she does. "I.. I didnt want to go.. I didnt..." Shoulders shaking as she softly sobs, moving unsteadily forward to bury her muzzle into his neck, eyes squeezed shut.
"Please, please.."