Sorrelstorm
~*Molly-36 moons-Lunarpaw's Mentor*~
Sorrelstorm worked her jaw, her shoulders high as her face hovered right above the waters surface as she listened in on Misthearts advice. He was merely stating in a more gentle version what everyone else had. Though it was not true, that's how she felt. She scowled slightly at the mention of Alderstar saying what he did and why, having a comeback for that she would soon use. For the remained of the speech, her expression remained straight as she quietly listened in, every now and then looking up to see a minnow or two dart past her and down the stream. Her dull pale green eyes remained fixated on her submerged paws even when he spoke about her clan mates being offended by her previous comment about being the most productive. Out of all else that was what made her most ashamed. Her mouth was going faster than her mind to keep up, of course she said something as rash and untrue as that...She made a mental note to apologize to each warrior individually when she got back to camp.
Once Mistheart finished, she stood and stepped in reverse out of the water, he lower half drenched in water, the liquid now seeping out of her fur and trailing back into the flow of the creek. Her ears flickered slightly before looking over to Mistheart, tracing around his figure with her eyes before speaking carefully. The last thing she wanted to do was offend the cat after he tried to help her. "For you to tell me those words lifts my heart, but Alderstar as a leader to tell me that and then instead of reassuring me that I will improve and grow into maybe- one day a leader he says I should not have been listening and insults me." Her head lowered again. "It is times like these I think anyone else would have been a better choice for leader..." There was no poison in her words, it was simply how she felt. "I may have just became an apprentice but Pinefoot would have been a great choice, his biggest flaw was how timid he was, but he was so skilled and kind, with enough work he would have made a great deputy and then leader...How sad when that fox cornered and killed him after Alderstar was made deputy..." She trailed off. "Sunheart was my favorite choice" she spoke, a smile in her voice as she was speaking about their long past clan-mates. "She was so funny, she lifted the moral of all her clanmates, even when whitecough broke out. She pushed herself so hard going out multiple times a day to hunt for her starving clan-mates even when she was so herself. She was even laughing about a joke she made right before she died." Her tone turned hollow and she let out a long drawn out sigh.
She took a moment to pause before continuing "The reason why I am saying all this is because Alderstar is...brash...and always in a bad mood...be it because he is under stress with caring for the whole clan or he is annoyed by certain cats actions, myself being a prime example. I just could never see Sunheart or Pinefoot downgrading their clanmates so openly. I believe we all have certain peeves about our clanmates, but never once have I gossiped about it....It is the last thing I would expect a leader to do. So many of use think so highly of them and for them to think you are not worthy of something....you worked your whole life to strive for is...disheartening to say the least." Her damp tail curled around her paws gaze lowering away from his. She may still be young and not ready to become leader, the moment someone says you are not worthy yet, feels to her that she will never be worthy.
Spirit
~*Molly-16 moons-Loner*~
Spirit let her ears fold back at such a short response, and nearly rolled her eyes if he wasn't looking right at her. Her fluffy crooked tail flickered and she squinted at him, advancing to him now, officially within the territory. She began her way up the rocks, as she was she asked "What do they call you?" Unsure if he would run her off, she tried to think of a way to diffuse any possible ideas that she was a threat.