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[roobeeen]

sapphire | she-cat | theme/ ready aim fire | w/ juniper
"no!" I snapped narrowing my eyes and rising to my paws, ignoring the pain and unsheathing my claws. "you're the one who doesn't understand! As soon as you left it felt like you were ripping me from inside out!" I growled.

foxeye | she-cat | theme/ the lion's roar | w/ -
-in riverclan's territory-

[EndlessBliss]

Juniper

"Then stop pushing me away Sapphire... Right know your pushing me away and how do you think that make me feel huh? Awful your not the only one with feelings here. I left because I thought it was best but then I came back because I couldn't stay away. Then when I came back all you did was push me away and try to shut me out" I meow calmly I wasn't going to challenge her.

[roobeeen]

sapphire | she-cat | theme/ ready aim fire | w/ juniper
I frowned "because I don't want to be broken again!" I whimpered, looking at my paws "I haven't told Pikepelt...so none of you understand..." I whimpered out before hiding my face.

foxeye | she-cat | theme/ the lion's roar | w/ -
-in riverclan's territory-

[EndlessBliss]

Juniper

I step a bit closer to her. "It's ok Sapphire you can tell me I won't get mad or upset...I'm here for you because I care" I meow softly

[roobeeen]

sapphire | she-cat | theme/ ready aim fire | w/ juniper
I looked at her, tears in my eyes as a few slipped. "I was once a clan cat. I was Bluepaw, the Fierce and Loyal. The clan was literally called starclan. Though there's a starclan that now holds dead cats that didn't do anything horrible. But I was in love with a tom, Larkpaw. He was always good to me and I thought he liked me too...until training. He seemed...different that day...not like himself at all. Bloodthirsty and a mix of happiness and anger. He attacked me and tried to rip my throat out. The mentors weren't paying attention and my vision was fading and...I killed him. I killed the tom I loved and got exiled after attacked by my mentor at the Cliff Of Stars." I looked at her since I had looked away "my sister, Minkpaw, followed after me. We soon became Sapphire and Wave. And soon enough figured out starclan had turned to stormclan. I protected my sister numerous times to gain these scars. But one day we met a group of vicious rouges. And I knew the look in their eyes too well. I protected my sister with all the strength I had. I killed them but my vision was fading quick. Then that's when Pikepelt found us. Me on the brink of death and my sister trying to help me. He had grown attached to Wave. It tore him apart when she died. I knew he would never feel like that around me...I'm not worth loving...and here we are now. Happy?" I said the rest before looking away.

((That's technically her history at the moment. She refuses to speak about her mother))

foxeye | she-cat | theme/ the lion's roar | w/ -
-in riverclan's territory-

[EndlessBliss]

Juniper

I sigh before padding in front of her. "None of that is your fault at all Sapphire. You were protecting yourself and yours
Sister do not feel like it's your fault. If you do that it will tear you up inside. Your worth much more then you think even if some cats don't see you that way I do. I love you and we all have scars some worst than others...some your haunted by and some that try and change you. You don't have to feel that why Sapphire I won't judge you or be upset because I have my own scars and flaws..." I finish and nuzzle her comfortingly

[roobeeen]

sapphire | she-cat | theme/ ready aim fire | w/ juniper
I smiled slightly and pressed my face to the back of her neck, crying silently.

foxeye | she-cat | theme/ the lion's roar | w/ -
-in riverclan's territory-

[EndlessBliss]

Juniper

I stand there letting her cry on me."It's ok just let it all..." I meow softly in her ear

[roobeeen]

sapphire | she-cat | theme/ ready aim fire | w/ juniper
I shook my head and rubbed my face with a paw then smiled softly at her.

foxeye | she-cat | theme/ the lion's roar | w/ -
-in riverclan's territory-

[EndlessBliss]

Juniper

I smile back at her and lick her head. "I love you Sapphire no matter what happens..."