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[canadianhowl]

Lovino whipped his head around, "about what?" He meowed with a hint of anger in his voice.

Hawkkit mewed in confusion and fear as she started to get cold once her mother just disappeared. She huddled towards Snowkit and kept mewing.

Jaguarpaw meowed, "wait come back Luna!" He raced after her and tackled the she-cat pinning her down. "Why do you all of a sudden hate me? I just don't get it!"

[PenguinQueen]

"I thought you were a rouge, turns out your one of the heartless clan cats!" Luna hissed as Jaguarpaw pinned her.

Silverstar backed away. "I-" she said, then was quiet. I just can't have the kits, I don't want them, I only want Lovino but he won't want that. she thought as she lowered her head in shame. Why can't I love them like a normal cat?

[canadianhowl]

"I don't classify myself as a clan cat. I only called myself Jaguar because "paw" makes me sound weak. Really i want to be a rouge badley." Jaguarpaw hissed.

Lovino shook his head and padded off again. "Just take them and leave me be. I only wished for a normal family to call ours where we both love our kits as much as we love eachother!" He yowled in hurt before he ran off and dissapered into the bushes. The first thing on his mind now was to find his brother then hide, run, and fight for his life. Back to stage one he was now.

[PenguinQueen]

Silverstar's eyes clouded. I only wanted you.. she thought as she watched him run. Her gaze hardened as it fell on the kits. She turned and ran after Lovino, leaving the three kits behind.

Snowkit felt nothing anywhere. She could only hear her own cries. Nothing. She sat, quiet soon as she waited for their mother's return.

Luna looked at him. "Then why do you stay? You don't have to pretend you don't like it where you are." she said as she got up.

[canadianhowl]

The Italian soon found his brother roaming around. "Feli!" He called out. The smaller Italian piped up and ran over to him. Lovino tackled him and started to cry into his brothers tabby fur. "Fratello what's wrong?" Feliciano asked. "Im just done with everything alright. My mate doesn't love me anymore and she doesn't love our kits!" Lovino mewed making up his final conclusion on his mates actions.

Hawkkit mewed in fear as she huddled up even closer to Snowkit.

Jaguarpaw sighed and whimpered, "look im sorry alright!" He had never said sorry before and the male just realized that. He padded after Luna and meowed, "look, I'll give up my clan right now just so you can like me again as a friend! Your one of the only ones I ever had you know."

[PenguinQueen]

"You shouldn't leave your other friend behind." Luna said. I may really like him, but she seemed to have had him first. she thought

Silverstar stopped as he said that. I've lost my mate. He was the only one I've ever loved. And now because of these kits I'll probably never see him again. she thought as she collapsed from her run.

Blackstream padded up the hill and saw the three kits left all alone. She hurried and wrapped herself around them for warmth. "Why did Silverstar leave you?" she wondered aloud.

Snowkit let out a frightened cry. This isn't mommy! she thought.

[canadianhowl]

(THE FEELS! *plays this song in Background Self Inflicted Achromatic all better ;-;
//yes this is what Lovi sounds like and yes he is based off of Roma.... My cover has been blown *explodes*)

"I just don't know where I belong anymore." Jaguarpaw sighed before sitting down.

Lovino backed away and let his brother up. "It's just not fair why does everything have to be so crule to us Italians? We were brained washed, beaten up, I was crippled but at least im starting to be able to run again, and now look at me!" Feliciano got up and meowed, "you know you are right. Why does the world hate us?"

Hawkkit mewed in fear and anger and started to squirm around.

[PenguinQueen]

Blackstream licked the kits softly on the heads, trying to sooth them.

Silverstar padded out of the bushes in front of Lovino. "I don't love the kits." she admitted. "The only one I loved was you. I thought I wanted kits, but i don't know what to do with them." she said as her head lowered. "I just wanted you." she whispered, as her eyes clouded. How will he love me if I can't bare the thought of me. I left those kits behind and they might die.

Luna sat back. "Follow your heart." she said as she turned away.

[canadianhowl]

(*is still listening to the song and screams at it* WE ALL LOVE YOU ROMA DONT DIE ON US ;-;)

Hawkkit understood that this cat was keeping them warm. She was hungry but tried to give a purr to hide her pain.

Lovino turned around, "you care for those kits... You do t want them to end up like me. Broken and cold hearted since they were never loved by the ones who were supposed too." He whimpered at his mate. His hazel eyes twinkled from then being watery with the tears he had shead. "That's what you do with kits, make them feel loved before its to late to turn them back around." Feliciano added on. "We sure we're like that Feli." Lovino mumbled before facing his back on both cats.

Jaguarpaw sighed and padded in the direction not to camp and not to Luna. He padded to a lonely area of the forest and looked around. Maybe he wasn't made to be a warrior but instead a loner, alone forever. He liked the sound of that but he couldn't give up loyalty to the ones he trusts.

[PenguinQueen]

Luna sighed as he padded away from her. She slowly climbed up a tree and curled up, alone. The last thing I wanted was to be alone. But that's were I am. she thought as she buried her muzzle in her fluffy tail.

Silverstar's eyes watered. He doesn't love me because I don't love the kits.. she thought sadly. She turned away and ran to the edge of the large island. She started walking on the stones, wanting to run away. She slipped on of the rocks and plunged into the water. She struggled for a second, then sat still. Maybe its time. I will be known as a coward. Because that's what I am. I tried to run away from my problems. she thought as she fell unconscious.

Snowkit squirmed away from the strange cat. Where is mommy? And where is daddy? she wondered.

Blackstream got up slowly. These kits wanted Silverstar. She threw loose moss over them for warmth and picked up Silverstar's scent. She ran toward it and saw Silverstar running toward the water. She gasped from the top of the hill as she saw Silverstar slip in the water.