by Kawiku1 » Mon Sep 15, 2014 11:24 am
Saying nothing as he limped into the poke center, the flareon quickly began his search for Enelya whom he hopes was alone, as he didn't want anyone else knowing of Thunder's depressed condition. As he roamed amongst the hallways with white walls planted on the sides, Ray continues on, his face blank as he twitches his ear. Suddenly noting a muffled of what seems to be a conversation within a room, Ray couldn't help but feel curiosity spread throughout his mind as he then tilting his head towards the room, only to have himself lift his paw and open the door.
Watching the door open, the flareon did not hesitate to suddenly poke his head into the dark room, only be greeted with the sight of Bolt nuzzling a certain espeon he was looking for, both with their backs turned so they couldn't see the slight change in Ray. Ignoring the clouding and painful feeling within his chest as his shoulders suddenly grow saggy, his tail and ear ceased to twitch as he gazes upon the couple with olive green eyes that shone an almost sad glaze, Ray said nothing to interrupt their moment, only to turn his back away from them as he then walked out, almost wincing as Bolt let out five words he almost desperately wanted the jolteon to say to him,' I'll keep your memory alive."
Feeling like he was selfish over a jolteon, the amber Pokemon limped out of the room, only to ask 3 questions of his own, hoping he could ask Bolt those simple questions that he knew would never be answered,' What about me? Am I the thing you like to toy with...? Do you like to see my heart break for you..' Leaving the room while replacing his almost depressed demeanor with an empty look, his appearance revealing no sign of sadness as he made sure no one saw his dramatic change within the room, Ray limped away from the room, only to think up of another question once more,' What am I to you...'
Just because I'm bored and need a break :T))))
Ƭιℓℓ ∂ɛαтн ∂σ ωɛ ραят? ωнαт α ℓιɛ.
You view me kind and sane, yet I am the maniac behind the killing.
I seem fine and full of joy, but deep down I'm crying tears of blood.
Do you know that despise looking fine, inside I am bleeding slowly?
What you see as happiness, is what I consider dead to the world.
You can never comfort me, not when a hole you already
made has taken away my soul, my identity, me.
'Sometimes I keep my feelings to myself because its hard for someone else to understand them.' ~ Ray the Flareon
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You say I'm important? I laugh at that quote.
You know why, right? It's because of you.
You are the cause of my misery and pain.
You are the cause of my anger and tears.
The cause that makes my heart beat fast.
The reason why I squirm each time I see you.
I hate you so much, for this, I just hate you.
But I can't help but just lose myself in you.
I can't help falling for one who I call enemy.
I just don't know why I fell in love with you.
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