1x1 w/YAOI!!!_luver

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Jay nodds trying to keep ahold   the sanity... No need to scare the children...

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Everything is silent for a moment and then Lila speaks up, knowing Jay was having trouble keeping his sanity. "i think Jay and I need to be alone for a small bit" she explains and looks at Kat. "Kat, can Max please go into your room for a little bit?" she asked and looks at Max who then looks at Kat.

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Kat nodds and pulls Max out of the room.

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Max lets himself be pulled along by her. "so your Jay's sister?" he asks and tilts his head as he hears the door behind them close.

Lila watches the door close and soon turns back to Jay. "ok, whats up with the insanity all of a sudden?" she asked, taking both his hands in her own.

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Kat nodded.

Jay shrugged "It takes one thing to set it off and then the insanity hits you full force"

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Max nods and then looks at her once more. "why exactly did Jay say for you not to search through my memories?"

Lila sighed and looked down at their feet. "we have to figure out how to get rid of that, Jay" she says and tilts her head. "im sorry but if this continues to happen..." she trails of.

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Kat shrugged.

Jay grabbed her "Dont say that the thing that sent me into this is my fear of looseing you... If you leave it will get worse..."

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Max pursed his lips. "let me refraise this. how could you of searched through my memories" he asked, being more clear on his question.

Lila pulled her arms gently away from his grip and refused to meet his gaze. "i wasn't going to say that" she said in a whisper. "I was gonna say that if you can't stop this insanity that i don't think i can be around you" she says and shakes her head, heartbroken.

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Kat smiled "like thisssss" and she took his hand. Her eued lit up the florescent blue and then went back to normal.

Jay sighed "I'll try to keep it under control" he said and hugged her.

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Max swore he saw a flash of his memories before his eyes. The way when he was younger Lila would read to him or his dad flipping him over his shoulder. His mom kissing him goodnight. the night he was changed. the day he found lila and jay together. He blinked and shook his head, now having a headache. "oh"

Lila hugged him back and got her head uner his chin. she frowned and then pulled away. "Jay, I think the reason you've gone insane is because of the shadow hunters and your past" she says.