a life anew -- invite only

[Lennie]

"someone holds me safe and warm,
horses prance through a silver storm,
figures dancing gracefully, across my memory. . ."

"far away, long ago, glowing dim as an ember,
things my heart used to know,
things it yearns to remember. . .
and a song someone sings, once upon a December. . ."

|rules;
- first and foremost rule. this role play is only accepting four members,
including me, and at this point three spots are reserved, and I will be
searching for a fourth person.
- for those of you within at this point, and you know who you are, there
are positions for two males and two females, one male and female are to
have no memory, the other two are "normal".
- follow all of Tess' rules
- all violence and romance is to be kept at a pg-13 level
- please fill out your forms entirely

Two of these characters, a young girl and a young man
have lived in a small place that was more of a hellhole than a home.
And once they turned the age of eighteen, their "master" allowed them
to leave home but first, he swiped them of any memory they had of
who they are and where they came from. All they know now is that
they have quite a bit of money to survive, a name and an age.
But without their memory, these two don't even remember each
other and are forced into a city to live. A young man befriends the girl
who agrees to help her find who she once was, and a young girl offers to
help the young man.
So, what happens from there is up to whoever roleplays the part.

"You don't know who you are, do you?"
The voice seemed to drip with scorn, every word causing the young girl to flinch.
She attempted to compose herself, but she knew the effort was useless.
The young boy beside her glanced at her with an expression of empathy, but the
laughter of the cruel man only caused him to flinch in return.
It wasn't as if the two hadn't suffered enough, but apparently no amount of lacking
care or love seemed to be enough for this man.
No, he had to take his acts one step further. Skipping torture entirely, he's given them
a chance at life, with no life to live. He's swiped them of their memory,
giving them only their name and age to exist off of in this world when they
have been sheltered for so long in this small place that they were forced to call home.
But for these two life just isn't that simple, no,
now they hold no memory of who either is, and for them it's as though
they're beginning a life while being one step in already.
They only see others as strangers, and for that matter,
whenever they look in a mirror they don't even understand who they are.
However, when one door closes, another opens. What if the young girl
met a young man who was willing to help her find who she was?
And what if the young man met a young girl who was intrigued enough to help him as well?
What should happen? Should the two who once needed only one another to
survive meet once more, or should the two merely create a new step in their
history rather than seeking one? Well now, that's up to you.

|form;

image-
description {optional}-
name-
gender-
age {18 to 21}-
personality-
history {optional, but not needed as a character without a history}
likes-
dislikes-
theme song-
love interest-
in relationship with-
other-

|positions;
reserved spots--
Lennie- female character, lacking memory- sawyer annalise thea
Azure27- male character, lacking memory-
~Amberleaf~- female character, has memory-
zippyzoo77- male character, has memory-

[Lennie]

image-

sawyer annalise
description-
An easily manageable hairstyle, a faintly tanned skin, all accented by a tall and curved figure and a set of gorgeous crystal blue eyes. Standing at a rather simple five foot nine and weighing a light hundred and fifteen pounds, Sawyer boasts nothing in particular with her rather average body size, weight and height. But, she still has a bit of a curved figure, with long legs and an average sized torso, she's nothing special in appearance. Her hair, a brown with light natural highlights of tan, blonde, and auburn, is easily manageable. being easily curled or straightened. Her eyelashes are dark and long, almost seeming to flutter at times as she blinks, again accenting her bright eye color. She's often seen with a small smile, though it often holds little to no true emotion, although she makes it genuine to help others. She has average ear lobe piercings, with ring piercings to the outer side of both, diamond stud upon the upper lobe of her right ear and one crystal stud on the right side of her nose. No tattoos though.
name-
sawyer annalise thea
gender-
female
age-
eighteen, actually nearing nineteen if you count her real age. the keeper mistook her for a six year old when he took her in, so he was a year off in counting her age.
personality-
I can't explain my sorrow, my pain, or fear but I manage a brave smile, and listen to others complaints.

Sawyer is the type with a personality which seems to represent a double edged sword. One moment, she may seem like the sweetest, most innocent young girl one could ever meet, and within the next, she could be a sarcastic and cynical person with a charm as sweet as a venomous snake. Often, she reveals herself as quite outgoing, and a complete extrovert in the way that she acts. She talks quite a bit, though she can tell if a time comes when she needs to silence herself and say little to nothing. Talkative though she is, and social though she may seem, Sawyer has few friends, though it may be because she hides her emotional detachment to things through merely talking about anything but how she feels.

Her emotional detachment to people reveals her as a person who enjoys being social, yet she dislikes talking about how she feels, her complaints, or even her joys with others for fear of being a burden to others through what she may say. So, she highly values opinions of others, but she tries not to let it change who she is. She sheds few tears, shouts seldom, and complains even less. The only true emotion that she allows herself to express are joy, humor, and an occasional note of fear. When she faces her fears however, it's often done with a brave face, even if she's screaming within herself out of fear or maybe sorrow. Some fears she's never faced, and in some ways she intends to leave it that way. But most of those fears are ones that can never be calmed, but then again, everyone has their own fears. Just as every person have their own mind, personality, and each are their own unique being.

Now, as stated, in subject to friendships, Sawyer has trouble as most people can't understand what it is that causes her personality to subtly change. Often times such changes are triggered by something even as simple as being insulted or maybe harmed either mentally or physically. It's often a short outburst, but depending on what the emotion to come is, she can control it even a little. This amount of control gives her enough confidence, but she knows, just do all others who've known her well, that such an outburst is caused because of her lacking ability to naturally express her emotions. Now, the reason such things happen are because though she enjoys listening to the problems and commentations of others, she dislikes speaking about herself because for some odd reason she feels a pang of guilt and maybe even selfishness. It's wrong, and shouldn't exist in such a manner, but it does. It evens out within her though, because she enjoys listening to others, and occasionally giving them advice. In this sense, she handles other people's drama well, though she handles her own drama poorly.

She has fears of any romantic relationships, maybe because she feels as though it could come back to harm her somehow. But she still flirts a little, forms crushes as do most people, and has had a relationship or two even though they never truly lasted. She shrugs off most relationships though, but she's waiting for the guy who's willing to speak to her first, and attempt a relationship with her. Yet she knows that if she meets someone who she's willing to express her feelings to, then he's probably the one that she cares about considering that if she's willing to face the emotional stress of rejection from someone that she cares about, then he's the one worth the risk. The one that maybe, she loves.
{mind you she doesn't necessarily know this, she just acts this way.}
history-
"I have no choice but to search or create my own."
likes-
only a handful of things have returned to her memory in any way, and among them are the fact that she loves raspberries, the painting a Starry Night, and hummingbirds. she also knows that she loves being curious, but she mistook that for courage at times.
dislikes-
she learned the negative way that she's a tad allergic to cats as she couldn't stop sneezing after petting one in the street, and that she doesn't like the screeching of tires or ice patches. the last one may have been newly formed though after having fallen shortly after losing her memory on the streetside.
theme song-
swing life away-- rise against
love interest-
no one
in relationship with-
no one
other-

[Azure23]

[Can I have the boy that is lacking memory?]

[zippyzoo77]

((I would like to play the boy that doesn't have memory, but I'd be fine with either. I won't be able to do my form until Monday, but I should get it done on that day.))

[Lennie]

{{ haha, glad to see that you both are interested. :DD
I have your places reserved, but Zippy, I apologize but would you be alright playing just the male character? If not, we can discuss something. :3

[A-train]

(I'll play the normal female character! ^.^; It would kind of scare me to play the one with no memory, anyway, for some reason. XD)

[Lennie]

{{ great! :DD
all slots now filled. ^^

[A-train]

(Yay! ^.^;)

[Lennie]

{{ oh and just a heads up to everyone, this roleplay is going to be set at a high semi literate, possibly bordering literate level. ^^;; which translates to anywhere from one and a half to two solid paragraphs. Is that alright with everyone?

[A-train]

(Yeah, 'tis fine. ^.^; I haven't RPed literate in quite a long while. This'll be fun! :3)