(( Oh it's perfectly fine. xD I have to say, that I love Adam Lambert.))
Kolby Farrington
☼Life will always be so painful
With this loneliness consuming me.
Kolby watched the rain fall from inside, where she always sat. She didn't like going outside, there was nothing really there. It was safer here, inside where no one could get to her. Slowly her eyes close, and she can almost imagine what the rain must feel like or sound against the pavement. Faintly she can even remember the smell. Opening her eyes, she looks down at the blank white paper before her on the table. It was usually blank, sometimes she thought it was better that way. Pulling her legs up close to her chest, she lays the tip of a pen to the white sheet. She always considered pens much better than pencils. Mistakes were always needed, so you knew what not to do the next time it happened. Mistakes she welcomed, nothing could be perfect. That low farmiliar hum starts in her throat again. Resting her cheek against the cold tile table, she begins to draw nothing in particular, just many lines bunched together. How sad it is at times to be here. Always alone, always cold and such a sad feeling flowing through the hospital. Why couldn't people be more happy here, or have that feeling of security like she did. There would be more smiling faces here, something that she herself would love to see. letting out a small breathe she smiles at the strange lines before her. Sometimes she could find shapes in this nothingness.
Still, I know that deep in my heart
There's a light that's shining brightly☼
Tate Klauss
☼There's something in your way
And now someone is gonna pay.
Tate pushes the hair from his face as he walks down a long plain hallway, standing close to the wall so that none of the freaks that passed by him would touch his flawless boy skin. Two women, stadning one behind the other take small hops down this hall saying the word "Hop" After each one. This makes him scoff, and quickly scurry past them. He didn't belong here, he knew he didn't. Even if he couldn't remember a thing, inside he knew this place wasn't for him. He'd only been here a week and had gone to all of the workers here, pleading with them to let him out of here. He would say that it was obvious that he wasn't suppose to be here. Anyone could tell! Once the pleading didn't work he would start to shout at them, making them have to restrain him and pull him away. He refused to talk to the psychiatrists, all they would tell him was that he needed to be here because of something he did. What had he done! Laying both hands against his head tightly, he squeezes in an annoyed loosing his mind sort of way. This was torture that he wouldn't wish on anyone.....well maybe the ugly people, and the fat people. Letting out a long sigh he steps into a small room. Once more infraction and they threatened to secure him to his room unless he behaved. Clenching his teeth tightly he plops himself down on a chair, crossing his arms. At todays meeting with the small group, he would have to be on his best behavior, or risk actually going crazy in that tiny cramped up room, now called his own.
And if you can't get what you want
Well it's all because of me.☼