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[Daft Deception]

"Yeah.....how was your vacation?"

[Intense Disaster]

"It was great. Everything was so beautiful."

[Daft Deception]

"good..." he smiled, "what did you see?" he looked happy, though the look of abandonment never left him

[Intense Disaster]

"We saw a lot of country sides, old cathedrals, and such.......we spent a lot of time traveling from place to place, though, gave me a lot of time to think."-She hinted.

[Daft Deception]

he nodded, "yeah?" he instantly felt bad again, that pit in his throat.....he knew she would never fully forgive him.

[Intense Disaster]

(Dramatic hormonal teen girl moment!)

"I realized, maybe I over reacted, fleeing the country like that, maybe it would have been better if I had just stayed and faced what happened. I realized, that maybe I shouldn't forgive you, maybe I should just get over you. I realized, I definitely can't get over you, that I definitely want to trust you again."-She replied, looking him in the eyes.-"But, I also realized I don't want to be with someone who smokes, because I've seen what it can do to people, and I don't want to lose that person, because they had one cigarette too many, although I would still accept them for it, I definitely don't want to be with someone who gets drunk and kisses other girls, I definitely don't want to be with someone who will hurt me so badly I feel like even death won't take the pain away."-She replied, her tone full of hurt.-"I realized, I want to trust you again, but it's going to take a lot to get that trust back."-She wanted to cry, but wouldn't allow herself to.-"So, Johna, it's up to you, are you going to try to get that trust back, to you want to be with me enough to not smoke, to not drink, to not hurt me? Or, do you just want to call it quits, do you just want to say our goodbyes, and go our separate ways, because I'll understand. I understand that you can't expect someone to change for you, and I won't force you, but that's what continually crossed my mind while I was gone, every time I thought about what happened, that's all that came to mind, that's all I could think about."

[Daft Deception]

"I'll change for you.....but it wont be instantaneous....drinking and smoking are habits iv'e had since i was nine......" he looked toward where he came from, "do you think i intentionally tried to hurt you?" he looked down at the wood chips.

[Intense Disaster]

"I understand it won't be, and I don't think you did, I just don't want it to happen again."-She replied.-"And, I'm so glad you're willing to do that for me."-She wrapped her arms around him, barely able to contain her tears.-"I was so worried that you would say no."-She slightly whimpered.

[Daft Deception]

"Why would i say no? i've shared so much of my life with you, you take a peice of me.....I would rather stay whole..." he smiled and hugged her back tightly.

[Intense Disaster]

She smiled at him.-"Do you realize how important you are to me? You are the only person who doesn't look at me as some rich girl, or look at me as the girl who doesn't fit in, because she's some weird loner. If I ever do anything you can't stand, just let me know, Johna. Or, if you ever need anything, like a shower,"-She teased,-"just let me know, because I'd do anything for you."