1x1 between Lemon and Mage

[ggez]

< ( Leaxa, God of Death, He / Him ) >

"It is true.. I can't touch people; only gods and immortals.. And that's truly why I was scared to make physical contact with you at first. But then your hand slid against my own as I was handing you your tools; I was so worried that you would die!" He laughed nervously. "But you're immortal.. so you didn't die. It's.. uh, it's honestly why you keep having those random episodes where you crumple- your body wants to die, but your immortality refuses to let you, so you don't die."

[Lemon Tea Rain]

Tobyn Ambrose

Tobyn went very quiet as his immortality was mentioned, looking slightly uneasy that it was acknowledged at all. He thought on the situation for a moment, considering it. "It's worth it, if it means I get to hold you." He finally spoke, locking eyes with the god. "The episodes, I mean. But if it's worrying you, I'll keep my distance."

[ggez]

< ( Leaxa, God of Death, He / Him ) >

"It does stress me out to see you in such a helpless state, even if momentarily. It's up to you; if you want me to avoid contact I will, but if it really doesn't bother you, then I guess it's something that I can ignore.." Leaxa didn't want to say ignore, but he didn't have any other word for what he wanted to say. "So.. are you sure you're okay with it?"

[Lemon Tea Rain]

Tobyn Ambrose

"I'm certain." Tobyn responded firmly, giving a slight nod. "Just tell me if it's getting too stressful, and we can stop for a while... Does that sound okay?" Though Tobyn loved being close the god, he didn't want it to come at the cost of Leaxa's happiness. He was brought back to his previous thoughts of trying to hide it, but figured it wouldn't be all that reasonable - he knew to anticipate them already, he'd probably any attempts to conceal them.

[ggez]

< ( Leaxa, God of Death, He / Him ) >

"Yeah; I guess I'll let you know then," he muttered. His voice level had dropped back down as he was reminded of the pain that he had brought him. He loved being in physical contact with someone after going so long without so much as a graze against his skin, so his friendship with Tobyn was one of the most important things to happen to him. It matters more to him than almost anything else. "Just.. let me know, as well, if you feel extremely bothered by it at any time."

[Lemon Tea Rain]

Tobyn Ambrose

"I will," Tobyn promised, before his face suddenly went a deep shade of red. "Hang on a second, does this mean you've heard all of my prayers? All the secrets, all the little moments - ack, even all the times I gushed about you?"

[ggez]

< ( Leaxa, God of Death, He / Him ) >

"Yes, I did hear all of your prayers.. I love listening to what you have to say though! I really appreciate what you have to say," he beamed. "Don't feel worried about anything, though, I would never tell someone else about someone's prayers."

[Lemon Tea Rain]

Tobyn Ambrose

"I didn't think you would," Tobyn responded softly. "I'm glad you appreciate it. It's kind of odd, finding out that someone I've grown so attached to is actually the god I've worshipped for so long."

He closed his eyes briefly and rested his head back against the wall as his senses slipped again, trying his best to make it a calm experience. He was already sat, so there was no real risk of falling, and he felt pretty safe in Leaxa's presence. In truth, he hoped the god wouldn't even realise what happened.

"Is it alright for me to ask to see your other form again..?" Tobyn asked slowly, once he had reopened his eyes.

[ggez]

< ( Leaxa, God of Death, He / Him ) >

"Hopefully that fact isn't uncomfortable to you," he didn't pick up on him slipping away into a state of hopelessness.

He stared into his eyes, wondering if he would really even appreciate it. It was his true self, but he was unsure if it was what he would like. Leaxa shifted to his godly form, then looked away; his cloak's hood was pulled over his head in a way that conceal his face.

[Lemon Tea Rain]

Tobyn Ambrose

Tobyn studied him quietly for a moment, though other than his remarkable height there wasn't much for him to see - the majority of him was hidden away under his cloak. "Do your eyes look the same, in this form?" He asked softly. He was careful not to ask if he could look at his face; he noticed the god's attempts at hiding it and he didn't want to overstep boundaries.