Amelia has two sides to her - the side she portrays to the world, and the side
she secretly wants to one day reveal. She's a typical Aries- power-driven, a
go-getter, and finds rewards thrilling. Though she doesn't often show it,
Amelia hates criticism and will strive to get the best result at all times. She
often is portrayed as a snobby girl with little care for others,
but it's mostly due to the lack of connection she's granted with the other Gladers.
Commitment is something difficult for her, and connecting takes a bit longer than
most. Worried she'd come off as fake, Amelia has often managed to block herself
from others before opening up too much. Unfortunately, this leads to an unhealthy
bit of loneliness that she has bundled up inside of her. She is very
competitive, yet only on her own terms; she doesn't accept a challenge whenever given
the opportunity. She's considered to be an extrovert, though not in the typical, bubbly,
lively way; she speaks slowly and smoothly, and usually only pops into a conversation
when she feels like it. Amelia has her good and her bad days, as all do. Only for her, she
struggles a lot with her "off" days, and ends up beating herself up over the smallest things.
Mental health, something that isn't too familiar to the Gladers, is something she severely
struggles with, but she's never had anyone close enough to talk to about it. Alas, she gives
in and feels like the world is ending when she goes through those bad stages. She's usually
very good at hiding it for the most part, and denies her feelings if anyone were to ask. She
simples doesn't want to cause unnecessary problems, and the last thing she needs is for anyone
to call her dramatic.
Amelia is quite intelligent, but not when it comes to emotion. As touched on, she has
difficulties trusting others, which is often why she can be seen as cold or unwilling. She
doesn't like failure or getting made fun of, and knows the chances of that
happening if she avoided making close friends is slim. She will chat, of course, but
few people really know the glum side that burns within her.
Amelia is very sassy, very sarcastic, and finds genuine joy in making light-hearted, snarky little jokes
here and there. She's persistent and very hard-working, and dislikes when people disrupt her working
momentum. Deep down, Amelia longs for a break, but knows working keeps her mind busy, and, too
scared to connect with herself on a personal level, working until she quite literally feels like she's
going to drop is where she places herself.
She's simply afraid of failure, both towards herself and towards her Gladers. She cares for them all,
even if she has few friends, but knows that feeling isn't often returned due to her lack of bubbliness
like some. She often takes on more than she can handle but insists otherwise to make life easier for
those around her. Deep down, Amelia is quite vulnerable, quite sensitive; she simply keeps this all
to herself so nobody would notice. She simply wants to be desired and loved and cared for, but is far
too stubborn to ever bring this to the table. And, to be quite frank, it's too embarrassing to say, anyway.