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[AlphaOfThePack21]

ℤ𝕪𝕝𝕒𝕙 𝔹𝕖𝕔𝕜𝕖𝕣
19||Female||Hetero||Darkness/Shadow Manipulation/Creation||Location: Clothing shop||Tags: Taurus
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It wasn't that she didn't believe her struggles were worse than his. But at the moment she didn't see how he could understand to have the world after you. To have everyone against you and the last person you had to lean on just got snatched away. She stopped again. "Why do you care...." she asked. "You don't even know me, I don't even have the pleasure of calling you my friend, and yet you still are following me as if you owe me anything!" she said as she looked directly at his eyes, her eyes were so filled with pain, and confusion. "I am nothing to you...so why does it matter where I sleep tonight? How safe I am? I am just a stranger to you.." her words were calm now, they were quiet, a more softer tone than before. Why did he care? And then in the back of her mind, she was worried he was using her. He wanted her for something other than work. The bounty maybe? But she couldn't pin point her thoughts into a conclusion because there were so many options. "What do you want from me..." she asked. She knew he had been asked this question previously but it came up again. She had to look out for herself now since Nick wasn't there and since Taurus was considered a stranger it was only natural for her to question his sincerity.

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Taurus: 19 (shapeshifter-(human form), teleporting) [location- clothes shop] tags- Zylah

-tell her the truth.....dont she will hate you forever. But tell her anyways. Ok don't tell her the full truth yet. But now feels like the good time. Oh my god get a hold of yourself just say it. BUT THEN SHE'LL BE MAD! Yeah but we have to try..... She doesn't seem like the one to take this lightly. I mean who would ever be frio with someone like you...you don't deserve friends. You do this even deserve to be friends with someone as amazing as her... he hesitated debating of he should or not. He glanced to the suitcase and back at her. "Look i- just wanted to be your friend.... I saw what happened there and i-" He really didn't want to tell her. But he did "look I know what it's like to have your closet people torn away from you. And called a monster, villain, an evil being.... I know what it's like. I just want to be the person there for you that I never had. Death isn't easy to handle.... I know.... I lost my mother and my only sister." He hoped she didn't hate him for saying that or what he was about to confess. "Ok fine. At first it was just for a bit of I formation but it has nothing to do with your bounty I could care less of the terrible things you have done. But zya I figured out your just wanted to be left alone from being the enemy... You just wanted to be treated equally... And my whole life I wanted nothing but that.... So I hoped that maybe we can create a friendship on that.... I like you... Not in the weird way. In the I really want to be friends with you I like you." he hoped she would understand. But he doubted he would. This is the part where he would be kicked or something. So he just tried to mentally prepare himself for it

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Taurus: 19 (shapeshifter-(human form), teleporting) [location- clothes shop] tags- Zylah

-tell her the truth.....dont she will hate you forever. But tell her anyways. Ok don't tell her the full truth yet. But now feels like the good time. Oh my god get a hold of yourself just say it. BUT THEN SHE'LL BE MAD! Yeah but we have to try..... She doesn't seem like the one to take this lightly. I mean who would ever be frio with someone like you...you don't deserve friends. You do this even deserve to be friends with someone as amazing as her... he hesitated debating of he should or not. He glanced to the suitcase and back at her. "Look i- just wanted to be your friend.... I saw what happened there and i-" He really didn't want to tell her. But he did "look I know what it's like to have your closet people torn away from you. And called a monster, villain, an evil being.... I know what it's like. I just want to be the person there for you that I never had. Death isn't easy to handle.... I know.... I lost my mother and my only sister." He hoped she didn't hate him for saying that or what he was about to confess. "Ok fine. At first it was just for a bit of I formation but it has nothing to do with your bounty I could care less of the terrible things you have done. But zylah I figured out your just wanted to be left alone from being the enemy... You just wanted to be treated equally... And my whole life I wanted nothing but that.... So I hoped that maybe we can create a friendship on that.... I like you... Not in the weird way. In the I really want to be friends with you I like you." he hoped she would understand. But he doubted he would. This is the part where he would be kicked or something. So he just tried to mentally prepare himself for it

[AlphaOfThePack21]

ℤ𝕪𝕝𝕒𝕙 𝔹𝕖𝕔𝕜𝕖𝕣
19||Female||Hetero||Darkness/Shadow Manipulation/Creation||Location: Clothing shop||Tags: Taurus
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There was a part of her that she felt safe around him. And his words about losing his family, made her regret her words earlier. She felt bad for acting that way. But she wasn't prepared for his next explanation. She narrowed her eyes at him, ignoring every word after he said he was after information at first. She tilted her head slightly and took a step towards him. What information could she possibly have that he would want? She didn't know anything, and nothing came to mind. "What information are you talking about?" she crossed her arms across her chest. His next words he should choose very carefully because it could go one of two ways, either she remains ticked off or she gets worse. If she was being honest with herself she will probably hit him either way. Because to her them meeting, it wasn't random, it wasn't because he wanted to be her friend, he simply wanted to have her put her walls down, let him in so she could tell him everything she knew. Nick was right, nobody could be trusted. He was using her. And her being so naive to let it happen made her even more upset. She genuinely wanted a friend, someone to look at her as a human, but she wasn't to him, she was just another job to pursue. Just another file to him.

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Taurus: 19 (shapeshifter-(human form), teleporting) [location- clothes shop] tags- Zylah

He paused for a second to figure out How he was going to say this without getting completely ruined. "Uh-.... You know the first time your powers buzzed out... Yeah. One of the people you killed was someone I was tracking down... For the- one of those pretty stones you saw before... I-thiight u killed him to stop me but I realize you actually have no idea of who or what I am. And that it was am accident. You didn't mean to and I don't blame you. When you bumped into me and picked my stone out from my pocket I originally used it as a lure to get you. Make site you are trying to take these from me. But then you sounded like you had no clue what it was. I tried to give a small hint you didn't pick up but- well idk I kinda liked having company around and it's not important that of one these instantly. Since after the dinner when you walked out I really just wanted to be friends. No you have no other use to me but- I feel like maybe we could be friends.... I mean so for it sounds like we want the same thing. I can offer of you will.... Really I just- I want to talk to you again. I really like talking to you.. " He said not wanting to admit anything else. He felt his back tense up as he spilled the truth out. He prayed it was good enough but he didn't think k she'd buy it. It was a the truth though. His nature again changed to be more horse like. The mood has changed so has his nature

[AlphaOfThePack21]

ℤ𝕪𝕝𝕒𝕙 𝔹𝕖𝕔𝕜𝕖𝕣
19||Female||Hetero||Darkness/Shadow Manipulation/Creation||Location: Clothing shop||Tags: Taurus
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She was still so hurt. Everything he said had been a lie from the beginning. Her teeth clenched slightly as she looked at him. She couldn't trust him. He was a snake, and to her right now all she could hear were lies. She believed the first part, however, wanting to be around her, wanting to be her friend. Anything she had left in her to hold back snapped. And in seconds her hand connected with his face as she slapped him. It stung her hand, and made her palm red, so she could only imagine how his face felt. "How dare you...." she spat. "I thought....for once....someone other than my brother could look at me and see a person. That someone wouldn't judge me because of my past. But that's EXACTLY what you did. I'm nothing but another piece of paper in your briefcase, another file, a job." she said as beside her a wolf familiar was made. "I can't believe I was so naive, so gullible. I'm sure those words came into your mind too when you met me, right? Probably sneering to yourself about how EASY it was." she questioned. No matter what he would say she wouldn't believe him anyway. "You USED me, what would you have done if you didn't want to be my friend, and I said I didn't know what you were talking about? Force it out of me? Use my brother against me?" she said as she started taking steps towards him, the wolf at her side followed, snarling. "You need to give me one good reason, I shouldn't rip you apart where you stand...." she kept her eyes on him, if they could shoot daggers they would at this point. Losing her brother and only family, and now the one person who had made her feel like she was someone, just lies.

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Taurus: 19 (shapeshifter-(human form), teleporting) [location- clothes shop] tags- Zylah


Well he messed up. He saw her raise her hand and new instantly what to expect. But he didn't expect it to be so hard. Getting hit he felt the sting and burn. He could already feel his skin going red where she slapped him. He nearly jumped back but he stayed standing in his place it was getting harder and harder to show he wasn't afraid but so far he was holding up what he could.

Then the wave of guilt started crashing into him. He hurt her. He didn't want to. He used her. He lied to her. He didn't know what else to do. He saw the wolf familiar form. Now this was 2 against 1. He grumbled in his head how unfair this was. But it also showed him that she was afraid.... Of something. Getting her hands dirty? Well she did plenty on that. Maybe he did a care her the info he had on her scared her.... That must be it.

The wolf snarled at him and he wanted to step away but he couldn't. "I- don't have any reason....... I hurt you. I used you. I tricked and lied to you..... I'm no better than you are.... I'm sorry I assumed something so quickly... I just wanted to be sure you weren't trying to hurt my or my brother... I hope you can understand. I was just trying to protect him. The last thing I want is him to end up hurt.... I know you hate me. And you have every right to.... I would hate me..." he set the case down bc he knew there was a knife in there. And he took out his golden pocket knife and set that down to. " So just get it done quickly... I don't deserve to live just as much as the person who killed Nick. I hurt you just as bad as he did."

[AlphaOfThePack21]

ℤ𝕪𝕝𝕒𝕙 𝔹𝕖𝕔𝕜𝕖𝕣
19||Female||Hetero||Darkness/Shadow Manipulation/Creation||Location: Clothing shop||Tags: Taurus
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She must admit that slap was pretty satisfying, but....this wasn't her. It was her clouded with anger. She looked to the familiar she had that was now walking in closer than she was. What was she to do? She couldn't take him on herself, she was strong, but he had more experience in fighting, she had more in evading. The wolf was to help tip the scales in her favor, on top of that, she still had no clue as to what his powers were. She was at the disadvantage. She was fully ready to give the order to have the mangy-mutt jump at him. But the words he chose next, oozed with sincerity, they were genuine. She could tell, because someone wouldn't admit to their faults so easily. She sighed and watched as he put his stuff down. Why did she feel sad at the thought of losing him? Even by her own hand? She let the wolf disappear. "I don't hate you....I just don't trust you. There is a difference." she said. Honestly, who was she to hate anyone? She is a horrible person herself, and it wouldn't be right for her to be in charge of another life. She shoved her hands in her pockets and took a few steps back away from him as she regained herself. There had to be something....right? He had to care about her genuinely in some way, otherwise, he wouldn't have helped her back there with Nick. He wouldn't have tried to comfort her. He wouldn't care. But that alone would not make her trust him. "I'm not going to kill you...that's not who I am...." she said as she turned away from him. "Do what you want. I'm going home..." she said as she started to walk away. There was something she wanted from that old crumbling building, it was Nick's. A ring, silver, his initials were engraved on it, and it had an intricate design lasered into it.

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Taurus: 19 (shapeshifter-(human form), teleporting) [location- clothes shop] tags- Zylah

the wolf disappeared and his shoulders slowly lowered. "ok.. understandable you have trust issues so do i. it will take me a while to gain your trust back again. after all everything is really just words. i have to prove what i clam. Thanks for not killing me. Thunder needs me and i need him so. thank you. um.... i know your mad at me but- mind if i fallow you back to your home. i- just want to make sure i got the location right. you clearly don't have a phone so i don't have a way of contacting you... i mean-.... i live in a really big house and we have a few extra rooms if you'd like... i- would really hate to leave you out there in a crumbling building that could fall on you at any moment. and the fact that its cold and- dry.... and there is not food or water. i just don't want you to live- terribly anymore... if you understand. but if you don't want to at least let me get you a hotel room." he apologized for breaking her trust and thanked her for the mercy of not KILLING him. lol he asked if he could fallow her just to keep her in his contact. he really didn't want to leave her out like this. and he wanted to contact her again... even thought she really didn't like him right now. he wanted to fix his wrong. even though everyone only sees him as a terrible, cruel, heartless, careless, meanie, he still tried to be good. to be better. and everything he fixed about his flaws would be a word he could cross out on the inside of the golden bladed pocket knife. he was on a goal to fix all the terrible things about him. and he was REALLY trying.

[AlphaOfThePack21]

ℤ𝕪𝕝𝕒𝕙 𝔹𝕖𝕔𝕜𝕖𝕣
19||Female||Hetero||Darkness/Shadow Manipulation/Creation||Location: Clothing shop||Tags: Taurus
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He spoke words, but they didn't really sink in until a few moments after. "Didn't I say do what you want.... follow me...don't follow me I couldn't care less Taurus." she said as she continued to walk, her eyes forwards, she didn't dare look at him. Afraid the hurt would floor back if she did. She kept her hood down, she was done hiding, maybe if she kept her hood down she would attract the one who killed nick, was she the actual target? She wasn't sure, cause if that was the case, why didn't the murderer wait around for her to show up? And then make a move then? They didn't seem to have an issue killing someone in high traffic public area. So was...Nick the actual target? And if so why? She was heavily processing these thoughts in her mind. If she had gears in her head there would definitely be smoke coming out of her ears.
She nonchalantly waved Taurus' words off, "Yeah whatever I'll stay with you...But I need to stop home first." she stated, but you could tell her mind was elsewhere, only picking up bits and pieces of what Taurus had said. After all her brother was just murdered, and she found out the only other person she could potentially trust was using and lying to her, and now there was a killed who could potentially be after her.

After some time she arrived at the house, falling apart and crumbling as usual. They had come and lived here for a while, back when she was still just a kid. She took some steps towards the building. Memories flashed of her and Nick together here. Back when it wasn't crumbling and it was just an old abandoned building. Her sitting on Nick's shoulders, laughing. Simpler times. Happier times. They didn't have everything, and they struggled for food half the time but they had each other. She slowly walked up the stairs and stopped as she looked at the mess of where Nick had slept just that morning. On the sleeping bag underneath the pillow, something shiny glimmered slightly. She reached under and pulled out the ring. Then she walked over to the small picture frame that sat on a worn out old nightstand and slipped the picture of her and nick out of it, folding the worn down edges and putting in in her pocket. The ring she took a piece of string she had and tied it so it made a necklace before turning face at Taurus. "Alright....I'm ready now..." she said as she continued to look at the floor.