Once he calmed down, Jay started to breath heavily, tears forming at his eyes. Lance landed next to the boys, and Jay wrapped him in a bug hug. He put his face into his chest, tears falling down his face. He could've lost him tonight. "Lance. I'm so sorry. I'm so glad you're okay. I-I don't know what I would've done if I'd lost you,"he said, sniffling and letting the tears fall. Lance just let him cry. He wasn't known for showing affection, however, Jay was the only one he let touch him. Once he finally got ahold of himself, he wiped his face and turned to Kasch. "Sorry you had to see that. I-I was so scared of losing him,"he said, sniffling again. "Hey, it's okay, I know that wasn't your fault,"he added.