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[xxcatgirlobsessionxx]

"...I see." The younger boy nodded. "You're a big mess. I don't understand how you're the oldest. Isn't it a little stressful...? To be everyone's older brother yet keep that weird personality going... hm. Sorry for asking so many questions, I'm just thinking." Ichimatsu laughed at the voice Osomatsu did, following behind him. "Do you remember where the coffee shop is?"

[cliffie]

Osomatsu stops Ichimatsu. He gives an unintentionally unsettling blank stare. He was shocked. Osomatsu stopped, took a breath and moved on. He wanted to say something, but something always holds him back from saying it. The thought of his little brothers stressing out over him, and babying him. He can't do that. They have their own issues."S-Sorry... Lets keep walking." Osomatsu said with a tight chest. "Yeah, I know the coffee shop."

[xxcatgirlobsessionxx]

"....Niisan?" Ichimatsu looks back at him, a little scared. It was very rare to see Osomatsu like this. He must have said something wrong. "...what did I say? You better not be upset with me for no reason." He mumbled, looking down at his feet as they walked. "It is strange of you to act like that."

[cliffie]

Osomatsu gives a heavy sigh. "Its okay Ichimatsu, I'm alright, and I'm definitely not upset with you." Osomatsu feels sick to his stomach. The thought he just had was worse than the ones before. What if they don't care about him...like at all? Osomatsu feels weak. "So what about that coffee shop?"

[xxcatgirlobsessionxx]

"I feel like that isn't the truth." Ichimatsu mumbled to himself, beginning to drag Osomatsu along. Sitting down with the cats should help him calm down, it always helped Ichimatsu. The younger brother didn't say another word, just dragging Osomatsu along.

[cliffie]

Osomatsu gives off a blank look and talks with barely any emotion, although he's trying to be happy for his little brother. He tries to put on a smile and it's not really working.
"W-where are we g-going Ichimacchan?"

[xxcatgirlobsessionxx]

Ichimatsu continues dragging him along to the coffee shop. "We're going to see the cats," he says, turning a corner. The shop isn't too far away. "You wanted to do that, didn't you?"

[cliffie]

Osomatsu wants to go back to the couch and take a nap, but he can't just do that to his brother. "Yeah." He says trying to put on a calm smile. So much is going on in his head, it makes it a little hard to focus. He can't wait to just chill out in the coffee shop and talk about what kinda cats they want. That's all he wants to do. Relax.

Then Osomatsu realizes that his brother can't hear the thoughts in his head, (thank god) that means he's been quiet for a while now. Ichimatsu must think he's weird. He should say something. "So... What is your favorite kind of cat?"

[xxcatgirlobsessionxx]

He knew something was up. Whether Osomatsu said it or not, he wasn't completely stupid. He knew his brothers enough to know when something was wrong. Ichimatsu opened the door to the shop, taking out some money and going to the counter. "Pick what you want." He said, getting a plain coffee for himself. "...I like all the cats. I don't have a favorite. My cats out back are sweet though. Very fluffy."

[cliffie]

Osomatsu takes a breath. He chooses a hot vanilla flavored coffee with cream and sugar. "I like Scottish folds and Calico cats. Oh! Munchkin cats are adorable! Are you sure you don't want me to pay?" He takes his wallet out and shows Ichimatsu. "I won at Pachinko recently. Not much but its something." Osomatsu smirks.