by AnnaCat17 » Tue Feb 19, 2019 2:04 pm
Alex sighed and reached over, pulling Jace into his lap and wrapping his arms around him tightly. "I am not doing this for power. I am not doing this because I want to. I am doing this because I don't know what the right answer is." He softly kissed the side of Jace's head and held him even tighter, not wanting to let him go. He reached down with one hand and picked up the box, fumbling a bit to open it as he kept his arms around Jace. Carefully he pulled out the ring for Jace and slipped it onto Jace's finger. "You are the only person I care about. Everyone else is just extra and I would trade everything I have just to see you smile." He lifted Jace's hand to his mouth and kissed his knuckles above the ring. "I know that I want you. I know that what I want doesn't matter, though." He looked up and tried to meet Jace's eyes as he continued to grip his left hand. "Be mine. I don't have t make a final choice for a while so just be mine until the wedding. At that point if you haven't changed your mind and still want me then I will call it off but if you decide you want something else out of life or find someone who makes you happy and who actually deserves to call you theirs then I bow out gracefully and let you have the life you deserve. Just let me be selfish right now. Please."